Sunday, July 15, 2007

Song For The Day-10 ^^

Jay Chou - All The Way North
一 Yi 路 lu 向 xiang 北 bei

後 hou 視 shi 鏡 jing 裡 li 的 de 世 shi 界 jie
越 yue 來 lai 越 yue 遠 yuan 的 de 道 dao 別 bie
妳 ni 轉 zhuan 身 shen 向 xiang 背 bei
側 ce 臉 lian 還 hai 是 shi 很 hen 美 mei
我 wo 用 yong 眼 yan 光 guang 去 qu 追 zhui
竟 jing 聽 ting 見 jian 妳 ni 的 de 淚 lei
在 zai 車 che 窗 chuang 外 wai 面 mian 徘 pai 徊 huai
是 shi 我 wo 錯 cuo 失 shi 的 de 機 ji 會 hui
妳 ni 站 zhan 的 de 方 fang 位 wei
跟 gen 我 wo 中 zhong 間 jian 隔 ge 著 zhe 淚 lei
街 jie 景 jing 一 yi 直 zhi 在 zai 後 hou 退 tui
妳 ni 的 de 崩 beng 潰 kui 在 zai 窗 chuang 外 wai 零 ling 碎 sui
我 wo 一 yi 路 lu 向 xiang 北 bei
離 li 開 kai 有 you 妳 ni 的 de 季 ji 節 jie
妳 ni 說 shuo 妳 ni 好 hao 累 lei
已 yi 無 wu 法 fa 再 zai 愛 ai 上 shang 誰 shui
風 feng 在 zai 山 shan 路 lu 吹 chui
過 guo 往 wang 的 de 畫 hua 面 mian 全 quan 都 dou 是 shi 我 wo 不 bu 對 dui
細 xi 數 shu 慚 can 愧 kui
我 wo 傷 shang 妳 ni 幾 ji 回 hui
後 hou 視 shi 鏡 jing 裡 li 的 de 世 shi 界 jie
越 yue 來 lai 越 yue 遠 yuan 的 de 道 dao 別 bie
妳 ni 轉 zhuan 身 shen 向 xiang 背 bei
側 ce 臉 lian 還 hai 是 shi 很 hen 美 mei
我 wo 用 yong 眼 yan 光 guang 去 qu 追 zhui
竟 jing 聽 ting 見 jian 妳 ni 的 de 淚 lei
在 zai 車 che 窗 chuang 外 wai 面 mian 徘 pai 徊 huai
是 shi 我 wo 錯 cuo 失 shi 的 de 機 ji
會 hui 妳 ni 站 zhan 的 de 方 fang 位 wei
跟 gen 我 wo 中 zhong 間 jian 隔 ge 著 zhe 淚 lei
街 jie 景 jing 一 yi 直 zhi 在 zai 後 hou 退 tui
妳 ni 的 de 崩 beng 潰 kui 在 zai 窗 chuang 外 wai 零 ling 碎 sui
我 wo 一 yi 路 lu 向 xiang 北 bei
離 li 開 kai 有 you 妳 ni 的 de 季 ji 節 jie
妳 ni 說 shuo 妳 ni 好 hao 累 lei
已 yi 無 wu 法 fa 再 zai 愛 ai 上 shang 誰 shui
風 feng 在 zai 山 shan 路 lu 吹 chui
過 guo 往 wang 的 de 畫 hua 面 mian 全 quan 都 dou 是 shi 我 wo 不 bu 對 dui
細 xi 數 shu 慚 can 愧 kui
我 wo 傷 shang 妳 ni 幾 ji 回 hui
我 wo 一 yi 路 lu 向 xiang 北 bei
離 li 開 kai 有 you 妳 ni 的 de 季 ji 節 jie
方 fang 向 xiang 盤 pan 周 zhou 圍 wei
迴 hui 轉 zhuan 著 zhe 我 wo 的 de 後 hou 悔 hui
我 wo 加 jia 速 su 超 chao 越 yue
卻 que 甩 shuai 不 bu 掉 diao 緊 jin 緊 jin 跟 gen 隨 sui 的 de 傷 shang 悲 bei
細 xi 數 shu 慚 can 愧 kui
我 wo 傷 shang 妳 ni 幾 ji 回 hui
停 ting 止 zhi 狼 lang 狽 bei
就 jiu 讓 rang 錯 cuo 純 chun 粹 cui
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All The Way North (English Translation)
Composer: Jay Chou (周杰倫) (周杰伦)
Lyricist: Vincent Fang (方文山) (方文山)
Notes: Ending song to the movie Initial D


