Defeated

Right now, as I write this topic.. I couldn't help to think that I was defeated. I thought things would be great since my Sweet told me that he would still marry me. I was so happy to know that at first because my plan is working accordingly but the saddest part was my Sweet left me. It was at my lowest and I have nothing that he left me. That hurts me so much, my Sweet could've stayed if my credit card didn't exceed and if I have money to give him! T_T Why is it so unfair? When all I did was to give him everything that I could so he wouldn't leave me. But here I am... He left me alone because I wasn't able to give him the motherboard and

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I just want to thank my Sweet for making this happen! "Weightless Is My Strength" has also been one of the reason why I was inspired in everything I do. Honestly, I'm only motivated and inspired when I know my Sweet is always with me, I was really draged to work hard and give me the strength to face all the difficulties I'm experiencing everyday! I love you so much Sweet! Mwah! :x