Blanked Mind

I don't know what I feel right now. There are lots of choices to think over with Vitknyt and yet after what happened last night, everything seemed to melt and sadness feels within me again. Things that are running in my mind became fuzzy again. Lots of options to choose from, but it's more harder to decide because it will just end up on the same ending - HURT and PAIN..

Yet..after everything...

I still want to go on and see how the story ends..

It's just that I'm too blind to see when I like someone so much..

Ps. Vitknyt hasn't called yet...