Friday, December 30, 2005

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I don't know what I'm feeling right now, all I know, tears keeps falling involuntarily from my eyes. Seeing my Sweetieby hurt himself after he heard about Lawrence & after I remember Lyle again when my Sweetieby asked me if I know how it feels when you saw someone you love hugs other person. I know how "MUCH" that hurts because it was in Malate that I saw Lyle hugs Joanne, not letting them know I was there standing at the middle of the street looking and staring at them hugging and they were so happy while the rain pours down on me. As Lyle turns his head to where I was standing, I ran fast and find something to cover me so they won't be able to see me. Malate was a nightmare for me, only my Sweetieby changed it somehow because after the night I saw Lyle and Joanne at Malate, I never stepped on that place again. Until I went there with bro and other PC's for GirlText promotions, I thought that I won't remember anything once I go to Malate, but the moment we had a grouping and they pick the streets where we should distribute, I remember everything as what had happened in actual. You guys might wonder how my Sweetieby changed Malate from nightmare into a fairy land? It is after the work in Malate when we first text. Anyway.. My Sweetieby didn't know that I was crying because I really understand how much I've hurt him and I feel the pain I've given him. I felt it much more when he asked me about some stuffs that reminds me of Lyle and Joanne. Oh well, what can say? I'm still thankful that my Sweetieby opened up to me & at the same time I'm so happy that I was able to tell him about Lawrence, I was so guilty though, because I can't keep things from my Love except for this feeling tonight, I really have to because I can't hold back my pain and tears anymore plus the thought that my Sweetieby hurt himself. It really hurts me more if I knew that it is because of me that my Sweetieby hurts himself not only emotionally but also physically.. It's too much for me to take it, I can't stop my tears fall from my eyes even if I like to stop crying, because I love him so much and I don't want to hurt him.. I'm really really sorry my Love..! I'll make sure you'll never feel that way again ever.. MARK MY WORD!!

Thursday, December 29, 2005

My First Message

As I turn the pages of my notebook, I saw this message, I remember I wrote this when me and my Sweetieby were at the girltext UERM. Just want to share it here in my blog.

Oct.22, 2005
Have you ever felt that this could be the right thing that has happen to you? A guy that's unexpected, who came into your life & loves you for who you are. A guy who makes you feel complete & brightens up your day with his smile. Who understands & supports you in all you do. Kyle, the person I want to share my life with. I thank God for knowing him & I pray that he would be the one for me. A new chapter has arrived & I never realized that this would happen after all. He has everything, the love, caring & support. What else would you ask for? Finding him makes me feel complete & I can be me. Hope things between us will work out this time since we almost have the same experience from the past. I love him so much! Hope that this would be the greatest story love has ever told! :)

Friday, December 23, 2005

Thursday, December 22, 2005

My Christmas Costume!! :D


My Christmas Costume!! :D


Big Pictures Christmas Party :P

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Weeeee! :)


Weee! My Sweetieby's eyeglassses and my favorite teddy!! ^-^

Sunday, December 18, 2005

One of the Boys!! :P

One of the boys!! :P I've been with my Sweetieby in Banawe to have his amplifiers setup before we went to searchbox. It was really cool because if I'm with my Sweetieby, I learn and see lots of new things. All my curiosity and my likes are there too, so even though I wasn't able to do it, I can see someone else do it and learn something from them by only looking on how they do it. One of the example is when we were in Banawe, I used to like to do those stuffs such as installing gadgets like guys do. While the guy was installing the amplifiers in my Sweetieby's car, I try to get some idea on how they do it. Sometimes, I used to imagine myself doing those stuffs. :P Haha! I really find it very interesting and fun! :)




My Sweetieby's Amplifier :)

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Song For The Day-5 ^^

Coco Lee - Magic Words
[Verse 1]
I want you to come to me when you're feeling down.
Knowing I can count on you during hard times.
We will find a way but it won't come easy.
When the yearning fades away, do we wanna stay?

[Verse 2]

Trying to be strong for you like you're strong for me.
Looking at you holding up so easily.
When I'm having doubts about what I'm feeling
And future worries are darkening my mind.
That's when you come around.

[Chorus]

And you just say that magic words and everything is fine again baby.
You just touch me like I love and loving you feels new again...mmm yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low and I just wanna walk away (from you).
Then you just say the magic words - oh baby - and I feel the sun shinning down on me again.

[Verse 3]

I know I can be a pain to you at times.
I just wanna find a way to compromise.
I gotta learn to deal with you going your way.
And though you can't be here with me sometimes.
I can't wait till you come around.

[Chorus]

And you will say that magic words and everything is fine again baby.
You will touch me like I love and loving you feels new again...mmm yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low and I just wanna walk away (from you).
Then you just say the magic words -oh baby- and I feel the sun shinning down on me again.

[Bridge]

You belong to me.I belong to you.And the feeling's true.
A sense of security.
I love you baby.
And I know you love me too.
When you say the words, the special words, the magic words...
When you say you love me.

[Chorus]

Say that magic words and everything is fine again baby.
And you just touch me like I love and loving you feels new again...Oh yeah.
Sometimes I can get kinda low and I just wanna walk away.
Then you just say the magic words -oh babe- and I feel the sun shinning down on me again

Damn Me!! >.<

This is me. The "MAD-GURL".. Arghhhhh!!!!!!!!! What the hell is wrong with me?!?!?! I dunno! Oh well, I keep on forgetting I was not with people who I can rant and shout with always. Some kind of stupid that I really really hate myself. SO....!!! *Sigh* Treatment! Treatment! Treatment! 1.. 2... 3.... I should calm down "again". I couldn't always be like this. Shouting and doing some high voices are no good or else I'll just end up losing my Sweetieby. Arghhhh!!!! So mean... -____- I know that I've been like this since what happened with Lyle, I'm totally damaged and just used to shout and voice out all the hurt and pain inside me that I hope I could let it all out and sometimes I start to say bad words too much. Mami Teray was one of the guy who helped me with such treatment and stuffs that I already told him that I don't want to be that kind of person. He promised me that it will be okay and I can change that in time. I find it hard for me. Am I still damaged?! Kuya Baitz told me, I am... I hate to hear that but I guess it's true because of the things that just happening right now. This is not me... I don't want to keep on shouting... I don't want to go back on my treatment... No more shouting... I'll try to do the things I should do when I'm like this. I used to sing, my daily routine.. I'd rather sing than go back to my treatment. I should always remember that I'm the only one who can help myself right now...

Friday, December 16, 2005

Last Day of BPI Event ^-^


The Big Pictures :)







aByzKyLex's Website

Weee! I had already made the scratch for my website.

Check this out!!
http://www.geocities.com/abyzkylex/

It's not yet done, I still need to update lots of things! hihi.. :)

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Song For The Day-4 ^^

Jose Mari Chan - Perfect Christmas
My idea of a perfect Christmas
Is to spend it with you
In a party
Or dinner for two
Anywhere would do
Celebrating the yuletide season
Always lights up our lives
Simple pleasures are made special too
When their shared with you

Looking through some old photographs
Faces of friends we’ll always remember
Watching busy shoppers rushing about
In the cool breeze of December
Sparkling lights, all over town
Children’s carols in the air
By the Christmas tree
A shower of stardust on your hair

I cant think of a better Christmas
Than my wish coming true
And my wish is you’d let me spend my whole life with you

Sinong Di Mababaliw Sa Ulan?! :P

The second night of the event was really great even if it's raining. For me, it was also a successful event. I just submitted everything to the Lord if what's the best thing to happen. It rain and everyone thought that the event will not be able to go on since they weren't able to rent a tent for their event due to BPI's late decision.

Alas! The rain stopped and the childrens choir CMG and CYO sang, I see groups of people starts to gather after the rain, although it's kinda late already but still I was so happy that they were able to perform their numbers. ^-^


Rain, Rain, Go away, Come again another day! :)


Children Mass Group (CMG) and Catholic Youth Organization (CYO)


I'm sooo addicted to my one and only love Sweetieby Kyle!! /lv

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

My Sweetieby Kyle ^-^

"I love you so much Sweetieby!!"

Kyle, my one and only love. I loved him so much more than anything else, I hope he knows that. I want our relationship to last forever... I will give you all my love, care, understanding and support that would make you feel my love for you is really something you won't be able to find it with anyone else.

"What a gurl wants? What a gurl needs? = My Sweetieby Kyle"

The uniqueness and rareness of love that my Sweetieby has given me is what a girl would always wanted to have. A guy who will knock off your feet by letting you feel his love and loyalty, who'll always be there for you and understands you in all you do and what you've been going through. Someone who don't forgets you even if he's so busy and who treasures and keeps you always beside him and in his heart. Kyle, a perfect guy you can't afford to lose or else you'll just end up blaming yourself for losing him.

"IP Address: kyle.143.44.adiktus"

Waaaa! "ADIKTUS"!! The one I've been fighting right now. I can't sleep because of my stubborness or maybe because of the medicines I took up awhile ago and ate some parfait with my Sweetieby at Cafe Breton in Greenbelt that makes me feel this way. GRRR!! I still want to make some lambing with my Sweetieby!! I know I have to let him take some rest, he hasn't even had some sleep for almost a day, me being selfish should be stopped...

Trust God

It was the first day of my Sweetieby's BPI event in Greenbelt. I'm glad that it was very successful since one of the reason I know is that I prayed to God that it won't rain, He answered my prayer. Everyone gathered closely as they watch the ballerinas and The Company sings. After seeing the event, I was hoping that tomorrow, the choir I referred to my Sweetieby would also be a big success and that people would like it too.

Friday, December 09, 2005

Song For The Day-3 ^^

Rivermaya - Hinahanap Hanap Kita
"Adik sa'yo", awit sa akin
nilang sawa na sa aking mga kwentong marathon
Tungkol sa'yo, at sa ligayang
iyong hatid sa aking buhay
tuloy ang bida sa isipan ko'y ikaw

Sa umaga't sa gabi sa
bawa't minutong lumilipas
Hinahanap-hanap kita,
hinahanap-hanap kita
Sa isip at panaginip,
bawa't pagpihit ng tadhana
Hinahanap-hanap kita

Sabik sa'yo kahit maghapon
na tayong magkasama't parang telesine
Ang ating ending Hatid sa bahay n'yo
Sabay goodnight,
sabay me-kiss, sabay bye-bye

Sa school sa flag ceremony
hanggang uwian araw-araw
Hinahanap-hanap kita,
hinahanap-hanap kita
At kahit na magka-anak kayo't
magkatuluyan balang araw
Hahanap-hanapin ka,
hahanap-hanapin ka

Thursday, December 08, 2005

"For A More..."


For a more...Tempura @Saisaki!! /heh


For a more...Animation-Like!! ---> @_@

Dec. 8, 2005 - Our 2nd monthsary :)
It was the first time that a guy took me to a "eat-all-you-can". Before, I always find someone who can I invite to eat with me for that kind of meal. :P Anyway, this was our 2nd monthsary, I really hope that things will work for the both of us. ^-^

BTW, I kinda got worried on my Sweetieby which he was also so tired and stress on his work due to lack of their employees and some rush needs. I understand my Sweetieby so much and I'm grateful that I was the one he shared his snap thing with. I hope I could help him carry some of his loads inside of him. I saw my Sweetieby how he handles this kind of things and I also agree with him that it is a mental stress too. I'm so happy that after my Sweetieby took some nap, he was able to recover again. What can I say?! Idol ko talaga to! :D I believe in him and he was my inspiration, that's why I know he can do it. ;) Goodluck my one and only love.. Mmmmm! Mwaah! :x

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Model-Like Sweetieby!! ^^


Model-Like Sweetieby!! >:)

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Rainbow :P


"...There's a rainbow always after the rain..."