The world in the rear view mirror
Says goodbye further and further away
You turn around towards your back
The side of your face is still very beautiful
I use my vision to chase
I unexpectedly hear your tears

Lingering outside the car window
Is the chance I missed
You are standing in position
Tears across the middle of you and me
The view of the street has been recoiling all along
The bits and pieces of your collapse are outside the window

I go all the way north
Leaving the season that has you
You say you are very tired
You already have no way to fall in love with anyone else
The wind blows on the mountain road
The frames in the past are all my wrongs
Counting the shame
How many times I hurt you

The world in the rear view mirror
Says goodbye further and further away
You turn around towards your back
The side of your face is still very beautiful
I use my vision to chase
I unexpectedly hear your tears

Lingering outside the car window
Is the chance I missed
You are standing in position
Tears across the middle of you and me
The view of the street has been recoiling all along
The bits and pieces of your collapse are outside the window

I go all the way north
Leaving the season that has you
You say you are very tired
You already have no way to fall in love with anyone else
The wind blows on the mountain road
The frames in the past are all my wrongs
Counting the shame
How many times I hurt you

I go all the way north
Leaving the season that has you
The steering wheel encompasses
Rotating around my regrets
I speed up to exceed it
Yet I can't lose the grief following closely
Counting the shame
How many times I hurt you
Stop the heartlessness
Just let wrong be pure

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Haller!!

NO ONE OWNS ME!! :P

Mutual Communication

This is what I should practice! :D

"MUTUAL COMMUNICATION"

Reasons Why...

1.) Kyle & I "always" fight.
Because of what?
According to Kyle - I always get what I want. What I want is what I've always wanted to get/have, or else.

2.) Kyle on a call center?
Yea.. Yea.. I don't want him to be on a call center. I don't even plan to marry an employee from a call center. Kyle said "Hindi ko yan kakaririn." - Oh God! Hindi ha! We'll see about that. Kyle goes wherever the money is - same as me.

3.) If Kyle's my husband and he's still on a call center.
Err.. "HONEY~ WHEN WILL I EVER GET TO SLEEP WITH YOU?!" What the hell! HALLER!! Nyork! Nyork! (MADALING ARAW TRABAHO NG ASAWA MO!! FUCK YOU!) Asaaaa pa akoooo~! *** Kyle = The disciple of Mr. TJ and Ms. April - call center parents who tries to earn a living for their child. (Can't blame them, oh well).

4.) Kyle's going to have a savings? For our future daw?
Wah! Something new huh? We'll see about that too. Car! Car! Car! Utang sa mga pinapagawa sa kotse nya! and.. he told me that he was also shedding out some money to their house expense? Hmm...

5.) Kyle loves me? Kyle needs me?
Okay. Am I worth for you Kyle? According to Kyle, I'm not supportive to him with whatever he do, decide and stuff especially the call center job - which is true! So, I'll ask again? Why in the Earth would I still be worth for you if I'm not supporting you with anything? Duh!

Lastly..

6.) There's only one reason why it's hard to leave Kyle even if I like to move on already.
It's because of his "LOYALTY". I don't care about his love for me anymore. (What do I care? Hindi ko naman sya makakatabi sa pagtulog pag ikakasal na kami eh!) Call center is his job, mine is to forget about him "physically". He never understands the work of a call center anyway. As if, you can text while you're inside the call center job. *TooT* *TooT* - there goes your cellphone while you're on a call. Weee~! Then the supervisor will start to tell you - Would you keep your cellphones off! Or put it in the locker! (Asaaaa ka na naman Kyle... There's no such thing as they will let you go into that work with a cellphone beside you while answering the calls! Even in Eastwood Libis and Makati call centers I've been to, they will confiscate all the cellphones before letting you enter the work station. They will provide you a number tag so you can leave it in the guard near the entrance of the work stations.) I've been there already.

