Updating My Blog For 2007-Year End ;)

Updating my blog for 2007-year end. ;)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ^-^

Snow World 2007 >:)

My DadidÜdez & I @ Teh Snow World Line ^-^


Me & My Twin Bro @ Teh Snow World Entrance :D

Happy Holidays 2007 ^^v

Drinking and Videoke Session >:)

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CRUISIN' Concert
Featuring: Ms. Angel & Mr. Carl Antonio
@ the Bar >:)
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Antipolo ^-^

Antipolo View ^^v

Station2 :D

Lei and I meet up in Eastwood for my client early in the morning. We went to fetch my client in Marikina, Cainta and went to Newport City. Luckily, we closed a 2Bedroom unit. ^-^ We went back to Eastwood to give the reservation for the unit. After things are done, Lei and I meet up with Jingay and Bien (BLJ Entertainment Production) for their website and stuff. Meet up with Ms. Sandra for their contract in unit at One Orchard. ^^ Also got a pic. with Lei with his neice. She was a cute angel! ^-^ Lei and I had our lunch in KFC around 4pm. Whew! We're so hungry! T_T After having our lunch, we stayed in Eastwood and meet up with Rhytzz, we went to Thomas Morato Station2 to give the reservation for her birthday celebration. We were invited but I still have to give the collaterals for the Megatrade Carshow Heat Wave. So Lei drive us to Megamall, while Rhytzz and Emil went to Galleria to buy some stuff. That didn't take long. Then Lei and I went to eat in Tapsilogan at Pasig. ^-^ Yummy! :P~ After having our dinner, Lei went back home to change clothes before we go back to Station2. We were the first ones to arrive at the party. >.< We stayed at the rooftop listening to the band below. Others arrived around 1am but I have to go back home then. We really enjoyed the day! ^^


Rhytzz's Birthday @ Station2 ^-^

Snow :P~

Merry Christmas!! ^^

Silver City Carshow ^^

The "New" Cake! ^^v


Kuya Rem and Me @ Teh Silver City Carshow ^-^

Ingress @ SMX Convention Center ^^v

It was the first time for me to be in the ingress of a carshow. I was so excited to be there as we arrived and had dinner at MOA in Kimchi Fastfood. We were waiting for the entry of Jworks for me to make their tarpaulin. It was really cool! We almost finished around 2-3am and bought some iced tea - 'our favorite drink' and some food at Wendy's before we went back home. ^-^ It's been raining hard and I got to stay with my close friend LR until the next day. I wasn't able to catch some sleep but it's worth it. ^^v

Birthday Cake :)

Weee~! Me and My Bro's Birthday Cake :D

Trick Or Treat ;)

Bad Side:
1.) My cellphone was broken, so I don't have any camera for today (since I plan to take pictures with kids in their costumes too). Luckily, my bro got me this shot at Wendy's.
2.) I forgot to bring my Halloween Costume with me.

Good Side: Despite of the bad side, I also had fun today.
1.) I bought this Dinosaur Hat for only P135.
2.) I bought a black lipstick - P85.
3.) I gave kids some goodies. This is fun since you will see the kids goes to one shop to another with their pumpkin baskets. I just give them yoyo and say "trick or treat"! :)

I feel so different today and it was my first time to do this in my entire life. I enjoyed wearing this kind of stuff and people take picture of you, look at you, and even parents point you at their kids. Hehe! Never been this happy.. My phone is just broken, I can't take pictures. Huhuhu.. The staffs/employers in the supermarket even held a presentation - they danced in the middle of the supermaket entrance, they were so cool! They even saw me and showed me their costumes especially the guy wearing a barong tagalog with a baby hanging in his chest *kinda scary*. @_@ The service guy in the elevator thought I was a lizard or dinosaur when I get in.. We couldn't stop laughing because he told me that he jumped and planned to crash me in the elevator door. -____-

TRICK OR TREAT!! >:)

Happy Halloween!! :D

Each Sold Separately ;)

parfaitgfx - what you see is what you get!! ^-^

...Who Never Leaves Me...