My Sweetieby got me this picture while we were waiting for a parking in Greenhills. I remember when I was a kid, I used to dream that someday I could get into the end of the rainbow so I could climb on it. :) Hahaha! I've never taken a picture of 2 rainbows at the same time before since all I've been with will only think I'm insane taking such pictures. I'm so happy my Sweetieby got me one! ^-^ Thankies Sweetie! Mwaah! :P

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Tagaytay Outing ^-^










Weeee! Kawaiiiii!! /heh :D


My Sweetieby with Crocy! :D


Yummy!! :P~

Saturday, November 12, 2005

No "Accident"

There's no such thing as "Accident", they are all according to God's plan. A wonderful thing to think and say that there are what we call 'Destined' and 'Fate'. :)

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Vandalism


Kyle and Aby Forever!! ^^

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Thoughts :D

Time went so fast, it seems that we are into a new adventure of our lives again. Another book has closed and a new chapter is about to be written. A new chapter begins with my Sweetie Kyle. I never expected for this guy to have come into my life. He was a friend of my cousin Kyle and some guys I’ve known on SB (SearchBox). One more thing, he’s been a friend of my bro too for about a year or so. Me and my Sweetie has only known for two months and everytime we have a nightout, he’s been very very quiet and observant. I never expected for him to talk to me because all I know is that he’s a silent type person and that I used to give him a code name named ‘My Prince Charming’. :)

Now, things have changed. He’s now my “Real” Prince Charming! :) It’s really great to have him by my side. I love him so much more than anything else. /lv I hope this love would never end. He’s a guy that’s rare and unique. He gives me all his support, he’s very understanding, caring and loving. I wouldn’t want to lose my Sweetie Hubby Kyle.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

..Prince Charming.. :D

It's been almost 2 months since I've known Kyle and I used to call him my "Prince Charming" the second time I met him in 9Balls. Here's some summary I wanted to share. :)

October5 - This day is unexpected to happen, it has been the night when me and Mami Teray went to their office in WackWack to go to Malate and help bro with his quota. I also took my studio picture this day, it was kinda something else. :) BTW, we had our dinner first at Bulalohan with a videoke. :P I sang some songs which is 'sablay'..Grrr!! /swt The night was really great since after we get home from Malate, my Prince Charming texted me that he appreciate our help. :) I just wish the night wouldn't end that I even hope he would still text me even after that night. :P ehehe.. /lv

October7/8 - The day we went to Taft to eat. It has been raining so hard and I was in the mood to make some 'trippings'. >:D Waaaa... My Prince Charming is really cute!! /lv After we drop off the other pc's, I transferred to my Prince Charming's van. hahahaha! Kinda funny! :P All I know that he was really really quiet and observant, but it's not! :D He's look is deceiving though :D We went to 9Balls and we had a good conversation which I thought that I would be the only one to share some stories. :D When we arrived, me and my Prince Charming talked inside the van. He told me his feelings towards me. Waaa...! *Kilig To The Bones* hahahaha! /lv When I got home, I asked for some advice from bro and that made me text him that I also felt the same way towards him. (*Ü*)

October 8/9 - The day we became "US". (*Ü*) We both know that it has been very fast. I hope that this would last forever. I just can't believe that me and my Prince Charming has the same feelings to one another. /lv

Now, he's my "Real" Prince Charming! :P I just hope this wouldn't end. I love him so much! :D

Thursday, October 06, 2005

My Halloween Headgear ^-^


Oct.5 - My Halloween Headgear!! ^-^

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

*Sticky Mucus = Syrup* :P~

Sticky Mucus - "It makes you feel glued to the one you love" :)

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Thesis

A simple thesis I wanted to write “I thought this would be the greatest story love has ever told”. Is it? It may be some kind of a novel or drama, but the perfect term was “FANTASY”…

Time passes by so fast, we never know that each day of our lives we are stepping into a new adventure of our life once again. Busy people around us, walking over, doing the things they need to do for the day, we meet new friends by interacting with other people, we go on with our lives whenever we have problems such that you don’t even see them sad, but the face could hide a thousand feelings that we don’t know that he has the most painful and big problems dealing with. Somewhere behind those scenes we never really expect who will come into our lives; some stay and some go.

It all started from a love story of Midgard called “The Blacksmith and Priestess Tale”. I guess fate must have brought them together like Romeo and Juliet’s “love at first sight” thing. They’ve loved each other so much as if no one could ever tear them apart. Every second has been precious for the both of them as if there’s no tomorrow. The Priestess said to herself that the Blacksmith was her destiny, she loved him so much and she thought that the love she gave to him would satisfy him, the Blacksmith. But seasons changed… The Priestess didn’t know that the Blacksmith found another girl named “Winsome” (Joanne) who came from a good family, rich and beautiful. Until, lots of their friends saw the Blacksmith and Winsome together, they told her about the affairs as if they thought that the Blacksmith and the Priestess was already off. The Priestess became sad and scared that she might lose her love, she tried to forget what her friends told her about those affairs but never did she find peace and she kept it. She even tried to talk to the Blacksmith but he lied to her stating that they he and Winsome were just friends and that the girl has a “suicidal instinct”. The Priestess then believed what the Blacksmith told her which she still gave her trust to the man she loved so much. The issue has somewhat died because the she gave her trust to the Blacksmith, but their friends keeps on asking on what the hell is going on since they kept on telling the Priestess the affair between Winsome and the Blacksmith, every time they do that, she would just keep the pain or else she knows that the Blacksmith would just leave her if she opens up to him. They thought that she knows something and they keep on asking if she’s aware of it, hell no! She didn’t, not until lots of them told her, while some of them keep on advising her to just leave the Blacksmith though they already saw Winsome and the Blacksmith together. The Priestess made her own way to lead her to the truth. She did!! The Priestess saw them with their own eyes and witnessed everything that has happened, as what the Blacksmith told her “To see is to believe”. She became sad, scared and didn’t know where to place herself since she loved the Blacksmith so much more than anything else. She tried to move on quietly if she can, try to overdosed herself, keeps on crying and never eats. The Priestess became moody and she never smiles, she began to cry every hour, minute or second. Tears would just fall involuntarily from her eyes even if she’s at work. The Blacksmith never had communication with her since he doesn’t need anything, he only remembers the Priestess if he needs something.

One of the reason or topic was the “MONEY”. The money has been the Blacksmith’s life. In fact, he owes the Priestess at around P94,806.97 due to he’s need of money. How did he get that money? Through “LIES”… Here’s some of it…

1.) He told the Priestess that he would need the money to provide all the documents and requirements needed for the Toyota, but he never did attended any of their test schedules and interviews, instead he’s with Joanne. That started on May 18, 2005, their anniversary date, which he told the Priestess he had an interview and test with the Toyota
2.) May 19, 2005 – He told the Priestess that he needs money to move out in Elon’s place which Elon told me that the Blacksmith gave the deadline to Elon’s mum when he is going to move out the house where in fact the Blacksmith told her that mum’s Elon told him to move out ASAP. He went to Malate that night with Winsome and JCI to celebrate his birthday where he told her that he was going to have a celebration at Master Diwa’s place and it’s “FOR BOYS ONLY” when it’s not.
3.) He told the Priestess not to go with him to Antipolo. He went to their by telling her that he would just return the budget of Osang when it’s not. The trip was a success! He’s with Winsome. Lot’s of people witnessed that.
4.) He told the Priestess that he would need the money to pay for the rental in Makati or else he’ll move to Winsome’s place. So, the Priestess did everything she could just to provide the money to pay for his rent. While the Blacksmith is already living with Winsome until now in Malabon. He just needed the money for their (Winsome and Blacksmith) outing trip and hatid-sundo from school.
5.) He told the Priestess that he would marry her so he needs money for the processing fee, Sept.25 was the given date, but nothing happened. He paid the wedding for him and Winsome. *Ouch!*

Honestly, the Priestess here is “ME”. There are still lots of lies I know, I know every details and I know if the Blacksmith is lying or not. I just don’t want to react even though I know he’s lying because he needs money, I just give it to him. Like one time, he shows concern to me when I went to the Pateros all by myself just to meet my client to the other real estate, I know he never was concern. He just need the money that would make him do that even if he doesn’t want to show his concern to me. He knows how to get one’s feelings, it only depends if you’ll buy it or not or you’ll just ride with it..? It’s so nice to dwell on what he says and what he promise you, but it will never happen and it’s not real.

Anyway, the whole truth hurts and it stayed inside my heart. Knowing the you have loved the person so much but still you need to stop loving him. It’s been so tough and based to what I’ve experienced. These are some of the thoughts I wanted to share…

“It’s ok to be hurt. You gave your all kasi. Don’t try to understand why or find for reasons why it happened because you won’t find one that will take the pain away. He gave up on you and on what you had. It’s ok to cry mamu. But don’t do stupid things like what I did. Hope I could do more than listen. We fall that normal. But not gettin’ up ain’t.”

“No matter how special or how deep that was shared in a relationship was not enough for them to stay. Even if that person was your life it’s still his decision to leave.”

“In time po you’ll know where you have to be and what you’ll have to do. Hang in there mamu. Don’t forget that there are people who love you and care for you.”

“This too shall pass.”

“Tol, alam ko mahirap tanggapin… Cry all you want, pero wala na magagawa yung iyak mo para bumalik pa sya sayo… If you really love him, wish him good things… Acceptance tol…”

It’s really hard to win him back even if I want to…

1.) He loves Winsome.
2.) He and Winsome are soon getting married. (Dec.10,2005)
3.) He’s living with Winsome’s family.
4.) Winsome’s parents talked to him about the marriage plan.

5.) Winsome is pregnant.