Normal Office Hours - 8AM to 9AM
Ends at - 6PM to 7PM

Call center Hours - 8PM etc.
Ends at - 8AM to 9AM etc.

Are we still going to see each other pag nasa call center ka na? - Ang sarap umasa sa sinasabi mo saken na magkikita pa tayo at bibigyan mo ako ng time..pero..I think matutulog ka pa naman diba? Alangan hindi! Sa araw ang tulog mo habang nagtratrabaho ako - by that time, yung office na papasukan ko, bawal cellphone din (lalo na mag-text), so goodbye, wag ka nalang magtext - iinit lang ulo ko sobra sobra!

P.S.
*Kyle on Big Picture - He always sleeps in the morning when there's an event (Hindi na nga nya natatapos yung pagliligpit eh. Tulog na yan agad!) - Naku! Don't give me that promise na kaya mo ibigay saken time mo ha! Asa nalang ako dyan noh! Tutulugan mo rin ako sa katagalan. Parang sa Big Picture, I thought kaya mo na hindi matulog, at gawin lahat ng mga trabaho, hindi naman pala. Sabagay, ayaw mo naman sa Big Picture din kaya wala dun puso at effort mo. Buti pa dyan sa call center, andyan lahat ng effort mo naman eh.

*Boracay Vacation - I was dumped, he just spend the whole vacation sleeping. Nice one diba gurls? (That's his only rest daw eh kaya no choice nga naman.) - Well, no choice, ganun talaga! Sobrang pagod ang tao sa trabaho at laging late sila natatapos! What more call center!

*Kyle has lots of sickness (His urine has blood, kasi sa events daw late sila palagi natatapos.) - What about call center? Hindi ba late yan? Tutal hindi nga naman sya whole day like sa Big Picture. Papagamot ka ulit? Gamutin mo mag-isa mo ha! Mahal sobra bili ko ng gamot mo! Sabay aangal ka pa na may blood urine mo!

Monday, July 02, 2007

Blog - Closed.

MY BLOG WILL BE TEMPORARILY CLOSED.

Reason: ""I will PROVE to Kyle that I don't depend to anyone. Sad to say, he won't believe in me either even if I closed my blog. He keeps on assuming that I'm telling you guys all my problems.""

***PEEPS, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN UNDERSTAND ME NOW. MY BLOG IS "ONLY" A JOURNAL!! AGAIN - MY BLOG IS "ONLY" A JOURNAL!!! IM NOT ASKING HELP OR TELLING YOU ANY PROBLEMS OK? ALL I'M SAYING IS THAT MY BLOG DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING (LIKE OPENING MY PROBLEMS TO ALL OF YOU), BUT FOR ME, MY BLOG MEANS ALOT TO ME ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU GUYS ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO BELIEVES ME THAT I'M NOT SHARING AND OPENING UP PROBLEMS WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS OR WITH THE ONES READING OR VISITING MY BLOG. HINDI NI KYLE ALAM NA NASISIRAAN NA AKO NG BAIT AT NASISIRA NA ANG PAGKATAO KO DAHIL SA LAGI KO NALANG TINATAGO ANG MGA PROBLEMA KO SA SARILI KO. YET HE NEVER UNDERSTANDS THAT. NAGSASABI PA RIN DAW AKO NG MGA PROBLEMA SA MGA KAIBIGAN KO OR WITH ANYONE IN WHICH I'M NOT. I'M SORRY. I HAVE TO TEMPORARILY CLOSE MY BLOG.***

There are more adjustments to come for me.
1.) "NO PC GAMES ANYMORE"
2.) "LAHAT DAW NG ATTENTION KAY KYLE LANG DAW"
3.) "EWAN KO NA"
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