..Can't believe this bear never left me from chapter of Lyle & chapter of aByzKyLex.. He was able to witness everything from beginning till end.. Thanks to the gurl who talked to me on buying this bear. He means alot to me..

"The Art Of Letting Go"

Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I'd keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

Try to say it's over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can't set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more
Wish I could open up that door

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through
the pain of one more day
Without you

Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I'm learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

...Confrontation...

Sept. 23, 2007
I went to Kyle's house to talk to him about everything (esp. to what I just saw last night at the GRC Carshow with a new girl). He told me she was his new girlfriend..I was about to cry but I have to hold back the tears that's about to fall down from my eyes.

*Sigh*

...Sorry, I can't express or put my hurtings in words - I just feel it inside me that's keeping my whole self tore apart. I wish someone can make me whole again like what Kyle always do to me (when we're still 'we') but I'm all by myself now...

GRC Carshow

Sept. 22, 2007 - GRC Carshow
I felt my heart broke after seeing Kyle with his new girl in the carshow.

Motorcycle: Big Bike :)

I was kinda scared and nervous but my friend who drives the big bike told me to just trust the driver - which is he - who's driving the motorcycle. Just got home safe, it was really a great experience and fun riding on a motorcycle! :)

Luis - LR - Friendship - Close Friend

One of the guy I've met long time ago who likes graphics and art so much, very dedicated in everything he do especially when it comes with the designs - he study everything about the art and designs that interests him. I call him "LR" from Luis - one of his favorite artist.

Now, that's for his introduction... ^-^

LR --- I already liked him very much since the first day I met him (maybe around one year and a half?). I came to know him more and more, at first, through text, and finally, the day we were able to get together and have some coffee. There are lots of things we shared together - which is very unexplainable. I feel very happy, secured, blessed, contented, and etc. whenever I'm with him. Though I know that he only wants me to be his close friend. Nyork! Nyork! That's why, I call him "Friendship" or "Close Friend".

...But still looking forward to be with him... ^-^

...It just faded...

With just one blink of an eye, Kyle told me this...

"Alam mo aby honestly I don't have any love for you anymore it just faded away I'm sorry it has to be this way. Pls. don't make any issues anymore cause I don't need them anymore.."

"Pls. don't call me narin ayoko na gumulo ulit buhay ko! I'm starting from scratch now."

"No! I don't want anymore naisip ko na for the past few days that I'm good on my own! Pls. understand!"

Naging kampante lang ako na akala ko kami na talaga ni Kyle because parehas ang history namin na naloko kami ng past namin and even pinagpalit pa kami. I thought things are going to be different now nung naging kami na ni Kyle. But iniwan din nya ako with no reason at all. Isang kisapmata or isang snap lng ng finger, yan nalang bigla sinabi saken ni Kyle. I didn't leave him nung nag-call center sya, I even accept it na dun na sya mag-work sa call center, pero sya pa ang nag-iwan saken.

We're almost 2years.. Sa loob ng mga araw na yun, lagi ko kasama si Kyle, ok naman kami..tapos bigla nya sinabi nalang yan saken.. Mahirap mag-cope up and adjust sobra.. Parang ganun lang kasi kadali para sa kanya na makalimutan ako.. How sad to hear na ganito lang din ang mangyayari.. I think he saw a girl sa call center who he likes very much kaya sa tingin ko kaya nya agad ako ipagpalit na parang wala kaming pinagsamahan dahil kaya nya ako agad kalimutan.. It just faded lang daw eh.. *Sigh*

..Kinulit ko nga sya to stay kasi mahal na mahal ko sya at kailangan ko sya.. He told me naman na one month ako maghihintay kung mababalik pa nya ang love nya for me.. Pero I doubt.. Meron na sya iba nahanap at sa mga araw na yun, alam ko kinakalimutan na nya ako..