Proofs Part5

hmmm one more thing......KUNG SASABIHIN MO MAN TO SA IBA, OR KUNG IPOPOST MO PA YUNG MGA PINAGSASABI MO SA IBANG BOARDS....AYUSIN MO....TANGGALIN MO YUNG MGA MALING DETAILS N SINABI MO.....SIGURADUHIN MO LNG N WALA N DUN YUNG MGA MALING BAGAY N SINABI MO......SANA MASAYA KA N SA GNAWA MO....... MOD°Selphie Posted: Sep 19 2005, 09:53 PM JokerGroup: Global ModeratorPosts: 1,219Member No.: 28Joined: 26-July 05 Makiki comment lang po I know wala akong alam but I’ll just give my opinionsLyle... mag ingat ka sa mga sinasabi mo... wag na wag mo akong bibilangan sa mga nagawa mo... you never left me? ask yourself lyle.. when you betrayed me... I gave you another chance... pota lyle... what you did to me was unforgivable... but what did I do? for the sake of the fucking friendship and the hope that you will change... I forgave you... but remember... I did said I forgive you, but I'll never forget it.• kuya eric if ever naman nabilangan ka ni kuya lyle, maybe dahil lang un sa init ng ulo.. ang tao kapag maiinit ang ulo kung ano ano nasasabi kahit hindi sadya..Lyle, try to remember, kinarir mo ang girlfriend ko at siniraan mo ako sa kanya. Kung hindi nagsumbong sa akin ang gf ko, hindi ko malalaman yun. Siniraan mo ako sa gf ko, tapos ngayon sasabihin mong you never left me? you were always there for me? isa kang napakalaking PLASTIC!!!• this one is none of my business…past is past…Wag na wag ka magbilang sa akin lyle... kung tutuusin... kung ako magbibilang ng ginawa ko para sayo... kukulangin ang isang buong araw... you dont give me the fucking story about your damn IRL family life... cause you don't fool me... dati mo nang ginagawa yan lyle... kesyo may sakit... I can still remember the time na galit sayo ang buong barkada natin... ako lang nakikipag usap sayo... sabi mo "I only have six months to live kasi may sakit ako pero di ko kayo maiwan kasi kaibigan ko kayo". galing naman ng six months... umabot ng years... o sadyang masamang damo matagal namamatay? Don't try to win other people's sympathy by saying that about your family... who are you fooling?? kilala kita... that's your way of indirectly soliciting sympathy. Sa lahat ng barkada natin sa davao... meron pa ba naniniwala sayo? sino ngayon ang tinatawag mong plastik?• no comment about the life gap issue..Lyle... face it... you are living in a lie... everything they know about you is a lie... from your family background hanggang ngayon. all they know is a damn fantasy that John Lyle Ham is like this, when in fact, you are not the person who they think you are. And dont give me that shit about, "John ni minsan di kita nilaglag, bakit mo ako nilalaglag ngayon". You tell the people here that you know how to admit? yes you admitted but only 1/4 of the truth. again, sino ngayon ang plastik?• hmm Malabo…Dinamay mo pa ako sa mga lies mo... I just didnt react kasi ayokong mawala ang respeto ng Insurrection sayo. Kababata? kababata ba tayo? I only met you since 1998 in the chatroom, sa isang party na ginawa nyo na nagkulang kayo sa pera for food and everything, in which I volunteered to pay for it nalang kesa sa magalit sayo ang mga inimbita mo. That was our history. and you never was my student in the army, because the students I had that finished my course, is definitely not like you. They dont make stories. And dont tell me the crap that you only said that to make them agree to make me council, because in the first place, when you offered me that position, I said I dont want it... ayokong may masagasaang tao... ano sabi mo? "dont worry John, I am the Grand GM of Insurrection, wala silang magagawa kung gusto ko". You and Sieg then forced me to accept the position.• Kuya eric kung ayaw mo tlga mawala respeto ng Insurrection sa kanya then why post such an statement about leaving.. ok nalaman namin ung truth but does that make you happy? Parang kasi gusto mo magalit lahat kay kuya lyle…Lyle... isa lang yan sa mga lies mo... tama na lies mo sa guildsmen mo... maawa ka sa kanila... ginagawa mo silang tanga! pinapaniwala mo sila sa isang fantasy story mo.Isa pa... you said you are leaving Insurrection, you have officially turned over Insurrection to -=TaiChi=- and [W]olfgang. Did it happen? yes it did... but did it occur? No. I told you to make it official by telling everybody in the prochaos boards, ano sabi mo? "No. I'll just tell them in person." Pwede ba yun? bakit? kasi wala namang katotohanan sa pag alis mo e.• No comment…Hack Delete issue... "I WAS HACK DELETED". tapos maya maya... isa isa naming nakikita mga character mo saan? Nasa Grand Lethal. I dont have anything against Grand Lethal, but it is an issue to me that the one who claims to be the leader and Grand GM of Insurrection is sieging, giving orders to Insurrection guildsmen, under the banner of Grand Lethal. Tama ba yun? Mag isip ka lyle. Ito lang masasabi ko lyle, "HACK DELETE MY ASS!". • I only saw kuya lyle once sa GL nung nasa skoegul using ragnaros sa emp defense ata eh kulang ng monks so ayun… pero sa insu nmn cya siege eh…Lyle... I can still remember the time that you told me and teray, guys... lipat nalang natin ang mga insu sa GL. I'll request Master Diwa to adopt you to Grand Lethal. Kami ni teray nag sabi ng No. Tapos ngayon... sabihin mo ulit kung sino ang plastik.• I still remember this din.. ang akin noon if ever ilipat nga ang Insu sa GL maybe d nalang ako sasali… d ko sinasabi na ayokong maging GL or something but Insu is Insu…Marriage issue... you guys think Lyle is getting married this month? here's the news... HELL NO! sasabihin ni lyle pag may problema... aalis na ako kasi ikakasal na ako this month. tapos pag walang problema tanungin mo kung kelan exactly, ano sasagutin nyan?? ito mga sagot nya...1. sa December pa kasal namin2. Next 2 years pa kasal namin, I need to prepare, wala pa akong pera.3. Wala pang date... di pa namin alam kung kelan.hay... consistency nga naman. kasal yan... hindi yan nababago agad• hmm hindi ko na sakop ito…Naalala ko tuloy yung issue about Darlene, ex daw ni lyle. sabi nya sa amin.. ikakasal na ako kasi buntis si darlene ng 6 months... after 3 months tanong namin kung nanganak na ba si darlene... sagot sa amin, pano yun manganganak e 6 months pa... 3 months later... 6 months pa si darlene excited na ako... umabot nalang ng years, 6 months pa rin si darlene. tagal naman ng 6 months.• hmmm? We have to move on past is past..Civitas Dei. Rants of Civitas Dei are 85% true! ang tinira ko lang to defend the guild and lyle, kung anong mali sa mga sinabi nila... tingnan nyo posts ko against Civitas Dei, may mga bagay akong di binanggit... alam nyo bakit? kasi totoo. • akala ko ba cla ung maraming kasinungalingan? Holyman... classmate daw ni lyle si Holyman and that pinsan nya daw si Holyman. Insurrection SEALS, how did lyle introduce Holyman to us? Classmate nya noon. Isipin nyo... may mga anak na si Holyman who plays good ragnarok. Holyman or Philip is more than 40 years old, plays ragnarok because his children plays ragnarok as well. Does this mean 40 years old na rin si lyle? Think about it.• If ever pinapaniwala man kami ni kuya lyle na classmate nya si holyman, don’t mean to offend but sarili naman ni kuya lyle ang niloloko nya dba? Saka hindi naman ako mamamatay if sabihin ni kuya lyle na classmate sila, If magiging logical.. iisipin mo may chance talaga na maging mag classmate sila, how? Eh cyempre isa lang naman yan, maybe matanda na c holyman nung nag aral..Ang dami pa talaga... kilalanin nyo muna leader nyo.When I left insurrection the first time, why do you guys think Lyle asked me not to post anything on any thread? May tinatago ba? parang si President GMA.• I may not knew him personally but parang ganito yan eh, mas gusto ko ng sumunod kay president GMA kesa sumunod kay Marcos Somebody told me to just remove lyle as Insurrection's head, my answer is... we cant do that. Lyle is Insurrection. Sya mismo nagsabi sa akin nyan before, "I am insurrection, they'll do what I say".Sasabihin nya... hindi sya makaalis ng Insurrection dahil daw sa atin. Who the hell asked him to stay? Everybody said, go ahead lyle, good luck sa life mo... everybody supported him, tapos sasabihin nya hindi sya makaalis dahil sa atin? What's the crap? Para maawa kami kay Lyle? Lyle... tama na pagkukunwari mo. Wala kang work lyle... alam ko... hindi ako tanga. Every time nag uusap tayo nasa bahay ka, morning, afternood, evening, lagi kang nasa bahay. ano yan work mo? take home work? pano ka sisipain ng boss mo? ay sus! ano ako tanga?• sabi mo nga po Insurrection is him… If he will leave then Insurrection will also leave…If ever wala nga tlga cyang work,hindi naman nya ako pineperwisyo… besides he didn’t got my sympathy by those lies.. hindi ko lng cya nakita nanglait ng members nya and mas gusto ko na yun.. kesa naman sa pagmumurahin ka…you were given a job by dexter's father (Anthwerp Asura's father) for toyota, what did you do? hindi ka sumipot.. hanggang sa napuno na ang Toyota sa yo. • wala na ito sa sakop ko as a member but maybe may reason why hindi nya tinangap..Your mom died? tinanong ko si lyle, bakit di mo sinabi sa akin na namatay na pala mom mo? sagot sa akin ni lyle, e di ka naman nagtanong e. that was one of the issues of DVO kung bakit sila galit kay lyle nung umalis kami, at hindi yun about the SP items. • Its not a big deal naman if hindi nasabi na namatay ung mother… cgro nag e-expect narin cya from you na ikaw na ung mangangamusta mismo kuya eric..Lyle, this people treat you as their friend, and ito igaganti mo sa kanila? LIES? Mahiya ka naman! ang KAPAL mo!• Yes we treat him as a friend.. and kung ano man cya ngayon tangap namin un… everybody has the chance to make changes in theirselves, kailangan lang natin maging mapang-unawa..kaya nga kaibigan diba? No words are need to be spoken just to believe him.. cause we’ve got faith…Guys, pagpasensyahan nyo na... napuno na talaga ako. I just need to burst it out. Gusto ko na rin matigil ang lies ni Lyle. And isa pa... badtrip ako dahil nagbilang sa akin yang makapal na mukhang taong yan. Nagbilang... sa akin pa? Who was always there when he needed help, who was always willing to him in time of need. Sa akin pa nagbilang! Ako na sa lahat ng tulong na ginawa ko sa kanya, wala akong hininging kabayaran nor anything in return. • I don’t think that you’ve didn’t ask anything in return po.. if titignan mo mabuti gusto mo na pagbayaran nya un by these… its ok na napost mo po ung side mo.. everybody has the right.. it is a free world but sana lang wag na po tyo manapak ng tao…nakadapa na nga cya idadapa mo pa… sana tinulungan mo nalang po cya maka ahon…I just cant bear the fact having a leader na ginagagu lang ang mga members kaya ako aalis ng Insurrection.• thank you for the concern but sana po hindi na po tayo nag mentions ng mga too personal facts…other facts that was posted here was beyond our limitations and I don’t think na dapat pa namin pang himasukan ung mga bagay na dapat d na namin pinapaki alaman…pwede mo naman po sabihin ung mga yun but sana po hindi nalang ung mga personal na bagay…P.S. Dont delete this post para malaman ng mga tao, if you do lyle, I'll post this somewhere else• hmm…-------------------- [GM]Rhads Posted: Sep 19 2005, 11:20 PM WolfGroup: Guild MasterPosts: 99Member No.: 78Joined: 14-August 05 HAYYZZZ!!! SINCE I DONT HVE THE PERMISSION TO START A NEW TOPIC D2 KO NA LANG SBHIN AS IVE SED B4 WALA AKONG PAKIALAM SA PERSONAL ISSUES D2 SA INSU!! IM ONLY HERE TO PLAY N ENJOY THE GAME!! AS DECIDED BY MY MEMBERS AND CO-GM MARO: [D] DIV. WILL STAY AND HELP REBUILD WHAT IS LEFT!!!@GRAMSTOL NALULUNGKOT AKO AT UMALIS KA NA BUT DONT WORRY D2 LANG KAMI NI MARO AT VINCE KAW NGA LANG KAIBIGAN KO EH @TAICHIDUDE JUST WANT U TO KNOW NA WALA AKONG KINAKAMPIHAN D2! OUR DECISION TO STAY HERE IS FOR THE INSU AND NOT FOR ANYBODY ELSE
