"Selfish"

Just want to share my feelings right now with my blog because I just can't handle the pain I'm feeling right now. My Dad called over the phone and the maid woke me up. After our conversation, Sweetieby called over and I was still at my bed, pressing my face on the pillow, sleepy, so I was kinda saying those "hmm" thingy.

It breaks my heart when I learn that my Sweetieby is the first guy who told me that I'm "Selfish".

Yes, I've tried my best, but for him, it's not.
Yes, I've always ask him if he's ok or if there's any problem, but for him, it's not.

He asked me if I still love him? Why? Am I not giving him enough love?

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