Gusto ko umasa na babalikan pa nya ako..pero..alam ko naman na ang sagot nya eh.. Ayaw na nya talaga.. Sinabi lang nya na maghintay nalang ako ng one month para hindi ko sya kulitin at manahimik ako..

"...Ako'y maghihintay sa wala..."

Mugen Bar - BLJ Entertainment

Day 4 - Untitled

Count your blessings!! ^-^

Day 3 - Me & Only Myself

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Day 2 - Me & Only Myself

..Overwhelmed..

Day 1 - Me & Only Myself

I thought me and Kyle are now ok. He didn't text me the whole day since he has a training from 11am to 8pm. Don't they have lunch time so he can text me? By the way, it's now 9:30pm, his training must be finish, I was waiting for his text but none came. I don't even know what he's doing in Makati, their training is in Market Market Ambergris Solution near The Fort. Yesterday, I invited him to go out, he doesn't even want to, but now, he's in Makati after his training. What's he doing there anyway? Hmm...

As I've said, Day 1 - Me & Only Myself. I've been trying to get some barkadas and friends but I wasn't able to get one. I tried to stay close to everyone, but no one likes me to be there, they just talk to each other while I'm at their side listening. Most of them share secrets so they talk to each other quietly even if I'm beside them. Oh, my dad is also mad at me. He keeps on comparing me with my bro, that at least he got a stable job that has promotions or can be promoted to a higher position. While me, I like sales. My dad doesn't want to accept that. I'm so lost right now, I have no one to talk to, even if I would text Kyle, he would just tell me lots of excuses such as he doesn't have load and stuff. After Kyle and I talked this morning, I told myself not to be a bother to him anymore. Maybe it's time that I should be quiet enough when I'm with him so he can concentrate on his work now. He's so happy he got a call center job. Kyle told me many times that his mind is set on his goals only. I'm not assuming that I'm still there. All he wants was to save some money and start a car accessories business. That's all he thinks of right now. It's clear that I'm not part of it because he didn't even mention me or anything about me. He also told me this morning that I just have to occupy myself so that I won't think of him. Sad huh? He changed alot but I can't blame him, that's what he wants to do.

My mind is filled with lots of problems and things that haunts me. After everything I've heard and things happening, I wish I can die now. If they only knew what I really feel, deep inside me, I already want to rest for a lifetime - die - rest in peace. In that case, I won't feel all the troubles I'm in right now.

Cry Cry

I thought talking with Kyle will do any good, but nothing happened. It just gone down the drain. I want him back, yet the time is up.

"sorry u had ur chance.but i made up my mind not to continue this anymore. mashado na masakit mga pinagsasabi mo saken so its tym na me to let go of u!" -Kyle

I had a narrow mind, so I don't blame Kyle for this. He wants me to shut up, I hope I can deal this myself. He doesn't even want to believe me that I'm really hurting so much right now, feel lonely, down, so empty, and lost. I have no one to talk to. I'm used to depend on him too much, because even if I'm stubborn and hard-headed, in the end of the day, I know I'm still with him and he's still beside me. But now, things changed, he told me that he learned to be "cold" with me. Once again, I can't blame him at all. Even if he doesn't believe everything I tell him, I can't force him either. He doesn't even believe me that I love him.

He wants all our communications will be stopped. Anyway, I don't want to destroy his life now. He's happy having a work. I should stop worrying about him and depending on him too much is one of my regret for life. Leaving all my friends behind just for him to appreciate me not opening some problems with them. Yet, it never came to the point that he praised me instead he keeps on telling me "as if you can do that".

Kyle and I are now history. I don't want to force him to love me anymore. He doesn't even care for me now. Based on our conversation - It's ok with him if I want to kill myself. All his answers are "OK" and "OK SABI MO EH".

I am really hurting..so much.. But it cannot reach Kyle.. What do he care about me? Nah.. Why should I think about him if he's not thinking or worrying about me..

...Mga taong iwanin nga naman...Kung ano-ano iniisip...

Dear Kyle...