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Well said.... Like vince said... lets gather what has left from insu... and move on.... Lyle is a friend not in in game only but also in real life.... I would not question his leadership and the contributions to insurrection.... He is one of the founder of this guild.... but sometimes you cannot neglect what is happening to your beloved guild.... You have to make decisions harsh for you not for the game alone... but also in real life... because you have been a friend in real life.... Minsan ikaw na magsasakripisyo para sa kaibigan mo.... Pero sa kaibigan ay merong 2 klase... ang pakikisama at pakiki-SAMA.....1. pakikisama sa mga good deeds and good intentions for others... you can count on me...... i will join you.... 2. pakiki-SAMA another story... is like you will tolerate everything and make your eyes blind what is doing by your friend.... 100% you can count me na i will be against on your doings... and I will turn my back on you.... kc pati CREDIBILITY ko at TINGIN KO SA SARILI KO BABA... This is just point of view of what is happening..... hinde mo maalis na magkaroon ng conflict para lang maayos ang bagay.... All will be affected even ayaw mo maapektuhan ang personal mong buhay.... kasi pareho mo silang kaibigan in real life..... And un ung masakit na part dun we are friends..... may mga dapat itama.... kahit ako hinde perpekto mayroon din akong dapat itama..... Now for the sake of our friendship.... Lets make a new guild... and move on... Lets make INSURRECTION rest to HEAL the Wounds..... and PUT it on the HALL of FAME together with Steelwolves...... These is the right time to do it..... Lets do it now.... P.S. I dont want to see quotes na hihimayin ang message ko..... I post this as a whole message not to be trim and put implications and opinions.... Thanks
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What: Grand Lethal/Insurrection Grand Eyeball 2005When: October 8, 2005. 4pm Onwards.Where: Osang's OTB, BBC Auto Detailing, 106 Kalayaan Avenue, Quezon Cityw/ Special Guest ROSANNA ROCESThere will be an entrance fee of 100 Pesos per head. This is exclusive to GL and Insu members only.There will be activities, special numbers, raffles with in-game prices and food of course!Also, to any GL member/members who want to do a special number, contact me via boards pm or Weightless so that we can include it in the programme. Ang mga pwede ay SONG/DANCE numbers.Donors for in-game prices are welcome (zeny or items wag naman jellopy). You will be acknowledged during the event.here's the link in GL boards.. [same announcement]
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Goodbye Insurrection...I've done my best for Insurrection... I did my part.... Lyle... mag ingat ka sa mga sinasabi mo... wag na wag mo akong bibilangan sa mga nagawa mo... you never left me? ask yourself lyle.. when you betrayed me... I gave you another chance... pota lyle... what you did to me was unforgivable... but what did I do? for the sake of the fucking friendship and the hope that you will change... I forgave you... but remember... I did said I forgive you, but I'll never forget it.Lyle, try to remember, kinarir mo ang girlfriend ko at siniraan mo ako sa kanya. Kung hindi nagsumbong sa akin ang gf ko, hindi ko malalaman yun. Siniraan mo ako sa gf ko, tapos ngayon sasabihin mong you never left me? you were always there for me? isa kang napakalaking PLASTIC!!!Wag na wag ka magbilang sa akin lyle... kung tutuusin... kung ako magbibilang ng ginawa ko para sayo... kukulangin ang isang buong araw... you dont give me the fucking story about your damn IRL family life... cause you don't fool me... dati mo nang ginagawa yan lyle... kesyo may sakit... I can still remember the time na galit sayo ang buong barkada natin... ako lang nakikipag usap sayo... sabi mo "I only have six months to live kasi may sakit ako pero di ko kayo maiwan kasi kaibigan ko kayo". galing naman ng six months... umabot ng years... o sadyang masamang damo matagal namamatay? Don't try to win other people's sympathy by saying that about your family... who are you fooling?? kilala kita... that's your way of indirectly soliciting sympathy. Sa lahat ng barkada natin sa davao... meron pa ba naniniwala sayo? sino ngayon ang tinatawag mong plastik?Lyle... face it... you are living in a lie... everything they know about you is a lie... from your family background hanggang ngayon. all they know is a damn fantasy that John Lyle Ham is like this, when in fact, you are not the person who they think you are. And dont give me that shit about, "John ni minsan di kita nilaglag, bakit mo ako nilalaglag ngayon". You tell the people here that you know how to admit? yes you admitted but only 1/4 of the truth. again, sino ngayon ang plastik?Dinamay mo pa ako sa mga lies mo... I just didnt react kasi ayokong mawala ang respeto ng Insurrection sayo. Kababata? kababata ba tayo? I only met you since 1998 in the chatroom, sa isang party na ginawa nyo na nagkulang kayo sa pera for food and everything, in which I volunteered to pay for it nalang kesa sa magalit sayo ang mga inimbita mo. That was our history. and you never was my student in the army, because the students I had that finished my course, is definitely not like you. They dont make stories. And dont tell me the crap that you only said that to make them agree to make me council, because in the first place, when you offered me that position, I said I dont want it... ayokong may masagasaang tao... ano sabi mo? "dont worry John, I am the Grand GM of Insurrection, wala silang magagawa kung gusto ko". You and Sieg then forced me to accept the position.Lyle... isa lang yan sa mga lies mo... tama na lies mo sa guildsmen mo... maawa ka sa kanila... ginagawa mo silang tanga! pinapaniwala mo sila sa isang fantasy story mo.Isa pa... you said you are leaving Insurrection, you have officially turned over Insurrection to -=TaiChi=- and [W]olfgang. Did it happen? yes it did... but did it occur? No. I told you to make it official by telling everybody in the prochaos boards, ano sabi mo? "No. I'll just tell them in person." Pwede ba yun? bakit? kasi wala namang katotohanan sa pag alis mo e.Hack Delete issue... "I WAS HACK DELETED". tapos maya maya... isa isa naming nakikita mga character mo saan? Nasa Grand Lethal. I dont have anything against Grand Lethal, but it is an issue to me that the one who claims to be the leader and Grand GM of Insurrection is sieging, giving orders to Insurrection guildsmen, under the banner of Grand Lethal. Tama ba yun? Mag isip ka lyle. Ito lang masasabi ko lyle, "HACK DELETE MY ASS!". Lyle... I can still remember the time that you told me and teray, guys... lipat nalang natin ang mga insu sa GL. I'll request Master Diwa to adopt you to Grand Lethal. Kami ni teray nag sabi ng No. Tapos ngayon... sabihin mo ulit kung sino ang plastik.Marriage issue... you guys think Lyle is getting married this month? here's the news... HELL NO! sasabihin ni lyle pag may problema... aalis na ako kasi ikakasal na ako this month. tapos pag walang problema tanungin mo kung kelan exactly, ano sasagutin nyan?? ito mga sagot nya...1. sa December pa kasal namin2. Next 2 years pa kasal namin, I need to prepare, wala pa akong pera.3. Wala pang date... di pa namin alam kung kelan.hay... consistency nga naman. kasal yan... hindi yan nababago agadNaalala ko tuloy yung issue about Darlene, ex daw ni lyle. sabi nya sa amin.. ikakasal na ako kasi buntis si darlene ng 6 months... after 3 months tanong namin kung nanganak na ba si darlene... sagot sa amin, pano yun manganganak e 6 months pa... 3 months later... 6 months pa si darlene excited na ako... umabot nalang ng years, 6 months pa rin si darlene. tagal naman ng 6 months.Civitas Dei. Rants of Civitas Dei are 85% true! ang tinira ko lang to defend the guild and lyle, kung anong mali sa mga sinabi nila... tingnan nyo posts ko against Civitas Dei, may mga bagay akong di binanggit... alam nyo bakit? kasi totoo. Holyman... classmate daw ni lyle si Holyman and that pinsan nya daw si Holyman. Insurrection SEALS, how did lyle introduce Holyman to us? Classmate nya noon. Isipin nyo... may mga anak na si Holyman who plays good ragnarok. Holyman or Philip is more than 40 years old, plays ragnarok because his children plays ragnarok as well. Does this mean 40 years old na rin si lyle? Think about it.Ang dami pa talaga... kilalanin nyo muna leader nyo.When I left insurrection the first time, why do you guys think Lyle asked me not to post anything on any thread? May tinatago ba? parang si President GMA.Somebody told me to just remove lyle as Insurrection's head, my answer is... we cant do that. Lyle is Insurrection. Sya mismo nagsabi sa akin nyan before, "I am insurrection, they'll do what I say".Sasabihin nya... hindi sya makaalis ng Insurrection dahil daw sa atin. Who the hell asked him to stay? Everybody said, go ahead lyle, good luck sa life mo... everybody supported him, tapos sasabihin nya hindi sya makaalis dahil sa atin? What's the crap? Para maawa kami kay Lyle? Lyle... tama na pagkukunwari mo. Wala kang work lyle... alam ko... hindi ako tanga. Every time nag uusap tayo nasa bahay ka, morning, afternood, evening, lagi kang nasa bahay. ano yan work mo? take home work? pano ka sisipain ng boss mo? ay sus! ano ako tanga?you were given a job by dexter's father (Anthwerp Asura's father) for toyota, what did you do? hindi ka sumipot.. hanggang sa napuno na ang Toyota sa yo. Your mom died? tinanong ko si lyle, bakit di mo sinabi sa akin na namatay na pala mom mo? sagot sa akin ni lyle, e di ka naman nagtanong e. that was one of the issues of DVO kung bakit sila galit kay lyle nung umalis kami, at hindi yun about the SP items. Lyle, this people treat you as their friend, and ito igaganti mo sa kanila? LIES? Mahiya ka naman! ang KAPAL mo!Guys, pagpasensyahan nyo na... napuno na talaga ako. I just need to burst it out. Gusto ko na rin matigil ang lies ni Lyle. And isa pa... badtrip ako dahil nagbilang sa akin yang makapal na mukhang taong yan. Nagbilang... sa akin pa? Who was always there when he needed help, who was always willing to him in time of need. Sa akin pa nagbilang! Ako na sa lahat ng tulong na ginawa ko sa kanya, wala akong hininging kabayaran nor anything in return. I just cant bear the fact having a leader na ginagagu lang ang mga members kaya ako aalis ng Insurrection.P.S. Dont delete this post para malaman ng mga tao, if you do lyle, I'll post this somewhere else.--------------------In the absence of LIGHT, there is DARKNESS

