Sept. 23, 2007
I went to Kyle's house to talk to him about everything (esp. to what I just saw last night at the GRC Carshow with a new girl). He told me she was his new girlfriend..I was about to cry but I have to hold back the tears that's about to fall down from my eyes.
*Sigh*
...Sorry, I can't express or put my hurtings in words - I just feel it inside me that's keeping my whole self tore apart. I wish someone can make me whole again like what Kyle always do to me (when we're still 'we') but I'm all by myself now...
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
GRC Carshow
Sept. 22, 2007 - GRC Carshow
I felt my heart broke after seeing Kyle with his new girl in the carshow.
I felt my heart broke after seeing Kyle with his new girl in the carshow.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Motorcycle: Big Bike :)
I was kinda scared and nervous but my friend who drives the big bike told me to just trust the driver - which is he - who's driving the motorcycle. Just got home safe, it was really a great experience and fun riding on a motorcycle! :)
Friday, September 14, 2007
Luis - LR - Friendship - Close Friend
One of the guy I've met long time ago who likes graphics and art so much, very dedicated in everything he do especially when it comes with the designs - he study everything about the art and designs that interests him. I call him "LR" from Luis - one of his favorite artist.
Now, that's for his introduction... ^-^
LR --- I already liked him very much since the first day I met him (maybe around one year and a half?). I came to know him more and more, at first, through text, and finally, the day we were able to get together and have some coffee. There are lots of things we shared together - which is very unexplainable. I feel very happy, secured, blessed, contented, and etc. whenever I'm with him. Though I know that he only wants me to be his close friend. Nyork! Nyork! That's why, I call him "Friendship" or "Close Friend".
...But still looking forward to be with him... ^-^
Now, that's for his introduction... ^-^
LR --- I already liked him very much since the first day I met him (maybe around one year and a half?). I came to know him more and more, at first, through text, and finally, the day we were able to get together and have some coffee. There are lots of things we shared together - which is very unexplainable. I feel very happy, secured, blessed, contented, and etc. whenever I'm with him. Though I know that he only wants me to be his close friend. Nyork! Nyork! That's why, I call him "Friendship" or "Close Friend".
...But still looking forward to be with him... ^-^
Sunday, September 02, 2007
...It just faded...
With just one blink of an eye, Kyle told me this...
"Alam mo aby honestly I don't have any love for you anymore it just faded away I'm sorry it has to be this way. Pls. don't make any issues anymore cause I don't need them anymore.."
"Pls. don't call me narin ayoko na gumulo ulit buhay ko! I'm starting from scratch now."
"No! I don't want anymore naisip ko na for the past few days that I'm good on my own! Pls. understand!"
Naging kampante lang ako na akala ko kami na talaga ni Kyle because parehas ang history namin na naloko kami ng past namin and even pinagpalit pa kami. I thought things are going to be different now nung naging kami na ni Kyle. But iniwan din nya ako with no reason at all. Isang kisapmata or isang snap lng ng finger, yan nalang bigla sinabi saken ni Kyle. I didn't leave him nung nag-call center sya, I even accept it na dun na sya mag-work sa call center, pero sya pa ang nag-iwan saken.
We're almost 2years.. Sa loob ng mga araw na yun, lagi ko kasama si Kyle, ok naman kami..tapos bigla nya sinabi nalang yan saken.. Mahirap mag-cope up and adjust sobra.. Parang ganun lang kasi kadali para sa kanya na makalimutan ako.. How sad to hear na ganito lang din ang mangyayari.. I think he saw a girl sa call center who he likes very much kaya sa tingin ko kaya nya agad ako ipagpalit na parang wala kaming pinagsamahan dahil kaya nya ako agad kalimutan.. It just faded lang daw eh.. *Sigh*
..Kinulit ko nga sya to stay kasi mahal na mahal ko sya at kailangan ko sya.. He told me naman na one month ako maghihintay kung mababalik pa nya ang love nya for me.. Pero I doubt.. Meron na sya iba nahanap at sa mga araw na yun, alam ko kinakalimutan na nya ako..
Gusto ko umasa na babalikan pa nya ako..pero..alam ko naman na ang sagot nya eh.. Ayaw na nya talaga.. Sinabi lang nya na maghintay nalang ako ng one month para hindi ko sya kulitin at manahimik ako..
"...Ako'y maghihintay sa wala..."
"Alam mo aby honestly I don't have any love for you anymore it just faded away I'm sorry it has to be this way. Pls. don't make any issues anymore cause I don't need them anymore.."
"Pls. don't call me narin ayoko na gumulo ulit buhay ko! I'm starting from scratch now."
"No! I don't want anymore naisip ko na for the past few days that I'm good on my own! Pls. understand!"
Naging kampante lang ako na akala ko kami na talaga ni Kyle because parehas ang history namin na naloko kami ng past namin and even pinagpalit pa kami. I thought things are going to be different now nung naging kami na ni Kyle. But iniwan din nya ako with no reason at all. Isang kisapmata or isang snap lng ng finger, yan nalang bigla sinabi saken ni Kyle. I didn't leave him nung nag-call center sya, I even accept it na dun na sya mag-work sa call center, pero sya pa ang nag-iwan saken.
We're almost 2years.. Sa loob ng mga araw na yun, lagi ko kasama si Kyle, ok naman kami..tapos bigla nya sinabi nalang yan saken.. Mahirap mag-cope up and adjust sobra.. Parang ganun lang kasi kadali para sa kanya na makalimutan ako.. How sad to hear na ganito lang din ang mangyayari.. I think he saw a girl sa call center who he likes very much kaya sa tingin ko kaya nya agad ako ipagpalit na parang wala kaming pinagsamahan dahil kaya nya ako agad kalimutan.. It just faded lang daw eh.. *Sigh*
..Kinulit ko nga sya to stay kasi mahal na mahal ko sya at kailangan ko sya.. He told me naman na one month ako maghihintay kung mababalik pa nya ang love nya for me.. Pero I doubt.. Meron na sya iba nahanap at sa mga araw na yun, alam ko kinakalimutan na nya ako..
Gusto ko umasa na babalikan pa nya ako..pero..alam ko naman na ang sagot nya eh.. Ayaw na nya talaga.. Sinabi lang nya na maghintay nalang ako ng one month para hindi ko sya kulitin at manahimik ako..
"...Ako'y maghihintay sa wala..."