..If you want me out of your life, so be it.. If you want me to stay, i will stay..

What's The Craziest Thing You've Done Lately?

I will never forget...

Song For The Day-10 ^^

Jay Chou - All The Way North
一 Yi 路 lu 向 xiang 北 bei

後 hou 視 shi 鏡 jing 裡 li 的 de 世 shi 界 jie
越 yue 來 lai 越 yue 遠 yuan 的 de 道 dao 別 bie
妳 ni 轉 zhuan 身 shen 向 xiang 背 bei
側 ce 臉 lian 還 hai 是 shi 很 hen 美 mei
我 wo 用 yong 眼 yan 光 guang 去 qu 追 zhui
竟 jing 聽 ting 見 jian 妳 ni 的 de 淚 lei
在 zai 車 che 窗 chuang 外 wai 面 mian 徘 pai 徊 huai
是 shi 我 wo 錯 cuo 失 shi 的 de 機 ji 會 hui
妳 ni 站 zhan 的 de 方 fang 位 wei
跟 gen 我 wo 中 zhong 間 jian 隔 ge 著 zhe 淚 lei
街 jie 景 jing 一 yi 直 zhi 在 zai 後 hou 退 tui
妳 ni 的 de 崩 beng 潰 kui 在 zai 窗 chuang 外 wai 零 ling 碎 sui
我 wo 一 yi 路 lu 向 xiang 北 bei
離 li 開 kai 有 you 妳 ni 的 de 季 ji 節 jie
妳 ni 說 shuo 妳 ni 好 hao 累 lei
已 yi 無 wu 法 fa 再 zai 愛 ai 上 shang 誰 shui
風 feng 在 zai 山 shan 路 lu 吹 chui
過 guo 往 wang 的 de 畫 hua 面 mian 全 quan 都 dou 是 shi 我 wo 不 bu 對 dui
細 xi 數 shu 慚 can 愧 kui
我 wo 傷 shang 妳 ni 幾 ji 回 hui
後 hou 視 shi 鏡 jing 裡 li 的 de 世 shi 界 jie
越 yue 來 lai 越 yue 遠 yuan 的 de 道 dao 別 bie
妳 ni 轉 zhuan 身 shen 向 xiang 背 bei
側 ce 臉 lian 還 hai 是 shi 很 hen 美 mei
我 wo 用 yong 眼 yan 光 guang 去 qu 追 zhui
竟 jing 聽 ting 見 jian 妳 ni 的 de 淚 lei
在 zai 車 che 窗 chuang 外 wai 面 mian 徘 pai 徊 huai
是 shi 我 wo 錯 cuo 失 shi 的 de 機 ji
會 hui 妳 ni 站 zhan 的 de 方 fang 位 wei
跟 gen 我 wo 中 zhong 間 jian 隔 ge 著 zhe 淚 lei
街 jie 景 jing 一 yi 直 zhi 在 zai 後 hou 退 tui
妳 ni 的 de 崩 beng 潰 kui 在 zai 窗 chuang 外 wai 零 ling 碎 sui
我 wo 一 yi 路 lu 向 xiang 北 bei
離 li 開 kai 有 you 妳 ni 的 de 季 ji 節 jie
妳 ni 說 shuo 妳 ni 好 hao 累 lei
已 yi 無 wu 法 fa 再 zai 愛 ai 上 shang 誰 shui
風 feng 在 zai 山 shan 路 lu 吹 chui
過 guo 往 wang 的 de 畫 hua 面 mian 全 quan 都 dou 是 shi 我 wo 不 bu 對 dui
細 xi 數 shu 慚 can 愧 kui
我 wo 傷 shang 妳 ni 幾 ji 回 hui
我 wo 一 yi 路 lu 向 xiang 北 bei
離 li 開 kai 有 you 妳 ni 的 de 季 ji 節 jie
方 fang 向 xiang 盤 pan 周 zhou 圍 wei
迴 hui 轉 zhuan 著 zhe 我 wo 的 de 後 hou 悔 hui
我 wo 加 jia 速 su 超 chao 越 yue
卻 que 甩 shuai 不 bu 掉 diao 緊 jin 緊 jin 跟 gen 隨 sui 的 de 傷 shang 悲 bei
細 xi 數 shu 慚 can 愧 kui
我 wo 傷 shang 妳 ni 幾 ji 回 hui
停 ting 止 zhi 狼 lang 狽 bei
就 jiu 讓 rang 錯 cuo 純 chun 粹 cui
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All The Way North (English Translation)
Composer: Jay Chou (周杰倫) (周杰伦)
Lyricist: Vincent Fang (方文山) (方文山)
Notes: Ending song to the movie Initial D