pahabol... WORD OF HONOR IS IMPORTANT FOR A LEADER LYLE... AND YUN ANG WALA SAYO!
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winsome Posted: Sep 18 2005, 06:28 PM RockerGroup: • Grand Lethal •Posts: 71Member No.: 90Joined: 20-August 05 QUOTE (-=TaiChi=- @ Sep 18 2005, 05:36 PM) Hack Delete issue... "I WAS HACK DELETED". tapos maya maya... isa isa naming nakikita mga character mo saan? Nasa Grand Lethal. I dont have anything against Grand Lethal, but it is an issue to me that the one who claims to be the leader and Grand GM of Insurrection is sieging, giving orders to Insurrection guildsmen, under the banner of Grand Lethal. Tama ba yun? Mag isip ka lyle. Ito lang masasabi ko lyle, "HACK DELETE MY ASS!". grabe ka nmn...... masyado mo ng pinepersonal yung RO...its just a game...tungkol d2 sa hack delete case n to.... TOTOO yun, nakita ko n wala n tlaga yung mga char nya sa account nya... amf kung ayaw mong maniwala BAHALA KA SA BUHAY MO.....kung gus2 mo bigay ko number ni GM tristan sayo para malaman mo yung tungkol sa case ng hack delete. at kung gus2 mo hintayin ntin yung mga pictures nmn n kasama si GM tristan nung nangyari yung case.... yun yung time n may interview para sa massive..siguro nga mabuti pang ndi ka n lng bumalik sa insu kung ganyan lng ang ga2win mo... sorry po, alm kong ndi ako dapat nakikialam pero sa tingin ko sobra na e.... game lng to tpos pati personal n buhay ng tao pinapakialaman amf.....ang tao ba ndi pede magbago??? sige nga.... about dun sa marriage..... wala kang pakialam kung klan nmn gustong gawin yun.... NDI IKAW YUNG IKAKASAL..... at isa pa WALA KANG ALM SA MGA NANGYAYARI SA BUHAY NMN NGYN!!!! regarding sa kasal kung gus2 mong malaman yung details, pumunta ka n lng samin, alm mo nmn kung saan db?... and ask my parents about it.... initial date nmn is dec 10. i was surpised nkita ko ikaw yung best man n nilagay dun... pero sa nakita ko ngyn, TAMA BA N IKAW ANG ILAGAY DUN???about sa job, ano ngyn kung walang job??? napeperwisyo ka ba n wala syang job??? ndi mo alm yung dahilan bkit ndi nya kinuha yung toyota... so pede lng, WAG MO MASYADO PAKIALAMAN yung buhay ng ibang tao.... TIGNAN MO MUNA SARILI MO.... kung magsalita ka parang ikaw n lng lagi ang tama....... at parang wala kang ginawang mali sa buhay mo......thnx This post has been edited by winsome on Sep 18 2005, 06:39 PM master diwa Posted: Sep 18 2005, 07:30 PM PoringGroup: • Grand Lethal •Posts: 8Member No.: 25Joined: 26-July 05 Ayoko manghimasok but I have to now.1. I myself was witness at Joanne's home when she, her mom and lyle were discussing about the wedding. Some of the plans they shared to me during that moment. Lyle and Joanne will be married soon, and whenever they want.2. Lyle's account Dagonet was given to my member KEN WATANABE out of goodwill because KEN got hacked and lyle wanted to help him. DAGONET may be in GL but it is not lyle controlling him anymore. LYLE is still INSU, lyle is not GL.3. Grand Lethal will never ever push Lyle and Insu to get merged under our wing. We always respect Insu's independence and willingness to aid us and for that we are eternally grateful. We will not spoil this gratefulness by "pirating" your guild in our ranks. My recent statement in pRO CHAOS boards will confirm that, click here to read.4. GL INSU grand EB is not a move to eventually absorb Insu under GL. This EB is for celebrating and cherishing the bond that was formed by GL and INSU, brothers in arms, both RL and IN-GAME.5. There will be no GL INSU merging.6. I repeat. There will be no GL INSU merging
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winsome Posted: Sep 19 2005, 04:43 AM RockerGroup: • Grand Lethal •Posts: 76Member No.: 90Joined: 20-August 05 sorry po ha..... ayaw ko sana makialam, kaya lng sobra n sila e..... naninira sila ng tao.... nakikialam ng buhay ng iba.....yan ang ginagawa nila.... ndi ko alm kung eto ba tlga ang gus2 nila.... SIRAIN ANG SAMAHAN NG INSU..... yun lng ang nakikita kong dahilan... sorry.....sana NDI MASIRA ang INSU.... sa ganitong mga pangyayari masusubukan loyalty nyo sa guild nyo... SANA YUNG MGA UMALIS SA INSU NDI GANITO MGA DAHILN "Kc GANITO SI LYLE...."'KC GANITO SYA NOON.....","KC GANITO GINAWA NI LYLE KAY......" AMF nmn!! sana mag isip nmn sila....ndi nmn nya pinagsasama yung RO sa problema nya ha! sa tingin ko WALA SILANG PAKIALAM SA PERSONAL N BUHAY NG ISANG PLAYER NG RO....as long n nhahawakan nila yung tao nila ng maayos.....ok yun.....SANA NMN WAG SILANG MANIRA NG TAO!!!!! TIGNAN NYO MUNA SARILI NYO....at isa pa WALA AKONG PAKIALAM SA PAST NI LYLE, ang tao pedeng magbago....ikinuwento sakin lahat lahat ni lyle about sa past nya....at nakikita ko nmn n tlagang nagbago sya compare dati sa mga ikinuwento nya. sorry...naiinis n kc ako....sinabi ko dati, ayaw kong magpost dahil prob yan ng insu... pero sobra n e...sorry..... [GM]Vince Posted: Sep 19 2005, 04:50 AM CocoGroup: Guild MasterPosts: 135Member No.: 55Joined: 29-July 05 Ala ako masabi..Nilalagnat ako. Co-Admin°Rose Lacroix Posted: Sep 19 2005, 04:50 AM °• f o r e v e r •°Group: Co-AdminPosts: 4,676Member No.: 29Joined: 26-July 05 ano ba naman yan. kakagawa ko lang ng avatar kay taichii tapos biglang aalis na siya --malas ata ang ginawa kong emblem. ---=TaiChi=- - nasa ym po ako lizhunnie please pm me. --------------------°o¦+.* *.+¦o°°o¦+.* *.+¦o°The Parable of the RoseA certain man planted a rose and watered it faithfully.Before it blossomed, he examined it. He saw a bud that would soon blossom. He also saw the thorns, and he thought, "How can any beautiful flower come from a plant,burdened with so many sharp thorns?"Saddened by this thought, he neglected to water the rose, and before it was ready to bloom, it died.°o¦+.* *.+¦o°°o¦+.* *.+¦o° [GM]-=TaiChi=- Posted: Sep 19 2005, 04:52 AM BaphometGroup: Guild MasterPosts: 5,253Member No.: 47Joined: 27-July 05 makikirep lang ulit... may access papala e..@ winsomendi mo yata alam pinagsasabi mo e noh? sorry joanne ha... ang sabi kasi ni lyle... dahil daw sa pagmamahal nya sa insurrection, nabigyan sya ng warning ng boss nya sa work. ikaw na rin nagsabi... wala syaand sa pagbabago na sinasabi mo... I waited since the time I met him to change, pero ano nangyari? 1998-2005, he became worst. Personal? Pinersonal nya ako. sorryto say it. Pagkatapos nyang magbilang sa mga nagawa nya nahindi lang man umabot ng 10 favors na nagawa nya for me ever sincenag meet kami, sa akin pa sya nagbilang? at ako pa sasabihan nya ng plastic? Suggestion ko lang sayo, kilalanin mo muna yan. nagsawa na ako sa pag tatanggol sa kanya. Mula noon ako na nagtatanggol sa kanya... sa mga ginagawa nya.sory po joane. I have nothing against you too. Marami pa akong di sinasabi na lies. haizz...Its sad to know it has to end this way. kapal kasi ng mukha nyang pagsabihan ako ng ganon. It was one sugestion, I asked apology for it kasi parang iba ang pagkaintindi nya... pero sinabi nya against me... unacceptable. why?? para ano yun? para sabihin ng mga tao ako ang walang utang na loob? Kung tutuusin... sya ang may utang na loob sa akin... sasobra ng ginawa ko para sa kanya, both financial and life. Di ako marunong magbilang, pero pag ako binilangan... natututo akong magbilang@ Master DiwaMD, I've always respected Grand Lethal and as I said, I'm thankful to Grand Lethal. Hindi po ikaw ang nagsabi to merge Insu with GL, hindi rin ikaw nag push... it was Lyle pushing us to join Grand Lethal. Tapos magagalit sya sa akin sa sinabi kong suggestion? It was just a suggestion, hindi tulad nung sinabi nyang, "guys, kakausapin si MD para ipasok kayo sa Grand Lethal." Wala po akong issues with Grand Lethal, nor with you MD. Nililinaw ko lang po...@ everybodygusto ko din linawin, dahil may issues na pinirata ako ng Civitas Dei, hindi po ako pinirata ng Civitas Dei. Hindi rin ako pumasok ng Civitas Dei. As of the moment, guildless muna ako. I have no plans yet.@ lyleYes Lyle, I did love Insurrection, the people behind it, not the name. How about you? have you loved insurrection's people? or is it because like what you said, "I AM INSURRECTION"simple honesty... di mo pa magawa. --------------------In the absence of LIGHT, there is DARKNESS
winsome Posted: Sep 19 2005, 05:30 AM RockerGroup: • Grand Lethal •Posts: 76Member No.: 90Joined: 20-August 05 sakin lng ha.....anong pakialam mo kung ganun sinabi nya??? ano ngayn kung wala syang work??? Ndi mo nmn alm dahilan.... sinasama mo yung RO sa iRL e.alm mo, kung sakin nangyari yung ginawa mo, siguro medyo sasama yung loob ko rin sayo....ng bigla kang umalis ng insu...ano ba nging reason mo?? matapos mong sabihin, n kilalang kilala mo si lyle....at tipong ikaw ang friend nya...n kung titignan mo ikaw dapat yung huling aalis sa tabi nya....dahil sabi mo kilalang kilala mo si lyle.....at kung may nakita k tlagang dahilan n mali tlaga sya.... in that time sana sinabi mo sa kanya...kaibigan mo e....sana pinaliwanag mo ng maayos......kung sakin nangyari yan, pakiramdam ko NILAGLAG AKO NG ISANG KAIBIGAN.....sa tingin ko yung pagbibilang n yun, siguro sa sobrang inis nya yun....alm mo nmn ang tao, pag naiinis or galit... minsan kung anuano n nsasabi....isa pang tanong ko sayo, klangan bang ipost pa d2 ang past n nangyari sa inyo??? PAST IS PAST....tpos n yun e....kung may ginawang mali noon, iba ngyn....about dun sa GL tpos n yun e, tlagang naging issue yan pero ndi n pinag uusapan yan at tlagang walang merging n mangyayari. walang nag pupush sa mga insu n makipagmerge sa GL.... sinabi sakin ni lyle nun, ayaw ng insu n makipag merge...yun n yun.....kaya GL helps para maibalik ang dating insu... tpos ng issue yun e, ndi n nga pinag uusapan tpos iuungkat mo pa d2?alm mo ndi mo masisisi yung mga tao n ganun yung isipin, dahil pag alis mo ng insu nag post ka pa n balak mong sumali ng Civitas Dei.... This post has been edited by winsome on Sep 19 2005, 05:38 AM winsome Posted: Sep 19 2005, 05:42 AM RockerGroup: • Grand Lethal •Posts: 76Member No.: 90Joined: 20-August 05 QUOTE (Vince @ Sep 19 2005, 04:50 AM) Ala ako masabi..Nilalagnat ako. rest ka po [GM]Jayj Posted: Sep 19 2005, 05:46 AM MarcGroup: Guild MasterPosts: 363Member No.: 14Joined: 25-July 05 --------------------Jayj* 99/50 BATTLESMITHJayj. 9*/50 Hybrid Monk INSURRECTION [GM]-=TaiChi=- Posted: Sep 19 2005, 05:53 AM BaphometGroup: Guild MasterPosts: 5,253Member No.: 47Joined: 27-July 05 @ winsomejoanne... yun nga e... ang sabi mo... ayun sa sinasabi ni lyle... alam ni lyle reason kung bat ako umalis before... and hindi ko na sasabihin sayo... kasi kung malalaman mo... for sure... pati relationship nyo ni lyle will rock. Lyle made me promise that I will not say or tell anyone about the reasons kaya di nila alam. I already expected it to happen... but because I still treated him as a friend, hinayaan ko nalang magalit sa akin ang mga tao, para di lang sya mapahiya. I still havent said anyword about the reason why I left,and marami pa akong di sinasabi.joanne, yun nga ang prob, sa sobrang kilala ko si lyle, nawawalan na ako ng pag asa na magbago pa yan... because he got worst. read wat I said, isa sa mga summary non is si lyle magaling gumawa ng kwento na iisipin mong totoo nga. --------------------In the absence of LIGHT, there is DARKNESS
winsome Posted: Sep 19 2005, 06:13 AM RockerGroup: • Grand Lethal •Posts: 76Member No.: 90Joined: 20-August 05 wala akong magagawa kung ayaw mong sabihin ang reason...and what ever the reason is...WALA AKONG PAKIALAM.....pero klangan pa bang ungkatin ang nakaraan n ikinasisira ng isang tao?? ang tao pedeng magbago......ask ko sayo, pano kung yung mga nkaraan mong ndi maganda ang ungkatin, anong mararamdaman mo????yun ba yun??? ndi ba dapat ikaw ang tumulong sa kanya n magbago dahil nga sa sabi mo n kilalang kilala mo sya???......para sakin, yun tlaga ang tunay n kaibigan, nding ndi ka iiwan khit anong mangyari o khit ano ang nkaraan mo...... This post has been edited by winsome on Sep 19 2005, 06:24 AM Prince AL Posted: Sep 19 2005, 06:16 AM