The world in the rear view mirror
Says goodbye further and further away
You turn around towards your back
The side of your face is still very beautiful
I use my vision to chase
I unexpectedly hear your tears

Lingering outside the car window
Is the chance I missed
You are standing in position
Tears across the middle of you and me
The view of the street has been recoiling all along
The bits and pieces of your collapse are outside the window

I go all the way north
Leaving the season that has you
You say you are very tired
You already have no way to fall in love with anyone else
The wind blows on the mountain road
The frames in the past are all my wrongs
Counting the shame
How many times I hurt you

The world in the rear view mirror
Says goodbye further and further away
You turn around towards your back
The side of your face is still very beautiful
I use my vision to chase
I unexpectedly hear your tears

Lingering outside the car window
Is the chance I missed
You are standing in position
Tears across the middle of you and me
The view of the street has been recoiling all along
The bits and pieces of your collapse are outside the window

I go all the way north
Leaving the season that has you
You say you are very tired
You already have no way to fall in love with anyone else
The wind blows on the mountain road
The frames in the past are all my wrongs
Counting the shame
How many times I hurt you

I go all the way north
Leaving the season that has you
The steering wheel encompasses
Rotating around my regrets
I speed up to exceed it
Yet I can't lose the grief following closely
Counting the shame
How many times I hurt you
Stop the heartlessness
Just let wrong be pure

Haller!!

NO ONE OWNS ME!! :P

Mutual Communication

This is what I should practice! :D

"MUTUAL COMMUNICATION"

Reasons Why...

1.) Kyle & I "always" fight.
Because of what?
According to Kyle - I always get what I want. What I want is what I've always wanted to get/have, or else.

2.) Kyle on a call center?
Yea.. Yea.. I don't want him to be on a call center. I don't even plan to marry an employee from a call center. Kyle said "Hindi ko yan kakaririn." - Oh God! Hindi ha! We'll see about that. Kyle goes wherever the money is - same as me.

3.) If Kyle's my husband and he's still on a call center.
Err.. "HONEY~ WHEN WILL I EVER GET TO SLEEP WITH YOU?!" What the hell! HALLER!! Nyork! Nyork! (MADALING ARAW TRABAHO NG ASAWA MO!! FUCK YOU!) Asaaaa pa akoooo~! *** Kyle = The disciple of Mr. TJ and Ms. April - call center parents who tries to earn a living for their child. (Can't blame them, oh well).

4.) Kyle's going to have a savings? For our future daw?
Wah! Something new huh? We'll see about that too. Car! Car! Car! Utang sa mga pinapagawa sa kotse nya! and.. he told me that he was also shedding out some money to their house expense? Hmm...

5.) Kyle loves me? Kyle needs me?
Okay. Am I worth for you Kyle? According to Kyle, I'm not supportive to him with whatever he do, decide and stuff especially the call center job - which is true! So, I'll ask again? Why in the Earth would I still be worth for you if I'm not supporting you with anything? Duh!

Lastly..