winsome... think about what I said.... at baka gusto mo magbasapast and present sinabi ko diba?? ganito yan ha... explain ko kung bakit... di mo kasi naiintindihan e... ganito yan... ibig sabihin non... mula noon hanggang ngayon... walang nagbabago... hindi nag bago si lyle... at lumala pa

winsome Posted: Sep 19 2005, 04:05 PM RockerGroup: • Grand Lethal •Posts: 76Member No.: 90Joined: 20-August 05 pano mo nasabi n ndi sya nagbago??? ndi mo nmn alm yung mga reasons nya kung bkit ganun? ndi mo n sya nkakasama lagi....pano mo masasabing ndi sya nagbago??ano bang gus2 mong iparating sa mga tao at klangan mo pang ipost d2 to??? sana kinausap mo sya ng maayos, personal tong prob, ndi n sana pinaabot pa d2 sa boards....kung may galit ka sa isa, sana sya kinausap mo.....unahin mo yung taong involve....ndi yung ganito...ayaw ko ng magsalita.... this will be my last post tungkol d2...bahala ka n kung anong gus2 mong iparating sa mga tao.....sana lng yung mga babasa nito e wag isang side lng ang alamin, wag agad mag judge, sana both sides nilang alamin bago sila mag decide....thnx......

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BREAK NIYO NA ANG INSU! NAGKUKUNWARI PA KAYO! YAN NAMAN GUSTO NIYO LAHAT MANGYARI EH! WAG NA TAYONG MAGPLASTIKAN! ALAM KO MERON SA INYO NA GUSTO NANG GUMAWA NG SARILING GUILD OR SUMAMA SA IBA. THEN JUST DO IT. WALA NANG PAKIALAMAN. YAN NAMAN EH. KAISA ISANG PROBLEMA PINAPALAKI. NAK NG TOKWA PARANG WALA KAYONG BAYAG! NUNG AKO INIWAN AKO NG MGA KAIBIGAN KO INIWAN KO BA KAYO????MAG ISIP SANA KAYO! MATATANDA NA KAYO!

INIT NG ULO? SINONG HINDI IINIT ANG ULO? KAKASIMULA PA LANG NATIN DUMAMI AYAN NA! KAKAISANG PROBLEMA NA DUMATING NAGSI-ALISAN NA. TANG INA! NI AKO MALAPIT NA AKONG MAPENALTY SA PAMILYA KO PERO ANO??? PINILI KO PA RIN INSURRECTION PARA MAGKAAYOS TAYO! ETO PA YUNG BINIBIGAY NIYO SA AKIN? ANO BA??? SUGGESTION??? SIGE BAHALA NA KAYO! MATATANDA NA KAYO! EH DI BREAK GUILD. YAN NAMAN LAGI ANG GUSTO MANGYARI NG ISA'T ISA. MAGSISIMULA YAN SA PA LEAVE GUILD HANGGANG SA MAGPO-POST NG ANNOUNCEMENT NA AALIS NA NG INSURRECTION. NAKAKAINIS NA AT NAKAKABWISIT. GMS PA NAMAN PERO KAYO MISMO KAYO YUNG NAGDIDISCOURAGE SA MGA TAO NIYO! MAY PA "I LOVE INSURRECTION" PA KAYO PERO DI NIYO MAN LANG MAPATUNAYAN. AKO NAWALAN AKO NG MGA KAIBIGAN PERO INIWAN KO BA KAYO??? LAHAT NG KAHIHIYAN SINALO KO KAHIT MALI KO INAMIN KO PERO INIWAN KO BA KAYO??? LAHAT MALI KO! LAHAT PAGKUKULANG KO PERO KAYO TININGNAN NIYO BA MGA PAGKAKAMALI NIYO? LAGING AKO YUNG MALI NA NAKIKITA NIYO. WALA NA BA AKONG KARAPATAN NA AYUSIN KO BUHAY KO? SAY IT PARA MATAPOS NA TO. AYOKO NANG PLASTIKAN PA! LASTLY IF IT ENDS THIS WAY SO BE IT. SAWANG SAWANG SAWA NA AKO. NOON YOU ASKED NA MASYADO AKONG GRUESOME SA PAG LEAD, AYAN KAYO NA ANG NASUSUNOD AT HINDI NA AKO NAKIKIALAM, ANO PA GUSTO NIYO? YUNG IDEAS NIYO NA ANG NASUSUNOD TAPOS NGAYON KAYO NA NAMAN MAY PROBLEMA. HOW ARE WE TO SETTLE EVERYTHING??? KUNG MGA NAGKUKUNWARI PA DYAN, BETTER LEAVE THE GUILD NA. SABIHIN NIYO NA ANONG GUSTO NIYONG SABIHIN, I DON'T FUCKING CARE. KUNG HANGGANG DYAN NA LANG ANG KAYA NIYONG IPAGPASENSYA SA PAG INTINDI NG GUILD NATIN, HINDI KO NA HAWAK MGA LEEG NIYO.BAHALA NA SI BATMAN.P.S: YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT NA ISAMPAL SA MUKHA KONG EMOTICON AKO. TINGNAN NIYO SARILI NIYO SA SALAMIN.

POTAH KAHIT KELAN WLA NAGSASABE SAKEN N PASAWAY AKO. AKO MRON DIN AkO HINAHAWAKAN N MGA KAGUILD KO AT UNG MGA POTANG PASAWAY NA UN EH PINAPAPASOK KO LNG DIN DAJHIL AKO EH ISA SA MGA PARTY LEADER AT CO GM SA GUILD/DIVISION N2.TAO LNG DIN AKO AT SA DINAMI DAMI NG GINAWA KO PARA SA INSU E2 PA MARIRINIG KO SA INYO? GS2 KO LNG MAGPAHINGA DAHIL NAPAPAGOD NA AKO MAHIRAP BA INTINDIHIN UN? SA TINGIN NYO MADALI PARA SA AKIN GAWIN TO? SA MGA NAKAKAKILALA SA AKIN GANUN B TINGIN NYO SA AKIN?DAHIL LNG UMALIS AKO IDADAMAY NYO PA BUONG INSU, GOD DAMN IT. GS2 KO LNG NG SPACE TANGINA NKAKAPAGOD, PERO WAG KAU MAGALALA DAHIL HND AKO SASALI SA KAHIT ANONG GUILD.PABAN MUNA AKO SA BOARDS N2 DAHIL NKAKAPASOK PA DIN AKO AYOKO ISIPIN NYO NA SPY P AKO OK? SALAMAT.

LASTLY BAGO MAHULI ANG LAHAT. LET ME SAY THIS ONCE AGAIN. AKO, NAHIHIYA NA AKO SA GRAND LETHAL FOR HELPING US DEFEND KANINA. PERO EBCAUSE OF SOME NBI ISSUES HINDI TAYO NATULUNGAN NG MABUTI. ALL THESE TIMES WALA NANG GUSTONG GAWIN ANG GL KUNDI TO LAY DOWN THE LINE FOR US. WILLING SILA TO DEFEND FOR US AND TO GIVE BACK OUR HONOR, ETO PA BA IGAGANTI NIYO?UULITIN KO, KUNG GUSTO NIYO NANG TAPUSIN ANG INSURRECTION, DO IT NOW.

QUOTE TAO LNG DIN AKO AT SA DINAMI DAMI NG GINAWA KO PARA SA INSU E2 PA MARIRINIG KO SA INYO? GS2 KO LNG MAGPAHINGA DAHIL NAPAPAGOD NA AKO MAHIRAP BA INTINDIHIN UN? SA TINGIN NYO MADALI PARA SA AKIN GAWIN TO? SA MGA NAKAKAKILALA SA AKIN GANUN B TINGIN NYO SA AKIN?

nagulat lng nmn cguro ang ilan dahil sa biglaan mong pag alis... baka nde mo rin naipahayag ng mas maaga ang rason mo.... un lng guys naman wala namang ganyanan... bibili pa lng ako ng zennies para matino char ko tapos magiging ganto... wag nmn...sorry kung nde ako nakapag siege kanina... dahil nga sa mei raid na ginagawa ung microsoft madameng shop ang sarado... sa makatuwid wla ako ng mapaglaruan....ano ba yan.. nde ko mainitindihan kung kulang lng kau sa pag ibig... kulang din ata kau sa alak e... wakokokokokokok!!!

POTAH... MAHIRAP BANG INTINDIHIN ANG SINABI KO LYLE??KAYA NGA AKO NAG SOSORRY E... I DIDNT MEAN IT TO OFFEND ANYBODY... I DID EXPLAIN KUNG BAKIT KO YUN NASABI DIBA? PURO NALANG PULITIKA... NAKAKABAGOT NA... POTA... BAHALA NA NGA KAYO SA BUHAY NYO...ADVISE LANG LYLE... GAWIN MO ANG SINASABI MO...BAHALA NA KAYO DITO... KAKAPAGOD NA

How come Lyle Can use Garr and Weightless sa boards in the same time ? daya naman Calm down guys, Im over it na I just got so depressed lang.I Apologize for causing such ruckus pasensiya na guys Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko sa Insurrection @Mods pano ba mag close ng sarili kong thread ? hanggang ngayonala pa din ako alam sa Boards

QUOTE (Vince @ Sep 18 2005, 09:51 AM) How come Lyle Can use Garr and Weightless sa boards in the same time ? daya naman Calm down guys, Im over it na I just got so depressed lang.I Apologize for causing such ruckus pasensiya na guys Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko sa Insurrection @Mods pano ba mag close ng sarili kong thread ? hanggang ngayonala pa din ako alam sa Boards taena kamot ulo nlng ako d2...pak yu vince! ngyahahaha.. taeng tae k tlga... wabshu! o cya cya... co-close ko na to ah.. may mga abilities naman ung mga nakakataas if they want to continue posting... ayt?tip: hinay hinay lang... tulad ng cnabi ng prof ko sa nursing: "Relax lang po. "

QUOTE (Grams @ Sep 17 2005, 04:32 PM) POTAH KAHIT KELAN WLA NAGSASABE SAKEN N PASAWAY AKO. AKO MRON DIN AkO HINAHAWAKAN N MGA KAGUILD KO AT UNG MGA POTANG PASAWAY NA UN EH PINAPAPASOK KO LNG DIN DAJHIL AKO EH ISA SA MGA PARTY LEADER AT CO GM SA GUILD/DIVISION N2 I'm not saying na pasaway ka, or should i say nasabi ko na nga dahil nakikita lang kita lumabas ng portal that's all.. and by the way diba u made a confession noon kay pepperghost when they were still here na, inaamin mo na minsan d ka tlga makapagpigil na lumabas at sumilip? yan yung nakunan tyo ng agit kasi nagagalit sila maraming lumalabas and umamin ka na ikaw ung isa sa sumisilip, BTW inopen ko lng to clear this thing up.wala nga nagsasabi but ikaw rin mismo sa sarili mo ang umamin right?d ka nga nila pansin na lumalabas noon but ikaw narin ang umamin kay pepperghost and sir sigfreid diba? -------------------- • Never Trust A Smiling Cat •

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w!tchcraft21 : omg
PhoenixReborn : bkt
w!tchcraft21 : c jill ako
w!tchcraft21 : >.<
PhoenixReborn : sabe mo teray kla
w!tchcraft21 : uu
PhoenixReborn : kanina?
w!tchcraft21 : pero sa knaila c
jill ako
w!tchcraft21 : wahahaha
PhoenixReborn : hehe
w!tchcraft21 : anu napagmitingan
w!tchcraft21 : anu mga dahilan
PhoenixReborn : hmm
PhoenixReborn : ayun mga naging
faults ni lyle
w!tchcraft21 : faults?
PhoenixReborn : saka kung magexpand
ung guild naten
w!tchcraft21 : anu anung faults
PhoenixReborn : yeah ung kay angel,
tintin and probably the spy issue
w!tchcraft21 : angel?
PhoenixReborn : yup
w!tchcraft21 : cno nagsabi?
PhoenixReborn : hnd nmn tinackle
lahat about angel
w!tchcraft21 : ng angel?
w!tchcraft21 : cno nag open ng kay
angel
PhoenixReborn : hmm
w!tchcraft21 : ?
PhoenixReborn : parang ako
PhoenixReborn : lol
w!tchcraft21 : omg
PhoenixReborn : pero di ko cnabe
w!tchcraft21 : ikaw na d mo cnabe?
PhoenixReborn : kung ano tlga
naging problem bet the two of them
w!tchcraft21 : nah
w!tchcraft21 : nakialam ka
w!tchcraft21 : hirap yan bro
PhoenixReborn : wah
w!tchcraft21 : y did u
PhoenixReborn : gan2 kc un tol
PhoenixReborn : cno pla kausap ko?
PhoenixReborn : teray?
w!tchcraft21 : y?
PhoenixReborn : ok
w!tchcraft21 : explain
PhoenixReborn : wapak dame pm
w!tchcraft21 : go
PhoenixReborn : ok
PhoenixReborn : sa meeting kc andun
cla jayj
w!tchcraft21 : i want details
PhoenixReborn : and lley
PhoenixReborn : tpos sumama pa cla
fatal
w!tchcraft21 : jayj said
smoething?
PhoenixReborn : nah
PhoenixReborn : dami nila
speculations
PhoenixReborn : why john eric left
w!tchcraft21 : do u have
savehchats?
PhoenixReborn : and Lyle is so
quite
PhoenixReborn : quiet
PhoenixReborn : naku
PhoenixReborn : parang wla
PhoenixReborn : teka do u really
need to know?
PhoenixReborn : naguguluhan ako
w!tchcraft21 : yup
PhoenixReborn : but anyway
w!tchcraft21 : lam ko meron part
dun tungkol sa akin
PhoenixReborn : at that time i
thought it was the only reason
PhoenixReborn : tungkol sau?
w!tchcraft21 : cge
w!tchcraft21 : ganito
w!tchcraft21 : tell all baout the
meeting
PhoenixReborn : ala nmn kc sabe ni
Jill busy k lng daw tlga iRL
PhoenixReborn : ah
PhoenixReborn : sabe pla ni vince
w!tchcraft21 : i am trying
w!tchcraft21 : kc i have to move on
na
PhoenixReborn : sabe ni vince
w!tchcraft21 : find stable job
w!tchcraft21 : anu sabi ni vince
PhoenixReborn : gan2 according to
taichi daw
PhoenixReborn : sasama k daw sa CD
w!tchcraft21 : maybe
PhoenixReborn : it makes sense
w!tchcraft21 : d ko nagustuhan
attack
PhoenixReborn : cos of what jenny
aco told me
w!tchcraft21 : with cd
PhoenixReborn : di ako naniniwala
its about the attack
PhoenixReborn : babaw nun pre
PhoenixReborn : ala c Lyle that
time ala ikaw ala c vince
w!tchcraft21 : yup i know
PhoenixReborn : ala c taichi
w!tchcraft21 : lyle is ragnaros
PhoenixReborn : c lley ang
nagcocommand
w!tchcraft21 : nah
w!tchcraft21 : im there
w!tchcraft21 : watching
w!tchcraft21 : eto question
w!tchcraft21 : bat kasama GL?
PhoenixReborn : how can u expect us
to do battle w/ them and break
their emp
w!tchcraft21 : lley comand GL?
PhoenixReborn : LLey said GL back
out
PhoenixReborn : duwag daw ang GL
w!tchcraft21 : ok getur point
w!tchcraft21 : now
w!tchcraft21 : on jenny aco thing
PhoenixReborn : besides paps, nsa
gates lng kme
PhoenixReborn : i saw only 1 party
of GL
PhoenixReborn : and even if we
attack CD
PhoenixReborn : i dont see anything
wrong w/ that
PhoenixReborn : about jen aco
w!tchcraft21 : go
PhoenixReborn : she said, ur mad at
Lyle because of what she did to
angel
w!tchcraft21 : then
PhoenixReborn : and u guys
PhoenixReborn : are planning
something
PhoenixReborn : u together w/
taichi

w!tchcraft21 : bat kasama GL?
PhoenixReborn : how can u expect us
to do battle w/ them and break
their emp
w!tchcraft21 : lley comand GL?
PhoenixReborn : LLey said GL back
out
PhoenixReborn : duwag daw ang GL
w!tchcraft21 : ok getur point
w!tchcraft21 : now
w!tchcraft21 : on jenny aco thing
PhoenixReborn : besides paps, nsa
gates lng kme
PhoenixReborn : i saw only 1 party
of GL
PhoenixReborn : and even if we
attack CD
PhoenixReborn : i dont see anything
wrong w/ that
PhoenixReborn : about jen aco
w!tchcraft21 : go
PhoenixReborn : she said, ur mad at
Lyle because of what she did to
angel
w!tchcraft21 : then
PhoenixReborn : and u guys
PhoenixReborn : are planning
something
PhoenixReborn : u together w/
taichi
PhoenixReborn : lam mo matagal n
cnabe saken ni jen yan
PhoenixReborn : pero i remained
silent
PhoenixReborn : because i promised
her
w!tchcraft21 : but u broke ur
promised
PhoenixReborn : yeah
PhoenixReborn : because u said ur
leaving
PhoenixReborn : and i dont want
that to happen
w!tchcraft21 : lam mo kung cno
ngaun kawawa
PhoenixReborn : cno
w!tchcraft21 : c angel
PhoenixReborn : bkt
w!tchcraft21 : cia ngaun ang rant
ni lyle
PhoenixReborn : common
PhoenixReborn : ano b gs2 nyo
PhoenixReborn : bumagsak ang insu
PhoenixReborn : because u wanna get
back at lyle
w!tchcraft21 : nasan ba ang T
PhoenixReborn : y ur asking me
w!tchcraft21 : d ba nasa J
PhoenixReborn : ikaw ang umalis
w!tchcraft21 : all my siegeing men
ay na na J
PhoenixReborn : its ur damn
responsibilty
PhoenixReborn : and u leave them
PhoenixReborn : ano gs2 mo mangyare
atleast nga kunopkop cla
w!tchcraft21 : eh totoo naman kc
w!tchcraft21 : na
w!tchcraft21 : mag hahanap me ng
trabaho
PhoenixReborn : un nga
PhoenixReborn : so wat aare u
ranting about T div
w!tchcraft21 : eh nananhimk ng ung
tao
PhoenixReborn : who?
w!tchcraft21 : angel
PhoenixReborn : Angel?
PhoenixReborn : swt
PhoenixReborn : ano b topic
PhoenixReborn : div mo o angel
w!tchcraft21 : eh sa gnawa mo bout
saying it
w!tchcraft21 : to all
PhoenixReborn : ok
PhoenixReborn : nanahimik
w!tchcraft21 : omg
PhoenixReborn : kung hnd kau gumawa
ng hakbang
PhoenixReborn : kesyo leave guild
kau
PhoenixReborn : kau ni taichi
w!tchcraft21 : not my idea
w!tchcraft21 : its taichi
PhoenixReborn : whatever paps
PhoenixReborn : hnd n sana
madadamay c Angel
w!tchcraft21 : i said to him
w!tchcraft21 : bago mo gawin na mag
leave ng insu
w!tchcraft21 : wag mo hahatakin c
angel jan
PhoenixReborn : dont blame me for
what i did kc im only interested in
saving
w!tchcraft21 : kaya nga insu pa rin
me
PhoenixReborn : what remains of
insu
w!tchcraft21 : c angel pumipigil sa
kin
w!tchcraft21 : coz ayaw na niya
madamay
w!tchcraft21 : eh anu ngaun
PhoenixReborn : wat do u mean?
PhoenixReborn : paps
w!tchcraft21 : dahil lam niya pag
nag liv kami
w!tchcraft21 : cia pagbubuntunan ni
lyle
w!tchcraft21 : and yes it happen
now
PhoenixReborn : dats y u chose to
play safe
PhoenixReborn : giving us a reason
about ral life matters
w!tchcraft21 : hirap kc
PhoenixReborn : real*
PhoenixReborn : paps lam nyo
w!tchcraft21 : real life its true
PhoenixReborn : kme nilapitan nyo
kme to join u guys
w!tchcraft21 : if u check up my
application with SOMa
w!tchcraft21 : now
w!tchcraft21 : new in this field
w!tchcraft21 : d ko mapapangako
w!tchcraft21 : na mahahawkan ko pa
guild
PhoenixReborn : Cge paps sabe mo
yan e
w!tchcraft21 : kaya nga indefinite
leave
w!tchcraft21 : potek
w!tchcraft21 : cnabayan lang ni
taichi
w!tchcraft21 : its his own agenda
w!tchcraft21 : d ko nga alm na
w!tchcraft21 : nakipag meeting cia
IRL wid Cd
PhoenixReborn : yes un pa isa
PhoenixReborn : kc gs2 nya makipag
ayos sa CD
PhoenixReborn : ewan ko paps
w!tchcraft21 : pm mo nga c jenny
aco
PhoenixReborn : pero dpat maawa kau
sa guild naten
w!tchcraft21 : papuntahin mo dito
PhoenixReborn : hnd sa ibang guild
w!tchcraft21 : naawa ka ba kay
angel
PhoenixReborn : angel n nmn
PhoenixReborn : first of all
w!tchcraft21 : papuntahin mo dito
w!tchcraft21 : c ejjny
w!tchcraft21 : bot ba un?
PhoenixReborn : ala ako idea sa mga
nangyare sa knila kundi sabe sabe
lng
PhoenixReborn : bot un
PhoenixReborn : paps are u also
aware
w!tchcraft21 : pero u brought out
topic
PhoenixReborn : na pinagtaksilan ni
angel c Lyle
PhoenixReborn : the point is
PhoenixReborn : its a personal
matter
PhoenixReborn : and those are the
probable reasons
PhoenixReborn : y taichi and you
left
PhoenixReborn : maybe not u vecause
sabe mo nga sa RL matters ung sau
w!tchcraft21 : lyle says
pinagtaksilan ni angel siya?
PhoenixReborn : yup
w!tchcraft21 : cno na involve?
PhoenixReborn : Hunter ata
w!tchcraft21 : name?
PhoenixReborn : di ko lam kung san
guild
PhoenixReborn : i dunno
w!tchcraft21 : Hakkai?
PhoenixReborn : alam ni shaela un
PhoenixReborn : hnd
PhoenixReborn : paps
PhoenixReborn : personal matter un
w!tchcraft21 : kaya gumaganti cia
ngaun?
PhoenixReborn : hnd
PhoenixReborn : kaya si winsome
pinakakasalan nya
PhoenixReborn : sya mahal ni lyle
PhoenixReborn : i know Lyle is no
saint
PhoenixReborn : he has faults
PhoenixReborn : he owes angel an
apology
PhoenixReborn : because of what he
did
w!tchcraft21 : cnabi ba niya
PhoenixReborn : pero
PhoenixReborn : hnd dpat tyo
makisali dun
w!tchcraft21 : lahat ng gnawa niya
kay angel?
PhoenixReborn : lalo na madadamay
ang buong guild
PhoenixReborn : alam ko lng
w!tchcraft21 : anu lang alam mo
PhoenixReborn : he admitted na
madame sya nagawa kaslanan kay
angel
PhoenixReborn : about sa pera
PhoenixReborn : sa promise na kasal
iRL
PhoenixReborn : sa blackmail?
PhoenixReborn : something like
that
PhoenixReborn : 40k php?
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w!tchcraft21 : and yes it happen
now
PhoenixReborn : dats y u chose to
play safe
PhoenixReborn : giving us a reason
about ral life matters
w!tchcraft21 : hirap kc
PhoenixReborn : real*
PhoenixReborn : paps lam nyo
w!tchcraft21 : real life its true
PhoenixReborn : kme nilapitan nyo
kme to join u guys
w!tchcraft21 : if u check up my
application with SOMa
w!tchcraft21 : now
w!tchcraft21 : new in this field
w!tchcraft21 : d ko mapapangako
w!tchcraft21 : na mahahawkan ko pa
guild
PhoenixReborn : Cge paps sabe mo
yan e
w!tchcraft21 : kaya nga indefinite
leave
w!tchcraft21 : potek
w!tchcraft21 : cnabayan lang ni
taichi
w!tchcraft21 : its his own agenda
w!tchcraft21 : d ko nga alm na
w!tchcraft21 : nakipag meeting cia
IRL wid Cd
PhoenixReborn : yes un pa isa
PhoenixReborn : kc gs2 nya makipag
ayos sa CD
PhoenixReborn : ewan ko paps
w!tchcraft21 : pm mo nga c jenny
aco
PhoenixReborn : pero dpat maawa kau
sa guild naten
w!tchcraft21 : papuntahin mo dito
PhoenixReborn : hnd sa ibang guild
w!tchcraft21 : naawa ka ba kay
angel
PhoenixReborn : angel n nmn
PhoenixReborn : first of all
w!tchcraft21 : papuntahin mo dito
w!tchcraft21 : c ejjny
w!tchcraft21 : bot ba un?
PhoenixReborn : ala ako idea sa mga
nangyare sa knila kundi sabe sabe
lng
PhoenixReborn : bot un
PhoenixReborn : paps are u also
aware
w!tchcraft21 : pero u brought out
topic
PhoenixReborn : na pinagtaksilan ni
angel c Lyle
PhoenixReborn : the point is
PhoenixReborn : its a personal
matter
PhoenixReborn : and those are the
probable reasons
PhoenixReborn : y taichi and you
left
PhoenixReborn : maybe not u vecause
sabe mo nga sa RL matters ung sau
w!tchcraft21 : lyle says
pinagtaksilan ni angel siya?
PhoenixReborn : yup
w!tchcraft21 : cno na involve?
PhoenixReborn : Hunter ata
w!tchcraft21 : name?
PhoenixReborn : di ko lam kung san
guild
PhoenixReborn : i dunno
w!tchcraft21 : Hakkai?
PhoenixReborn : alam ni shaela un
PhoenixReborn : hnd
PhoenixReborn : paps
PhoenixReborn : personal matter un
w!tchcraft21 : kaya gumaganti cia
ngaun?
PhoenixReborn : hnd
PhoenixReborn : kaya si winsome
pinakakasalan nya
PhoenixReborn : sya mahal ni lyle
PhoenixReborn : i know Lyle is no
saint
PhoenixReborn : he has faults
PhoenixReborn : he owes angel an
apology
PhoenixReborn : because of what he
did
w!tchcraft21 : cnabi ba niya
PhoenixReborn : pero
PhoenixReborn : hnd dpat tyo
makisali dun
w!tchcraft21 : lahat ng gnawa niya
kay angel?
PhoenixReborn : lalo na madadamay
ang buong guild
PhoenixReborn : alam ko lng
w!tchcraft21 : anu lang alam mo
PhoenixReborn : he admitted na
madame sya nagawa kaslanan kay
angel
PhoenixReborn : about sa pera
PhoenixReborn : sa promise na kasal
iRL
PhoenixReborn : sa blackmail?
PhoenixReborn : something like
that
PhoenixReborn : 40k php?
PhoenixReborn : cell phone?
w!tchcraft21 : admited nya lahat
un?
PhoenixReborn : i didnt discuss
that about lyle
PhoenixReborn : cos i dont care,
its a personal matter
PhoenixReborn : i was just
informed
w!tchcraft21 : ni jenny?
PhoenixReborn : yes
w!tchcraft21 : pls
w!tchcraft21 : ayaw ko idamay insu
PhoenixReborn : kaya inaayos ung
gulo
PhoenixReborn : DVO div left
PhoenixReborn : dami nangyare
PhoenixReborn : and if we dont do
something about it
PhoenixReborn : ano na mangyayare
saten
PhoenixReborn : paps
PhoenixReborn : dc na ako
PhoenixReborn : balik ako mamaya
w!tchcraft21 : dc n rin ako
PhoenixReborn : usap n lng ulit tyo
nxt time
PhoenixReborn : cge
w!tchcraft21 : tol
PhoenixReborn : yo?
w!tchcraft21 : i dont want n
makarating kay lyle eto
PhoenixReborn : np
PhoenixReborn : ala ako sasabihin
PhoenixReborn : cge paps
w!tchcraft21 : eto lang masasabi
ko
PhoenixReborn : ano un
w!tchcraft21 : ang gusto ko lang
is
w!tchcraft21 : mawala sa system ni
angel c lyle
w!tchcraft21 : un lang ang ma he
help ko kay angel
PhoenixReborn : she has to she has
to move on
w!tchcraft21 : lam nyo naman cguro
w!tchcraft21 : ang isang tao pag
mag isa lang
w!tchcraft21 : walang masabihan ng
prob
w!tchcraft21 : walang mag guide
w!tchcraft21 : nandun na kame
PhoenixReborn : ye
w!tchcraft21 : sa part of healing
w!tchcraft21 : pero
w!tchcraft21 : pag mejo move on na
w!tchcraft21 : bgla mag te txt c
lyle
w!tchcraft21 : and if he doe not
get it
w!tchcraft21 : super emoticin
w!tchcraft21 : na yan
w!tchcraft21 : m there
PhoenixReborn : bka dati n yan
paps
w!tchcraft21 : no
PhoenixReborn : ready n sya mag
move on magpapakasal n ung tao
w!tchcraft21 : yeah i wish
PhoenixReborn : i will talk to him
w!tchcraft21 : no
PhoenixReborn : to leave angel
alone
w!tchcraft21 : no
PhoenixReborn : alis n ako paps
PhoenixReborn : ok i wont
PhoenixReborn : brb
w!tchcraft21 : ako makikipag uisap
PhoenixReborn : alis n ako
w!tchcraft21 : kay lyle
PhoenixReborn : cge
PhoenixReborn : cge
w!tchcraft21 : if ready na ako
w!tchcraft21 : and ryt time na
PhoenixReborn : cge
PhoenixReborn : usap p tyo ha sa
susunod
w!tchcraft21 : alam ko hinahanap
niya nagsasabi kay angel
PhoenixReborn : ng?
w!tchcraft21 : info
PhoenixReborn : common
PhoenixReborn : mron sya spy
PhoenixReborn : hnd ba
PhoenixReborn : ung elven
w!tchcraft21 : elven
w!tchcraft21 : d bot?
PhoenixReborn : i dunno
w!tchcraft21 : d2 ka sa guild ko
PhoenixReborn : nag spy c angel as
elven
w!tchcraft21 : makikita mo bot yan
PhoenixReborn : hnd mo b un alam
w!tchcraft21 : hinde
PhoenixReborn : jen told me
PhoenixReborn : in fact
PhoenixReborn : lyle knows already
w!tchcraft21 : cno nagsabi
PhoenixReborn : im not sure how he
got to know that
w!tchcraft21 : eh anu sabi mo bout
that issue
PhoenixReborn : ala
PhoenixReborn : lol
w!tchcraft21 : cge fafa
PhoenixReborn : kc minsan
w!tchcraft21 : matutulog ka na
yata
w!tchcraft21 : anung insan
w!tchcraft21 : anung minsan
PhoenixReborn : nung nkaupo c elven
d2
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Gm[vince] Posted


I thought after the birth of 3 more Guild extensions everything
will be alright . Even after this siege I knew things would be alright.
But unfortunately I was wrong..

As of today Sept 17 ,2005 my CO-Guildmaster PhoenixReborn my friend who
is like a brother to me left Insurrection..

I really feel so depressed right now.. As for the reasons why he
left I really dont know. I wasnt given a chance to speak to him.

Im lost right now..

Finally Ive lost the will to fight... Im sorry..

Weightless Posted: Sep 17 2005, 11:24 AM
QUOTE (Vince @ Sep 17 2005, 11:22 AM)
I thought after the birth of 3 more Guild extensions everything
will be alright . Even after this siege I knew things would be alright.
But unfortunately I was wrong..

As of today Sept 17 ,2005 my CO-Guildmaster PhoenixReborn my friend who
is like a brother to me left Insurrection..

I really feel so depressed right now.. As for the reasons why he
left I really dont know. I wasnt given a chance to speak to him.

Im lost right now..

Finally Ive lost the will to fight... Im sorry..


dont made decisions agad. apoc un, kahit na nandto pa ung ibang insu
noon, nakuha tlga nila agit satin, wala pa nmn sure reasons kung bat xa
umalis so wag muna padalos dalos


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• Never Trust A Smiling Cat •

Weightless Posted: Sep 17 2005, 11:34 AM
The attendance was poor.

1. NBI made a 3-day inspection all throughout manila sa mga walang
license ng WINDOWS and PRIVATE SERVERS.

2. Closed karamihan sa shop due to reformatting

3. Maraming shops ang naraid at naagawan ng PCs.

So don't feel bad. WE STILL WON!

Arcite Posted: Sep 17 2005, 11:36 AM
dinaan lang naman ng apoc as usual sa dami e.but still,im happy kc
partida na nila un konti tau d b?

kakalungkot nga lang baka may aalis na naman.


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MOD°Selphie Posted: Sep 17 2005, 11:42 AM
KUNG AYAW NIYO NANG MAG INSU AT LAHAT NA KAYO NAGSISI-ALISAN WHAT'S
THE MEANING PA NA I SACRIFICE MY TIME PARA LANG MAKASAMA KAYO KAHIT NA
NEED KONG MAG LIE LOW? IKINAKAHIYA NIYO NANG MAGING INSU? NAHIHINAAN NA
KAYO? THEN GET THE HELL OUT OF THE GUILD!

SA MGA NAKAKABASA NITO, KUNG AYAW NIYO NA MAG INSU, JUST TELL ME PARA
ALAM KO AT NANG MAPAGTUTUKAN KO NA NG PANAHON KO ANG MGA BAGAY NA DAPAT
KO NANG INAAYOS IRL. KAYA HINDI KO KAYO MAIWAN NG BASTA BASTA KASI
EWAN. KUNG AYAW NIYO NA DO IT! BREAK YOUR GUILDS.

BAHALA NA KAYO! OUT NA MUNA AKO SA PROBLEMA DITO!
QUOTE (Weightless @ Sep 17 2005, 01:09 PM)
KUNG AYAW NIYO NANG MAG INSU AT LAHAT NA KAYO NAGSISI-ALISAN WHAT'S THE
MEANING PA NA I SACRIFICE MY TIME PARA LANG MAKASAMA KAYO KAHIT NA NEED
KONG MAG LIE LOW? IKINAKAHIYA NIYO NANG MAGING INSU? NAHIHINAAN NA
KAYO? THEN GET THE HELL OUT OF THE GUILD!

SA MGA NAKAKABASA NITO, KUNG AYAW NIYO NA MAG INSU, JUST TELL ME PARA
ALAM KO AT NANG MAPAGTUTUKAN KO NA NG PANAHON KO ANG MGA BAGAY NA DAPAT
KO NANG INAAYOS IRL. KAYA HINDI KO KAYO MAIWAN NG BASTA BASTA KASI
EWAN. KUNG AYAW NIYO NA DO IT! BREAK YOUR GUILDS.

BAHALA NA KAYO! OUT NA MUNA AKO SA PROBLEMA DITO!


masakit din na madinig nga na ikinakahiya ng ibang members natin ang
Insu..

As Miss Selphie said kanina..it takes time to gain that former glory
Insu once had.d ganun un kadali.aaminin ko nung una,medy natakot ako para
sa guild since kasisimula ko lang d2 sa pamilyang 2 e mawawatak-watak
agad.Feel ko homeless na naman ako,nagsosolo na naman exploring places
sa Midgard.But when i came to Insu,feeling ko may duty nako,to help this
family to protect our house.Nung umalis mga CD d2,my duty changed:that
is,to regain nga the former glory of Insu.Kakalungkot na lang isipin na
d lahat satin ganun objective.

well, my point is:tulungan natin ang Insu in every way possible.If
ikinakahiya mo pagiging Insu,lumabas din totoong kulay mo:kapit ka lang sa
matatag.Dapat sau umalis na d2 at wag mo na hintayin pang ikaw paalisin
d2.Many sacrificed for the sake of the guild and yet para kaung walang
isip na magsasabi na ikinakahiya nyo guild nyo.Think of the guild as ur
family na din.

(Sorry for the outburst po,d mapigilan e)


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Sleep Mode... /e10

[GM]Vince Posted: Sep 17 2005, 02:34 PM