6.) There's only one reason why it's hard to leave Kyle even if I like to move on already.
It's because of his "LOYALTY". I don't care about his love for me anymore. (What do I care? Hindi ko naman sya makakatabi sa pagtulog pag ikakasal na kami eh!) Call center is his job, mine is to forget about him "physically". He never understands the work of a call center anyway. As if, you can text while you're inside the call center job. *TooT* *TooT* - there goes your cellphone while you're on a call. Weee~! Then the supervisor will start to tell you - Would you keep your cellphones off! Or put it in the locker! (Asaaaa ka na naman Kyle... There's no such thing as they will let you go into that work with a cellphone beside you while answering the calls! Even in Eastwood Libis and Makati call centers I've been to, they will confiscate all the cellphones before letting you enter the work station. They will provide you a number tag so you can leave it in the guard near the entrance of the work stations.) I've been there already.

Normal Office Hours - 8AM to 9AM
Ends at - 6PM to 7PM

Call center Hours - 8PM etc.
Ends at - 8AM to 9AM etc.

Are we still going to see each other pag nasa call center ka na? - Ang sarap umasa sa sinasabi mo saken na magkikita pa tayo at bibigyan mo ako ng time..pero..I think matutulog ka pa naman diba? Alangan hindi! Sa araw ang tulog mo habang nagtratrabaho ako - by that time, yung office na papasukan ko, bawal cellphone din (lalo na mag-text), so goodbye, wag ka nalang magtext - iinit lang ulo ko sobra sobra!

P.S.
*Kyle on Big Picture - He always sleeps in the morning when there's an event (Hindi na nga nya natatapos yung pagliligpit eh. Tulog na yan agad!) - Naku! Don't give me that promise na kaya mo ibigay saken time mo ha! Asa nalang ako dyan noh! Tutulugan mo rin ako sa katagalan. Parang sa Big Picture, I thought kaya mo na hindi matulog, at gawin lahat ng mga trabaho, hindi naman pala. Sabagay, ayaw mo naman sa Big Picture din kaya wala dun puso at effort mo. Buti pa dyan sa call center, andyan lahat ng effort mo naman eh.

*Boracay Vacation - I was dumped, he just spend the whole vacation sleeping. Nice one diba gurls? (That's his only rest daw eh kaya no choice nga naman.) - Well, no choice, ganun talaga! Sobrang pagod ang tao sa trabaho at laging late sila natatapos! What more call center!

*Kyle has lots of sickness (His urine has blood, kasi sa events daw late sila palagi natatapos.) - What about call center? Hindi ba late yan? Tutal hindi nga naman sya whole day like sa Big Picture. Papagamot ka ulit? Gamutin mo mag-isa mo ha! Mahal sobra bili ko ng gamot mo! Sabay aangal ka pa na may blood urine mo!

Blog - Closed.

MY BLOG WILL BE TEMPORARILY CLOSED.

Reason: ""I will PROVE to Kyle that I don't depend to anyone. Sad to say, he won't believe in me either even if I closed my blog. He keeps on assuming that I'm telling you guys all my problems.""

***PEEPS, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN UNDERSTAND ME NOW. MY BLOG IS "ONLY" A JOURNAL!! AGAIN - MY BLOG IS "ONLY" A JOURNAL!!! IM NOT ASKING HELP OR TELLING YOU ANY PROBLEMS OK? ALL I'M SAYING IS THAT MY BLOG DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING (LIKE OPENING MY PROBLEMS TO ALL OF YOU), BUT FOR ME, MY BLOG MEANS ALOT TO ME ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU GUYS ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO BELIEVES ME THAT I'M NOT SHARING AND OPENING UP PROBLEMS WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS OR WITH THE ONES READING OR VISITING MY BLOG. HINDI NI KYLE ALAM NA NASISIRAAN NA AKO NG BAIT AT NASISIRA NA ANG PAGKATAO KO DAHIL SA LAGI KO NALANG TINATAGO ANG MGA PROBLEMA KO SA SARILI KO. YET HE NEVER UNDERSTANDS THAT. NAGSASABI PA RIN DAW AKO NG MGA PROBLEMA SA MGA KAIBIGAN KO OR WITH ANYONE IN WHICH I'M NOT. I'M SORRY. I HAVE TO TEMPORARILY CLOSE MY BLOG.***

There are more adjustments to come for me.
1.) "NO PC GAMES ANYMORE"
2.) "LAHAT DAW NG ATTENTION KAY KYLE LANG DAW"
3.) "EWAN KO NA"
.......

Second Template ^^

Second template on how to make a picture frame from scratch. ^^v

First Template ^^

My first template on how to start a design from scratch using a Photoshop. ^^v

Val's Tattoo >.<

Val's Tattoo - Heaven's Seal
This must've hurt alot! @_@
Ouchies!

Ratatouille vs. The Movie =^^=

Ratatouille

Serves 8 Prep Time: 40 minutes Total Time: 1 hour

Ingredients:
1/3 cup olive oil
2 medium onions, chopped
4 garlic cloves, minced
2 large eggplants (2 pounds), peeled in strips and cut into 3/4-inch cubes
4 to 5 medium zucchini (2 pounds), cut into 1-inch cubes
Coarse salt and ground pepper
3 yellow or red bell peppers, ribs and seeds removed, cut into 3/4-inch cubes
1 can (28 ounces) diced tomatoes
1 teaspoon dried thyme
½ cup chopped fresh basil

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Procedure:
In a Dutch oven (or other heavy 5-quart pot with a tight-fitting lid), heat oil over medium heat. Cook onions, stirring occasionally, until soft, about 5 minutes. Add garlic; cook until fragrant, about 1 minute. Stir in eggplant and zucchini; season generously with salt and pepper.
Add 3/4 cup water; cover, and simmer until vegetables are beginning to soften, stirring once, about 5 minutes. Stir in bell peppers; simmer, covered, until softened, 5 minutes.

Stir in tomatoes and thyme; bring to a boil. Reduce heat to medium-low. Partially cover; simmer, stirring often, until vegetables are tender, 15 to 20 minutes. Remove from heat. If serving immediately, stir in basil. (If freezing, leave out basil.)

Per serving: 179 calories; 9.6 grams fat; 4.2 grams protein; 23.1 grams carbohydrates; 7.1 grams fiber

Song For The Day-9 ^^

Nina - Someday
Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't

I know
You dont really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well i've got news for you
I know i'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place

One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But now I know you can't tell
I'm down,and i'm not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry Sweet goodbye

Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

Ready Or Not

I don't want to waste my time writing some stupid things right now. I'm about to errupt like a volcano!

Things to do:
1.) I will help Kyle get a job.
2.) I will help Kyle get a job.
3.) I WILL HELP KYLE GET A JOB!

Lastly, when he gets a CallCenter job then I 'might' leave him. I don't really want to have a CallCenter Boyfriend!

I've once had a CallCenter (ex-boyfriend), all I can say, "BANGAG SYA PARATI". "ANTOK SYA PARATI". - Like Kyle in Big Picture.

His famous line: "I have to get home, I'm tired and I want to get some sleep".
My famous line: "What the fuck was that again?! ANTOK KA NA NAMAN?!" (Everyday).

Anyway, I don't want to stop Kyle's opportunity and likes. He likes to work on a CallCenter, so why shouldn't I support him? Maybe it's destined for him - to work in a CallCenter!

Some say, follow what you really want to do. So I want to give Kyle the chance to do what he wants, to be a Customer Service Relations.

I hate to say this, but I have to adjust again.

Or maybe I should find some time for me to ponder and do some internal journey for myself. I better should.

I don't even know what's happening with me lately.

Lots of things are already kept inside me and I'm trying to figure things out - that I can't seem to get out of it. HELP! HELP! HELP!

Nah! No one will listen to me and no one understands me. Then why should I cry for help? Silly! ;)

Project: SWEET TOOTH

PROJECT: SWEET TOOTH (got the name from Twisted Metal)
Date Bought: May 18, 2007

I got my new "OLD" car. I'm still thinking if I will fix it.
Is it worth to fix/restore this car?

Here's some of the photos: