Jay Chou - All The Way North
一 Yi 路 lu 向 xiang 北 bei
後 hou 視 shi 鏡 jing 裡 li 的 de 世 shi 界 jie
越 yue 來 lai 越 yue 遠 yuan 的 de 道 dao 別 bie
妳 ni 轉 zhuan 身 shen 向 xiang 背 bei
側 ce 臉 lian 還 hai 是 shi 很 hen 美 mei
我 wo 用 yong 眼 yan 光 guang 去 qu 追 zhui
竟 jing 聽 ting 見 jian 妳 ni 的 de 淚 lei
在 zai 車 che 窗 chuang 外 wai 面 mian 徘 pai 徊 huai
是 shi 我 wo 錯 cuo 失 shi 的 de 機 ji 會 hui
妳 ni 站 zhan 的 de 方 fang 位 wei
跟 gen 我 wo 中 zhong 間 jian 隔 ge 著 zhe 淚 lei
街 jie 景 jing 一 yi 直 zhi 在 zai 後 hou 退 tui
妳 ni 的 de 崩 beng 潰 kui 在 zai 窗 chuang 外 wai 零 ling 碎 sui
我 wo 一 yi 路 lu 向 xiang 北 bei
離 li 開 kai 有 you 妳 ni 的 de 季 ji 節 jie
妳 ni 說 shuo 妳 ni 好 hao 累 lei
已 yi 無 wu 法 fa 再 zai 愛 ai 上 shang 誰 shui
風 feng 在 zai 山 shan 路 lu 吹 chui
過 guo 往 wang 的 de 畫 hua 面 mian 全 quan 都 dou 是 shi 我 wo 不 bu 對 dui
細 xi 數 shu 慚 can 愧 kui
我 wo 傷 shang 妳 ni 幾 ji 回 hui
後 hou 視 shi 鏡 jing 裡 li 的 de 世 shi 界 jie
越 yue 來 lai 越 yue 遠 yuan 的 de 道 dao 別 bie
妳 ni 轉 zhuan 身 shen 向 xiang 背 bei
側 ce 臉 lian 還 hai 是 shi 很 hen 美 mei
我 wo 用 yong 眼 yan 光 guang 去 qu 追 zhui
竟 jing 聽 ting 見 jian 妳 ni 的 de 淚 lei
在 zai 車 che 窗 chuang 外 wai 面 mian 徘 pai 徊 huai
是 shi 我 wo 錯 cuo 失 shi 的 de 機 ji
會 hui 妳 ni 站 zhan 的 de 方 fang 位 wei
跟 gen 我 wo 中 zhong 間 jian 隔 ge 著 zhe 淚 lei
街 jie 景 jing 一 yi 直 zhi 在 zai 後 hou 退 tui
妳 ni 的 de 崩 beng 潰 kui 在 zai 窗 chuang 外 wai 零 ling 碎 sui
我 wo 一 yi 路 lu 向 xiang 北 bei
離 li 開 kai 有 you 妳 ni 的 de 季 ji 節 jie
妳 ni 說 shuo 妳 ni 好 hao 累 lei
已 yi 無 wu 法 fa 再 zai 愛 ai 上 shang 誰 shui
風 feng 在 zai 山 shan 路 lu 吹 chui
過 guo 往 wang 的 de 畫 hua 面 mian 全 quan 都 dou 是 shi 我 wo 不 bu 對 dui
細 xi 數 shu 慚 can 愧 kui
我 wo 傷 shang 妳 ni 幾 ji 回 hui
我 wo 一 yi 路 lu 向 xiang 北 bei
離 li 開 kai 有 you 妳 ni 的 de 季 ji 節 jie
方 fang 向 xiang 盤 pan 周 zhou 圍 wei
迴 hui 轉 zhuan 著 zhe 我 wo 的 de 後 hou 悔 hui
我 wo 加 jia 速 su 超 chao 越 yue
卻 que 甩 shuai 不 bu 掉 diao 緊 jin 緊 jin 跟 gen 隨 sui 的 de 傷 shang 悲 bei
細 xi 數 shu 慚 can 愧 kui
我 wo 傷 shang 妳 ni 幾 ji 回 hui
停 ting 止 zhi 狼 lang 狽 bei
就 jiu 讓 rang 錯 cuo 純 chun 粹 cui
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All The Way North (English Translation)
Composer: Jay Chou (周杰倫) (周杰伦)
Lyricist: Vincent Fang (方文山) (方文山)
Notes: Ending song to the movie Initial D
The world in the rear view mirror
Says goodbye further and further away
You turn around towards your back
The side of your face is still very beautiful
I use my vision to chase
I unexpectedly hear your tears
Lingering outside the car window
Is the chance I missed
You are standing in position
Tears across the middle of you and me
The view of the street has been recoiling all along
The bits and pieces of your collapse are outside the window
I go all the way north
Leaving the season that has you
You say you are very tired
You already have no way to fall in love with anyone else
The wind blows on the mountain road
The frames in the past are all my wrongs
Counting the shame
How many times I hurt you
The world in the rear view mirror
Says goodbye further and further away
You turn around towards your back
The side of your face is still very beautiful
I use my vision to chase
I unexpectedly hear your tears
Lingering outside the car window
Is the chance I missed
You are standing in position
Tears across the middle of you and me
The view of the street has been recoiling all along
The bits and pieces of your collapse are outside the window
I go all the way north
Leaving the season that has you
You say you are very tired
You already have no way to fall in love with anyone else
The wind blows on the mountain road
The frames in the past are all my wrongs
Counting the shame
How many times I hurt you
I go all the way north
Leaving the season that has you
The steering wheel encompasses
Rotating around my regrets
I speed up to exceed it
Yet I can't lose the grief following closely
Counting the shame
How many times I hurt you
Stop the heartlessness
Just let wrong be pure
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Reasons Why...
1.) Kyle & I "always" fight.
Because of what?
According to Kyle - I always get what I want. What I want is what I've always wanted to get/have, or else.
2.) Kyle on a call center?
Yea.. Yea.. I don't want him to be on a call center. I don't even plan to marry an employee from a call center. Kyle said "Hindi ko yan kakaririn." - Oh God! Hindi ha! We'll see about that. Kyle goes wherever the money is - same as me.
3.) If Kyle's my husband and he's still on a call center.
Err.. "HONEY~ WHEN WILL I EVER GET TO SLEEP WITH YOU?!" What the hell! HALLER!! Nyork! Nyork! (MADALING ARAW TRABAHO NG ASAWA MO!! FUCK YOU!) Asaaaa pa akoooo~! *** Kyle = The disciple of Mr. TJ and Ms. April - call center parents who tries to earn a living for their child. (Can't blame them, oh well).
4.) Kyle's going to have a savings? For our future daw?
Wah! Something new huh? We'll see about that too. Car! Car! Car! Utang sa mga pinapagawa sa kotse nya! and.. he told me that he was also shedding out some money to their house expense? Hmm...
5.) Kyle loves me? Kyle needs me?
Okay. Am I worth for you Kyle? According to Kyle, I'm not supportive to him with whatever he do, decide and stuff especially the call center job - which is true! So, I'll ask again? Why in the Earth would I still be worth for you if I'm not supporting you with anything? Duh!
Lastly..
6.) There's only one reason why it's hard to leave Kyle even if I like to move on already.
It's because of his "LOYALTY". I don't care about his love for me anymore. (What do I care? Hindi ko naman sya makakatabi sa pagtulog pag ikakasal na kami eh!) Call center is his job, mine is to forget about him "physically". He never understands the work of a call center anyway. As if, you can text while you're inside the call center job. *TooT* *TooT* - there goes your cellphone while you're on a call. Weee~! Then the supervisor will start to tell you - Would you keep your cellphones off! Or put it in the locker! (Asaaaa ka na naman Kyle... There's no such thing as they will let you go into that work with a cellphone beside you while answering the calls! Even in Eastwood Libis and Makati call centers I've been to, they will confiscate all the cellphones before letting you enter the work station. They will provide you a number tag so you can leave it in the guard near the entrance of the work stations.) I've been there already.
Normal Office Hours - 8AM to 9AM
Ends at - 6PM to 7PM
Call center Hours - 8PM etc.
Ends at - 8AM to 9AM etc.
Are we still going to see each other pag nasa call center ka na? - Ang sarap umasa sa sinasabi mo saken na magkikita pa tayo at bibigyan mo ako ng time..pero..I think matutulog ka pa naman diba? Alangan hindi! Sa araw ang tulog mo habang nagtratrabaho ako - by that time, yung office na papasukan ko, bawal cellphone din (lalo na mag-text), so goodbye, wag ka nalang magtext - iinit lang ulo ko sobra sobra!
P.S.
*Kyle on Big Picture - He always sleeps in the morning when there's an event (Hindi na nga nya natatapos yung pagliligpit eh. Tulog na yan agad!) - Naku! Don't give me that promise na kaya mo ibigay saken time mo ha! Asa nalang ako dyan noh! Tutulugan mo rin ako sa katagalan. Parang sa Big Picture, I thought kaya mo na hindi matulog, at gawin lahat ng mga trabaho, hindi naman pala. Sabagay, ayaw mo naman sa Big Picture din kaya wala dun puso at effort mo. Buti pa dyan sa call center, andyan lahat ng effort mo naman eh.
*Boracay Vacation - I was dumped, he just spend the whole vacation sleeping. Nice one diba gurls? (That's his only rest daw eh kaya no choice nga naman.) - Well, no choice, ganun talaga! Sobrang pagod ang tao sa trabaho at laging late sila natatapos! What more call center!
*Kyle has lots of sickness (His urine has blood, kasi sa events daw late sila palagi natatapos.) - What about call center? Hindi ba late yan? Tutal hindi nga naman sya whole day like sa Big Picture. Papagamot ka ulit? Gamutin mo mag-isa mo ha! Mahal sobra bili ko ng gamot mo! Sabay aangal ka pa na may blood urine mo!
Because of what?
According to Kyle - I always get what I want. What I want is what I've always wanted to get/have, or else.
2.) Kyle on a call center?
Yea.. Yea.. I don't want him to be on a call center. I don't even plan to marry an employee from a call center. Kyle said "Hindi ko yan kakaririn." - Oh God! Hindi ha! We'll see about that. Kyle goes wherever the money is - same as me.
3.) If Kyle's my husband and he's still on a call center.
Err.. "HONEY~ WHEN WILL I EVER GET TO SLEEP WITH YOU?!" What the hell! HALLER!! Nyork! Nyork! (MADALING ARAW TRABAHO NG ASAWA MO!! FUCK YOU!) Asaaaa pa akoooo~! *** Kyle = The disciple of Mr. TJ and Ms. April - call center parents who tries to earn a living for their child. (Can't blame them, oh well).
4.) Kyle's going to have a savings? For our future daw?
Wah! Something new huh? We'll see about that too. Car! Car! Car! Utang sa mga pinapagawa sa kotse nya! and.. he told me that he was also shedding out some money to their house expense? Hmm...
5.) Kyle loves me? Kyle needs me?
Okay. Am I worth for you Kyle? According to Kyle, I'm not supportive to him with whatever he do, decide and stuff especially the call center job - which is true! So, I'll ask again? Why in the Earth would I still be worth for you if I'm not supporting you with anything? Duh!
Lastly..
6.) There's only one reason why it's hard to leave Kyle even if I like to move on already.
It's because of his "LOYALTY". I don't care about his love for me anymore. (What do I care? Hindi ko naman sya makakatabi sa pagtulog pag ikakasal na kami eh!) Call center is his job, mine is to forget about him "physically". He never understands the work of a call center anyway. As if, you can text while you're inside the call center job. *TooT* *TooT* - there goes your cellphone while you're on a call. Weee~! Then the supervisor will start to tell you - Would you keep your cellphones off! Or put it in the locker! (Asaaaa ka na naman Kyle... There's no such thing as they will let you go into that work with a cellphone beside you while answering the calls! Even in Eastwood Libis and Makati call centers I've been to, they will confiscate all the cellphones before letting you enter the work station. They will provide you a number tag so you can leave it in the guard near the entrance of the work stations.) I've been there already.
Normal Office Hours - 8AM to 9AM
Ends at - 6PM to 7PM
Call center Hours - 8PM etc.
Ends at - 8AM to 9AM etc.
Are we still going to see each other pag nasa call center ka na? - Ang sarap umasa sa sinasabi mo saken na magkikita pa tayo at bibigyan mo ako ng time..pero..I think matutulog ka pa naman diba? Alangan hindi! Sa araw ang tulog mo habang nagtratrabaho ako - by that time, yung office na papasukan ko, bawal cellphone din (lalo na mag-text), so goodbye, wag ka nalang magtext - iinit lang ulo ko sobra sobra!
P.S.
*Kyle on Big Picture - He always sleeps in the morning when there's an event (Hindi na nga nya natatapos yung pagliligpit eh. Tulog na yan agad!) - Naku! Don't give me that promise na kaya mo ibigay saken time mo ha! Asa nalang ako dyan noh! Tutulugan mo rin ako sa katagalan. Parang sa Big Picture, I thought kaya mo na hindi matulog, at gawin lahat ng mga trabaho, hindi naman pala. Sabagay, ayaw mo naman sa Big Picture din kaya wala dun puso at effort mo. Buti pa dyan sa call center, andyan lahat ng effort mo naman eh.
*Boracay Vacation - I was dumped, he just spend the whole vacation sleeping. Nice one diba gurls? (That's his only rest daw eh kaya no choice nga naman.) - Well, no choice, ganun talaga! Sobrang pagod ang tao sa trabaho at laging late sila natatapos! What more call center!
*Kyle has lots of sickness (His urine has blood, kasi sa events daw late sila palagi natatapos.) - What about call center? Hindi ba late yan? Tutal hindi nga naman sya whole day like sa Big Picture. Papagamot ka ulit? Gamutin mo mag-isa mo ha! Mahal sobra bili ko ng gamot mo! Sabay aangal ka pa na may blood urine mo!
Monday, July 02, 2007
Blog - Closed.
MY BLOG WILL BE TEMPORARILY CLOSED.
Reason: ""I will PROVE to Kyle that I don't depend to anyone. Sad to say, he won't believe in me either even if I closed my blog. He keeps on assuming that I'm telling you guys all my problems.""
***PEEPS, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN UNDERSTAND ME NOW. MY BLOG IS "ONLY" A JOURNAL!! AGAIN - MY BLOG IS "ONLY" A JOURNAL!!! IM NOT ASKING HELP OR TELLING YOU ANY PROBLEMS OK? ALL I'M SAYING IS THAT MY BLOG DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING (LIKE OPENING MY PROBLEMS TO ALL OF YOU), BUT FOR ME, MY BLOG MEANS ALOT TO ME ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU GUYS ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO BELIEVES ME THAT I'M NOT SHARING AND OPENING UP PROBLEMS WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS OR WITH THE ONES READING OR VISITING MY BLOG. HINDI NI KYLE ALAM NA NASISIRAAN NA AKO NG BAIT AT NASISIRA NA ANG PAGKATAO KO DAHIL SA LAGI KO NALANG TINATAGO ANG MGA PROBLEMA KO SA SARILI KO. YET HE NEVER UNDERSTANDS THAT. NAGSASABI PA RIN DAW AKO NG MGA PROBLEMA SA MGA KAIBIGAN KO OR WITH ANYONE IN WHICH I'M NOT. I'M SORRY. I HAVE TO TEMPORARILY CLOSE MY BLOG.***
There are more adjustments to come for me.
1.) "NO PC GAMES ANYMORE"
2.) "LAHAT DAW NG ATTENTION KAY KYLE LANG DAW"
3.) "EWAN KO NA"
.......
Reason: ""I will PROVE to Kyle that I don't depend to anyone. Sad to say, he won't believe in me either even if I closed my blog. He keeps on assuming that I'm telling you guys all my problems.""
***PEEPS, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN UNDERSTAND ME NOW. MY BLOG IS "ONLY" A JOURNAL!! AGAIN - MY BLOG IS "ONLY" A JOURNAL!!! IM NOT ASKING HELP OR TELLING YOU ANY PROBLEMS OK? ALL I'M SAYING IS THAT MY BLOG DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING (LIKE OPENING MY PROBLEMS TO ALL OF YOU), BUT FOR ME, MY BLOG MEANS ALOT TO ME ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU GUYS ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO BELIEVES ME THAT I'M NOT SHARING AND OPENING UP PROBLEMS WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS OR WITH THE ONES READING OR VISITING MY BLOG. HINDI NI KYLE ALAM NA NASISIRAAN NA AKO NG BAIT AT NASISIRA NA ANG PAGKATAO KO DAHIL SA LAGI KO NALANG TINATAGO ANG MGA PROBLEMA KO SA SARILI KO. YET HE NEVER UNDERSTANDS THAT. NAGSASABI PA RIN DAW AKO NG MGA PROBLEMA SA MGA KAIBIGAN KO OR WITH ANYONE IN WHICH I'M NOT. I'M SORRY. I HAVE TO TEMPORARILY CLOSE MY BLOG.***
There are more adjustments to come for me.
1.) "NO PC GAMES ANYMORE"
2.) "LAHAT DAW NG ATTENTION KAY KYLE LANG DAW"
3.) "EWAN KO NA"
.......
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Ratatouille vs. The Movie =^^=
RatatouilleServes 8 Prep Time: 40 minutes Total Time: 1 hour
Ingredients:
1/3 cup olive oil
2 medium onions, chopped
4 garlic cloves, minced
2 large eggplants (2 pounds), peeled in strips and cut into 3/4-inch cubes
4 to 5 medium zucchini (2 pounds), cut into 1-inch cubes
Coarse salt and ground pepper
3 yellow or red bell peppers, ribs and seeds removed, cut into 3/4-inch cubes
1 can (28 ounces) diced tomatoes
1 teaspoon dried thyme
½ cup chopped fresh basil
1/3 cup olive oil
2 medium onions, chopped
4 garlic cloves, minced
2 large eggplants (2 pounds), peeled in strips and cut into 3/4-inch cubes
4 to 5 medium zucchini (2 pounds), cut into 1-inch cubes
Coarse salt and ground pepper
3 yellow or red bell peppers, ribs and seeds removed, cut into 3/4-inch cubes
1 can (28 ounces) diced tomatoes
1 teaspoon dried thyme
½ cup chopped fresh basil
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Procedure:
In a Dutch oven (or other heavy 5-quart pot with a tight-fitting lid), heat oil over medium heat. Cook onions, stirring occasionally, until soft, about 5 minutes. Add garlic; cook until fragrant, about 1 minute. Stir in eggplant and zucchini; season generously with salt and pepper.
Add 3/4 cup water; cover, and simmer until vegetables are beginning to soften, stirring once, about 5 minutes. Stir in bell peppers; simmer, covered, until softened, 5 minutes.
In a Dutch oven (or other heavy 5-quart pot with a tight-fitting lid), heat oil over medium heat. Cook onions, stirring occasionally, until soft, about 5 minutes. Add garlic; cook until fragrant, about 1 minute. Stir in eggplant and zucchini; season generously with salt and pepper.
Add 3/4 cup water; cover, and simmer until vegetables are beginning to soften, stirring once, about 5 minutes. Stir in bell peppers; simmer, covered, until softened, 5 minutes.
Stir in tomatoes and thyme; bring to a boil. Reduce heat to medium-low. Partially cover; simmer, stirring often, until vegetables are tender, 15 to 20 minutes. Remove from heat. If serving immediately, stir in basil. (If freezing, leave out basil.)
Per serving: 179 calories; 9.6 grams fat; 4.2 grams protein; 23.1 grams carbohydrates; 7.1 grams fiber
Per serving: 179 calories; 9.6 grams fat; 4.2 grams protein; 23.1 grams carbohydrates; 7.1 grams fiber
Saturday, June 09, 2007
Song For The Day-9 ^^
Nina - Someday
Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't
I know
You dont really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well i've got news for you
I know i'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long
Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday
But now I know you can't tell
I'm down,and i'm not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry Sweet goodbye
Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday
Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't
I know
You dont really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well i've got news for you
I know i'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long
Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday
But now I know you can't tell
I'm down,and i'm not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry Sweet goodbye
Chorus
Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday
Monday, May 28, 2007
Ready Or Not
I don't want to waste my time writing some stupid things right now. I'm about to errupt like a volcano!
Things to do:
1.) I will help Kyle get a job.
2.) I will help Kyle get a job.
3.) I WILL HELP KYLE GET A JOB!
Lastly, when he gets a CallCenter job then I 'might' leave him. I don't really want to have a CallCenter Boyfriend!
I've once had a CallCenter (ex-boyfriend), all I can say, "BANGAG SYA PARATI". "ANTOK SYA PARATI". - Like Kyle in Big Picture.
His famous line: "I have to get home, I'm tired and I want to get some sleep".
My famous line: "What the fuck was that again?! ANTOK KA NA NAMAN?!" (Everyday).
Anyway, I don't want to stop Kyle's opportunity and likes. He likes to work on a CallCenter, so why shouldn't I support him? Maybe it's destined for him - to work in a CallCenter!
Some say, follow what you really want to do. So I want to give Kyle the chance to do what he wants, to be a Customer Service Relations.
I hate to say this, but I have to adjust again.
Or maybe I should find some time for me to ponder and do some internal journey for myself. I better should.
I don't even know what's happening with me lately.
Lots of things are already kept inside me and I'm trying to figure things out - that I can't seem to get out of it. HELP! HELP! HELP!
Nah! No one will listen to me and no one understands me. Then why should I cry for help? Silly! ;)
Things to do:
1.) I will help Kyle get a job.
2.) I will help Kyle get a job.
3.) I WILL HELP KYLE GET A JOB!
Lastly, when he gets a CallCenter job then I 'might' leave him. I don't really want to have a CallCenter Boyfriend!
I've once had a CallCenter (ex-boyfriend), all I can say, "BANGAG SYA PARATI". "ANTOK SYA PARATI". - Like Kyle in Big Picture.
His famous line: "I have to get home, I'm tired and I want to get some sleep".
My famous line: "What the fuck was that again?! ANTOK KA NA NAMAN?!" (Everyday).
Anyway, I don't want to stop Kyle's opportunity and likes. He likes to work on a CallCenter, so why shouldn't I support him? Maybe it's destined for him - to work in a CallCenter!
Some say, follow what you really want to do. So I want to give Kyle the chance to do what he wants, to be a Customer Service Relations.
I hate to say this, but I have to adjust again.
Or maybe I should find some time for me to ponder and do some internal journey for myself. I better should.
I don't even know what's happening with me lately.
Lots of things are already kept inside me and I'm trying to figure things out - that I can't seem to get out of it. HELP! HELP! HELP!
Nah! No one will listen to me and no one understands me. Then why should I cry for help? Silly! ;)
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Project: SWEET TOOTH
PROJECT: SWEET TOOTH (got the name from Twisted Metal)
Date Bought: May 18, 2007
I got my new "OLD" car. I'm still thinking if I will fix it.
Is it worth to fix/restore this car?
Here's some of the photos:
Date Bought: May 18, 2007
I got my new "OLD" car. I'm still thinking if I will fix it.
Is it worth to fix/restore this car?
Here's some of the photos:
Friday, May 04, 2007
For One More Day - By: Mitch Albom
"If you had the chance, just one chance, to go back and fix what you did wrong in life, would you take it? And if you did, would you be big enough to stand it?"
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Hard-2-Understand
*Can't write anything yet - words and hands are stopping me from sharing it here.*
Friday, April 27, 2007
Baguio ^^
April 27-29, 2007
BAGUIO MANIA with Kyle's family. *Can't upload pictures - memory card is broken.* :(
BAGUIO MANIA with Kyle's family. *Can't upload pictures - memory card is broken.* :(
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Transport Show
April 18-22, 2007 @ Transport Show - MegaTrade Hall.
These event was really great! Customed & enhanced cars, models, kiosks, and etc. I have provided the collaterals for ERS in exchange of asking them if I can give out my (real estate) invitations and fliers with theirs. Some people took pictures of me and some took pictures with me. Something new experienced. Kyle was right, heads up! ^^
These event was really great! Customed & enhanced cars, models, kiosks, and etc. I have provided the collaterals for ERS in exchange of asking them if I can give out my (real estate) invitations and fliers with theirs. Some people took pictures of me and some took pictures with me. Something new experienced. Kyle was right, heads up! ^^
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
100% Pure Rant Box
Rant! Rant! Rant!
Whine! Whine! Whine!
Sa lahat ng nakasama, nakilala at nakausap na si Kyle, they keep on telling me na isip-bata at hindi pa sya mature for me. Hindi daw talaga ako maiintindihan ni Kyle dahil sa isip nya. Ako pa daw ba binigyan nila ng lectures. Eh yun din naman pinoproblema ko ano! Hindi lang nila alam na yan ang tinatago kong problema!
Age! Age! Age!
OO! Age! sinasabi rin nila saken yung age ko raw! Mag-27 years old na ako this year 2007. Lahat daw ng pera ni Kyle na ginastos sa kotse nya ay pwede na samin para magpakasal at ilaan sa amin dalawa ang pera. Hindi ako nagiimbento ng kwento dito, may nagbigay din saken ng lecture na ito. Tapos sinabihan pa ako na hindi pa daw mature si Kyle at kawawa lang ako dahil hindi pa daw mature si Kyle for me. Tinanong ko sa nagsabi saken kung paano nya nasabi na hindi pa mature si Kyle for me kasi ako lagi nasasabihan ni Kyle na immature ako. Ang sagot na nakuha ko..yung tinanong daw nya kung kailan ni Kyle balak pag-settle down at magpakasal..ang sagot daw sa kanya pagdating daw nya ng 30 years old or above.
Kyle = 24 Years Old
Me = 27 Years Old
Ilan daw years gap namin. By the time na 30 years old si Kyle, 33 years old na daw ako. What more kung umextend pa daw. Kung sabihin daw namin na 35 years old na si Kyle tsaka nya balak magpakasal, nasa 38 years old na ako. Ang galing nilang lahat magbigay ng lectures noh? Sakto sa mga pinoproblema ko at iniisip. Baka matuyuan na ako (menopause na ako) tsaka lang kami magpapakasal. What if pagdating ko daw ng 30 years old bigla akong iniwan ni Kyle? Talo daw ako dahil babae daw ako! Ok ba mga explain nila?
P.S. Walang paki-alam si Kyle kung ilan years gap kami.
Insecure! Insecure! Insecure!
Oo nga pala, hindi ako maiintindihan daw talaga ni Kyle sa nararamdaman ko na insecurities. Dahil iba ang age daw namin, isip-bata pa daw si Kyle at walang balak pa daw yun pakasalan ako. Mag-2 years na kami, dapat daw may usapan na about marriage yun.
Changes! Changes! Changes!
Ang dami ko ng changes ginawa para kay Kyle. Hindi nga nya alam na kung ano yung mga changes na yun. Pati nga sa hilig nya sa kotse, pinipigil ko na ang sarili ko na isipin na may kahati ako kay Kyle.
Kyle's Fight: CAR vs. ME
Winner: CAR
Loser: ME
Oh well, kotse lang katapat ni Kyle. Gusto nya KOTSE! KOTSE! KOTSE! Wala ng iba kundi KOTSE nalang ng KOTSE! Gusto nyo ba ng boyfriend na puros KOTSE nalang ang hilig?!?! Nagtitiis na nga lang ako kahit lagi puros KOTSE nalang ang paguusapan. Kung gusto mo sya pasayahin, KOTSE lang ikwento mo, sasaya na yan! Kung may sakit yun, ikwento mo rin KOTSE, gagaling yan agad! Instant! KOTSE LANG GAMOT NYAN!!
Marami na nagsasabi saken na sila na rin nakakahalata na KOTSE lang talaga ang hilig, gusto at iniisip ni Kyle kaysa saken. Aminado na ako dun. Well, baka naman obsess or naiingit lang ako?! HINDI DAW EH! Sila na nagsabi nyan. Yung iba naman sinasabi saken na NAIINGIT KA LANG DAHIL ALAM MO LAHAT NG ORAS NYA AT ISIP NYA NASA KOTSE HINDI SAYO.
Astig pa ba ang mga lectures nila?
Parehas kami ng mga naiisip at nasa utak, o diba?!
Astig!
Hindi ni Kyle alam na halos nawawala na yung feelings ko sa kanya paminsan. Paminsan naiisip ko at nararamdaman ko na kaya ko ng mawala sya. Paminsan naman nararamdaman ko na hindi ko pa sya kya mawala. Ang gulo ko noh!
Ex-GF ni Kyle?
I don't actually know the side of his ex-gf. Sabi ng mga nakakwento ko dati pa na baka hindi nung girl nahanap kay Kyle yung hinahanap nya. What the hell is that all about? Dahil 4 years na sile, yet wala pa raw nangyayari na any plans for marriage? Etc.? Great! Ito rin ba nararamdaman ko ngayon kahit na mag-2 years palang kami dahil siguro sa age ko na rin ano?!
Tanga! Tanga! Tanga!
Yup! you heard me right. Ang tanga tanga ko na nagpapakagago kay Kyle. Dahil mahal ko sya! Anong magagawa ko? Kahit naman maraming nagsasabi na hiwalayan ko na si Kyle hindi ko pa rin magawa eh! Bakit? Kasi mahal ko pa rin sya kahit na ganito sya.
Sira ulo! Sira ulo! Sira ulo!
Hindi rin ni Kyle alam na nasisiraan na ako ng bait at nasisiraan na rin ako ng ulo. Dami ko pinag-gagawa sa sarili ko. Nagwawala ako sa kwarto ko. I don't remember things well na. Pilit ko kinakalimutan ko lahat. In the end, parang wala na akong natatapos sa buhay ko or goal man lang hindi tulad dati. Tinabi ko na rin lahat ng mga kaibigan ko para lang kay Kyle. Para hindi naman nya saken ibalik na nagdedepend ako sa iba. So tinago ko lahat ng sama ng loob ko sa sarili ko. Tinago ko mga problema ko hanggang ayaw ko na magsabi kahit kanino kung makakaya, kung meron man, kwento konte, and inawhile, change ko na topic para hindi pa dumami ang kwento ko sa kausap ko. lahat yan ginawa ko para kay Kyle. Akala ko makakabuti saken, hindi naman pala. But I have no choice. I'm stucked na rin dito sa pina-practice ko eh. In fact, hindi na din naman ako matutulungan ng kahit sino. Malamang hindi na rin ako sasaluin ni Kyle. Dati, si Kyle, lagi ako sinasalo nyan. Kung may problema ako, nakaka-rant ako sa kanya, kahit hindi ako makinig or tigas ulo ko, ok lang sa kanya. Ngayon, ASA PA AKO.
DRAMA! DRAMA! DRAMA!
He's at Megamall car ingress ng ERS ngayong gabi. Kanina sabi nya hindi sya pupunta, tapos bigla nalang nung huli, pupunta nalang daw sya. Ano yun? Whole afternoon pinapasaya nya ako na hindi daw kami pupunta sa ingress tapos nung gabi na, sinabi nya saken na kung ayaw ko daw sya pumunta, hindi na daw sya pupunta. Edi pumayag na ako pumunta sya dahil mamaya magiinarte na naman yan. What happened? Nag-inarte nga sya! Hindi na daw sya lalabas at magkukulong nalang daw sya sa kwarto nya! Yung Schedule namin kinabukasan para samahan nya ako sa interview ko, tinanggal na rin nya yung promise nya! Galing diba? Nung huli, pinilit ko sya ng pinilit nalang pumunta, KAHIT NA AYAW KO, NAGSINUNGALING NALANG AKO NA OK LANG SAKEN NA PUMUNTA SYA DUN. Wala naman ako magagawa eh! Hobby nya yan at yan talaga ang hilig nya. Ayoko sya i-deprive sa mga gusto nya. Pinipigil ko ngayon magisip, kaya lang napapaisip talaga ako. I BET, pag nandun na yan, never na yan magtetext ulit! Lagi nalang ganun yan! Nandun na sa mga KOTSE YUNG ATTENTION NYA! WALA NA AKO SA ISIP NYA!
Kyle: Hindi ka talaga marunong mag-differentiate between sa mga material things (esp. cars) tsaka ikaw noh?! Iba nga kayo!
Me: ....
OBSESS! OBSESS! OBSESS!
Oh yeah! Obsess siguro ako kay Kyle ano?! BADTRIP NGA EH! Kung hindi ako obsess sa kanya, anytime kaya ko sya iiwan!! Bwisit!! Hindi ko si Kyle maiwan dahil hindi ko kaya!! SHIT!! SAN KA PA?! LAKAS TALAGA SOBRA TAMA KO KAY KYLE! POTAH!!
KAHIT NA ANONG MANGYARI, BUMABALIK PA RIN AKO KAY KYLE!! POTA NAMAN TALAGANG BUHAY TO!!
Whine! Whine! Whine!
Sa lahat ng nakasama, nakilala at nakausap na si Kyle, they keep on telling me na isip-bata at hindi pa sya mature for me. Hindi daw talaga ako maiintindihan ni Kyle dahil sa isip nya. Ako pa daw ba binigyan nila ng lectures. Eh yun din naman pinoproblema ko ano! Hindi lang nila alam na yan ang tinatago kong problema!
Age! Age! Age!
OO! Age! sinasabi rin nila saken yung age ko raw! Mag-27 years old na ako this year 2007. Lahat daw ng pera ni Kyle na ginastos sa kotse nya ay pwede na samin para magpakasal at ilaan sa amin dalawa ang pera. Hindi ako nagiimbento ng kwento dito, may nagbigay din saken ng lecture na ito. Tapos sinabihan pa ako na hindi pa daw mature si Kyle at kawawa lang ako dahil hindi pa daw mature si Kyle for me. Tinanong ko sa nagsabi saken kung paano nya nasabi na hindi pa mature si Kyle for me kasi ako lagi nasasabihan ni Kyle na immature ako. Ang sagot na nakuha ko..yung tinanong daw nya kung kailan ni Kyle balak pag-settle down at magpakasal..ang sagot daw sa kanya pagdating daw nya ng 30 years old or above.
Kyle = 24 Years Old
Me = 27 Years Old
Ilan daw years gap namin. By the time na 30 years old si Kyle, 33 years old na daw ako. What more kung umextend pa daw. Kung sabihin daw namin na 35 years old na si Kyle tsaka nya balak magpakasal, nasa 38 years old na ako. Ang galing nilang lahat magbigay ng lectures noh? Sakto sa mga pinoproblema ko at iniisip. Baka matuyuan na ako (menopause na ako) tsaka lang kami magpapakasal. What if pagdating ko daw ng 30 years old bigla akong iniwan ni Kyle? Talo daw ako dahil babae daw ako! Ok ba mga explain nila?
P.S. Walang paki-alam si Kyle kung ilan years gap kami.
Insecure! Insecure! Insecure!
Oo nga pala, hindi ako maiintindihan daw talaga ni Kyle sa nararamdaman ko na insecurities. Dahil iba ang age daw namin, isip-bata pa daw si Kyle at walang balak pa daw yun pakasalan ako. Mag-2 years na kami, dapat daw may usapan na about marriage yun.
Changes! Changes! Changes!
Ang dami ko ng changes ginawa para kay Kyle. Hindi nga nya alam na kung ano yung mga changes na yun. Pati nga sa hilig nya sa kotse, pinipigil ko na ang sarili ko na isipin na may kahati ako kay Kyle.
Kyle's Fight: CAR vs. ME
Winner: CAR
Loser: ME
Oh well, kotse lang katapat ni Kyle. Gusto nya KOTSE! KOTSE! KOTSE! Wala ng iba kundi KOTSE nalang ng KOTSE! Gusto nyo ba ng boyfriend na puros KOTSE nalang ang hilig?!?! Nagtitiis na nga lang ako kahit lagi puros KOTSE nalang ang paguusapan. Kung gusto mo sya pasayahin, KOTSE lang ikwento mo, sasaya na yan! Kung may sakit yun, ikwento mo rin KOTSE, gagaling yan agad! Instant! KOTSE LANG GAMOT NYAN!!
Marami na nagsasabi saken na sila na rin nakakahalata na KOTSE lang talaga ang hilig, gusto at iniisip ni Kyle kaysa saken. Aminado na ako dun. Well, baka naman obsess or naiingit lang ako?! HINDI DAW EH! Sila na nagsabi nyan. Yung iba naman sinasabi saken na NAIINGIT KA LANG DAHIL ALAM MO LAHAT NG ORAS NYA AT ISIP NYA NASA KOTSE HINDI SAYO.
Astig pa ba ang mga lectures nila?
Parehas kami ng mga naiisip at nasa utak, o diba?!
Astig!
Hindi ni Kyle alam na halos nawawala na yung feelings ko sa kanya paminsan. Paminsan naiisip ko at nararamdaman ko na kaya ko ng mawala sya. Paminsan naman nararamdaman ko na hindi ko pa sya kya mawala. Ang gulo ko noh!
Ex-GF ni Kyle?
I don't actually know the side of his ex-gf. Sabi ng mga nakakwento ko dati pa na baka hindi nung girl nahanap kay Kyle yung hinahanap nya. What the hell is that all about? Dahil 4 years na sile, yet wala pa raw nangyayari na any plans for marriage? Etc.? Great! Ito rin ba nararamdaman ko ngayon kahit na mag-2 years palang kami dahil siguro sa age ko na rin ano?!
Tanga! Tanga! Tanga!
Yup! you heard me right. Ang tanga tanga ko na nagpapakagago kay Kyle. Dahil mahal ko sya! Anong magagawa ko? Kahit naman maraming nagsasabi na hiwalayan ko na si Kyle hindi ko pa rin magawa eh! Bakit? Kasi mahal ko pa rin sya kahit na ganito sya.
Sira ulo! Sira ulo! Sira ulo!
Hindi rin ni Kyle alam na nasisiraan na ako ng bait at nasisiraan na rin ako ng ulo. Dami ko pinag-gagawa sa sarili ko. Nagwawala ako sa kwarto ko. I don't remember things well na. Pilit ko kinakalimutan ko lahat. In the end, parang wala na akong natatapos sa buhay ko or goal man lang hindi tulad dati. Tinabi ko na rin lahat ng mga kaibigan ko para lang kay Kyle. Para hindi naman nya saken ibalik na nagdedepend ako sa iba. So tinago ko lahat ng sama ng loob ko sa sarili ko. Tinago ko mga problema ko hanggang ayaw ko na magsabi kahit kanino kung makakaya, kung meron man, kwento konte, and inawhile, change ko na topic para hindi pa dumami ang kwento ko sa kausap ko. lahat yan ginawa ko para kay Kyle. Akala ko makakabuti saken, hindi naman pala. But I have no choice. I'm stucked na rin dito sa pina-practice ko eh. In fact, hindi na din naman ako matutulungan ng kahit sino. Malamang hindi na rin ako sasaluin ni Kyle. Dati, si Kyle, lagi ako sinasalo nyan. Kung may problema ako, nakaka-rant ako sa kanya, kahit hindi ako makinig or tigas ulo ko, ok lang sa kanya. Ngayon, ASA PA AKO.
DRAMA! DRAMA! DRAMA!
He's at Megamall car ingress ng ERS ngayong gabi. Kanina sabi nya hindi sya pupunta, tapos bigla nalang nung huli, pupunta nalang daw sya. Ano yun? Whole afternoon pinapasaya nya ako na hindi daw kami pupunta sa ingress tapos nung gabi na, sinabi nya saken na kung ayaw ko daw sya pumunta, hindi na daw sya pupunta. Edi pumayag na ako pumunta sya dahil mamaya magiinarte na naman yan. What happened? Nag-inarte nga sya! Hindi na daw sya lalabas at magkukulong nalang daw sya sa kwarto nya! Yung Schedule namin kinabukasan para samahan nya ako sa interview ko, tinanggal na rin nya yung promise nya! Galing diba? Nung huli, pinilit ko sya ng pinilit nalang pumunta, KAHIT NA AYAW KO, NAGSINUNGALING NALANG AKO NA OK LANG SAKEN NA PUMUNTA SYA DUN. Wala naman ako magagawa eh! Hobby nya yan at yan talaga ang hilig nya. Ayoko sya i-deprive sa mga gusto nya. Pinipigil ko ngayon magisip, kaya lang napapaisip talaga ako. I BET, pag nandun na yan, never na yan magtetext ulit! Lagi nalang ganun yan! Nandun na sa mga KOTSE YUNG ATTENTION NYA! WALA NA AKO SA ISIP NYA!
Kyle: Hindi ka talaga marunong mag-differentiate between sa mga material things (esp. cars) tsaka ikaw noh?! Iba nga kayo!
Me: ....
OBSESS! OBSESS! OBSESS!
Oh yeah! Obsess siguro ako kay Kyle ano?! BADTRIP NGA EH! Kung hindi ako obsess sa kanya, anytime kaya ko sya iiwan!! Bwisit!! Hindi ko si Kyle maiwan dahil hindi ko kaya!! SHIT!! SAN KA PA?! LAKAS TALAGA SOBRA TAMA KO KAY KYLE! POTAH!!
KAHIT NA ANONG MANGYARI, BUMABALIK PA RIN AKO KAY KYLE!! POTA NAMAN TALAGANG BUHAY TO!!
Saturday, April 14, 2007
What A Way To Spend...
What a way to spend Kyle's birthday. He just played command and conquer the whole afternoon. I didn't bring anything with me, just a book, iPod and cellphone so I almost finished reading the book I brought with me, I even checked my emails and surf the net using my cellphone. When I use my iPod while surfing the net in my cellphone, he would sit beside me. But when I turn off my iPod, he would just go back to what he's playing. His young brother, Keith, keeps on talking with me that sometimes I don't understand what he's talking about. I just nod my head and agree with him. After dinner, Kyle had a minor headache. But when we get back to their room, he starts to play the computer again. He's so into the game. Even if there's some bad side of the story, there's also a good side of it, such as, he fixed the mini-tv for me to be able to watch Lupin. At least, I get to watch the show while he's playing. The show only took 30 minutes. After that, I tried to go to his bed and rest while I watch him play and his younger brother talk to him about the game in his computer. Everything was fine, but I got a little pissed off when he told his younger brother that I'm not in good mood that's why he should stop playing - I'm not! Argghhh! I'm not that kind of person. When he went beside me, he slept until 12am and I had to wake him up so that I can go home. Btw, while he's asleep, his younger brother keeps on talking to me. Here we go again. Sometimes his younger brother would go out of the room, and later around 5-10minutes he would go back to the room. All I did was to read again the book I brought with me so that I couldn't sleep. I can't let his younger brother see that me and Kyle are sleeping in the room. He's still too young though. When Kyle drive me home, silence is the only presence between us. Oh well...
Saturday, April 07, 2007
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Song For The Day-8 ^^
Katherine McPhee - Over It
I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And then you be telling me,
I know your not alone.
ohh..
Thats why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..
Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
ohh..
Thats why,
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(i'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...
Wanting you,to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
Don't call,don't come by,
ain't no use,don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.
Wanting you,to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
I'm so over it....
I'm over it....
Wanting you,to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And then you be telling me,
I know your not alone.
ohh..
Thats why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..
Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
ohh..
Thats why,
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(i'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...
Wanting you,to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
Don't call,don't come by,
ain't no use,don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.
Wanting you,to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
I'm so over it....
I'm over it....
Wanting you,to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Blog Blog
I don't know if blogger.com is not working for how many weeks ago. It's hard to open my Blog and if I view my Journal, all the items, links, counters and shoutbox won't load. Until now, I'm having a hard time opening my blog. All the command buttons and everything won't also work. I hope this will go through.
Monday, March 19, 2007
I Tried. Nothing Happend. Bounced Back.
QUESTION: AKALA NYO ANG PAG-OPEN UP SA RELATIONSHIP AY MAKAKABUTI??
ANSWER: SUS! HINDI RIN KAYO MAGKAKAINTINDIHAN!!! PA-OPEN UP OPEN UP PA KAYO DYAN, EH HINDI NAMAN KAYO MAGKAKAINTINDIHAN DIN!! LABO DIN ANO? MAS MALALAMAN PA NG BF OR GF NYO KUNG PANO MAKIPAG-PLASTIKAN DAHIL KUNG ANU GUSTO MONG GAWIN AT MANGYARI, YUN NALANG ANG GAGAWIN NILA. IN THE END, KAW RIN ANG TALO. DAHIL NAKUKUHA MO NGA ANG GUSTO MO MANGYARI PERO DINEMAND MO LANG SA PARTNER MO, HINDI NILA YAN KUSA GUSTONG GAWIN (ANO YUN? ONE-SIDED RELATIONSHIP?). TALO KA RIN SA HULI AT HINDI MO MALALAMAN KUNG SINCERE PA SAYO ANG BF OR GF MO SAYO. DAHIL KAW NALANG ANG HUMIHINGI KUNG ANO GUSTO MO MANGYARI EH DIBA?
EXAMPLE:
ME: GUSTO KO NA PAG MAY PROBLEMA AKO OR SOMETHING ANDYAN KA..
KYLE: GANITO NALANG, HINDI NA AKO MAGSASALITA KUNDI MAG-OO NALANG AKO AT SASABIHIN KO NALANG NA KAYA MO YAN. TUTAL HINDI KA NAMAN MAKIKINIG RIN SAKEN.
ME: AYAW KO NG GANUN EH..
KYLE: SIGE, KUNG GUSTO MO, TUTULUNGAN KITA, BIBIGYAN KITA NG PAYO, TAPOS BAHALA KA NA KUNG MAKIKINIG KA O HINDI. TUTAL HINDI KA RIN NAMAN NAKIKINIG SAKEN EH. SAYANG LANG LAWAY KO. (SO ANO NAPALA NYO? EDI NASAKTAN KA PA SA SINABI NYANG MGA SALITA. NAG-OPEN UP KA NA NGA, KAW PA ANG NASABIHAN NG MGA NAKAKASAKIT NA SALITA AT PAGPLAPLANUHAN PA NG BF OR GF NYO KUNG ANO ANG AYAW NYO MANGYARI SA GUSTO MO MANGYARI OR PWEDE RIN NA KAW NALANG ANG HUMIHINGI NG KUNG ANO GUSTO MO MANGYARI. ANO YUN? DEMANDING KA NALANG SA PARTNER MO PARATI? ONE-SIDED RELATIONSHIP O ROBOT?).
BY THE WAY...
1.) HE WANTS THESE FOLLOWING:
A.) LAGING SUMAGOT AGAD PAG MAY TINATANONG SYA OR KUNG NAGUUSAP KAMI.
B.) PAG SINIMULAN KO MAGLAMBING, WAG IBITIN.
C.) SA KAMAY MAGHAWAK.
2.) I TRIED TO OPEN UP WITH KYLE, NOTHING HAPPEND. GANUN PA RIN. HINDI LANG KAMI MAGKAKAINTINDIHAN AND LALO LANG NAPASAMA. HINDI NA DAW SYA MAGIGING KATULAD NG DATI. - ANG DAMI PA NAMAN NYA PINROMISE SAKEN SOBRA SOBRA TAPOS NAGING FEELING SECURED NAMAN AKO, I WAS WRONG, HINDI NAMAN PALA. I THOUGHT NA KUNG MAKIUSAP AKO ULIT SA KANYA NGAYON, IT WOULD END UP LIKE WHAT WE ARE DATI, HINDI NAMAN PALA. NICE TRY.
EXAMPLE:
ME: SWEETIEBY.. KELANGAN KO NG MAY MAG-GUIDE SAKEN.. INIWAN NA AKO NG IBANG LAGI KO KAUSAP DAHIL HINDI AKO NAKIKINIG SA KANILA EH..
KYLE: HINDI KA NGA NAKIKINIG SAMIN EH. LAHAT NG TAO MAY KANYA KANYANG PASENSYA BINIBIGAY SAYO HANGGAT SA MAGSAWA SILA. (SO U MEAN YUNG DATI MO PINAGMAMALAKI SAKEN NA HINDI KA MAGSASAWA, EH NAGSAWA KA DIN RIGHT?).
ANG DAMI PA SOBRA ANG GUSTO KONG SABIHIN DITO! MARAMING DIFFERENCES NA DAPAT KONG TANGGAPIN. PAG HINDI KO RAW SYA KAYANG TANGGAPIN KUNG SINO SYA, IWAN KO DAW SYA (HINDI NAMAN SI KYLE DATI GANITO EH), KUNG GUSTO KO RAW SYA IWAN, WALA NA SYANG PAKI-ALAM (DATI SINASABI NI KYLE SAKEN NA KUNG IIWAN KO SYA, ASA NALANG AKO, NGAYON WALA NA, OK LANG DAW KUNG IIWAN KO SYA. IT MEANS, HAHAYAAN NALANG NYA AKO MAWALA, YUN LANG), AT MADAMI PANG IBA. ISA ISAHIN NATIN PAG MAY ORAS AT KUNG NAALALA KO YUNG IBA. HALOS SABOG NA AKO SOBRA EH! SARILING ULO KO GUSTO KO NG BASAGIN AT MAMATAY NALANG PARA MATAHIMIK NALANG AKO.
ANSWER: SUS! HINDI RIN KAYO MAGKAKAINTINDIHAN!!! PA-OPEN UP OPEN UP PA KAYO DYAN, EH HINDI NAMAN KAYO MAGKAKAINTINDIHAN DIN!! LABO DIN ANO? MAS MALALAMAN PA NG BF OR GF NYO KUNG PANO MAKIPAG-PLASTIKAN DAHIL KUNG ANU GUSTO MONG GAWIN AT MANGYARI, YUN NALANG ANG GAGAWIN NILA. IN THE END, KAW RIN ANG TALO. DAHIL NAKUKUHA MO NGA ANG GUSTO MO MANGYARI PERO DINEMAND MO LANG SA PARTNER MO, HINDI NILA YAN KUSA GUSTONG GAWIN (ANO YUN? ONE-SIDED RELATIONSHIP?). TALO KA RIN SA HULI AT HINDI MO MALALAMAN KUNG SINCERE PA SAYO ANG BF OR GF MO SAYO. DAHIL KAW NALANG ANG HUMIHINGI KUNG ANO GUSTO MO MANGYARI EH DIBA?
EXAMPLE:
ME: GUSTO KO NA PAG MAY PROBLEMA AKO OR SOMETHING ANDYAN KA..
KYLE: GANITO NALANG, HINDI NA AKO MAGSASALITA KUNDI MAG-OO NALANG AKO AT SASABIHIN KO NALANG NA KAYA MO YAN. TUTAL HINDI KA NAMAN MAKIKINIG RIN SAKEN.
ME: AYAW KO NG GANUN EH..
KYLE: SIGE, KUNG GUSTO MO, TUTULUNGAN KITA, BIBIGYAN KITA NG PAYO, TAPOS BAHALA KA NA KUNG MAKIKINIG KA O HINDI. TUTAL HINDI KA RIN NAMAN NAKIKINIG SAKEN EH. SAYANG LANG LAWAY KO. (SO ANO NAPALA NYO? EDI NASAKTAN KA PA SA SINABI NYANG MGA SALITA. NAG-OPEN UP KA NA NGA, KAW PA ANG NASABIHAN NG MGA NAKAKASAKIT NA SALITA AT PAGPLAPLANUHAN PA NG BF OR GF NYO KUNG ANO ANG AYAW NYO MANGYARI SA GUSTO MO MANGYARI OR PWEDE RIN NA KAW NALANG ANG HUMIHINGI NG KUNG ANO GUSTO MO MANGYARI. ANO YUN? DEMANDING KA NALANG SA PARTNER MO PARATI? ONE-SIDED RELATIONSHIP O ROBOT?).
BY THE WAY...
1.) HE WANTS THESE FOLLOWING:
A.) LAGING SUMAGOT AGAD PAG MAY TINATANONG SYA OR KUNG NAGUUSAP KAMI.
B.) PAG SINIMULAN KO MAGLAMBING, WAG IBITIN.
C.) SA KAMAY MAGHAWAK.
2.) I TRIED TO OPEN UP WITH KYLE, NOTHING HAPPEND. GANUN PA RIN. HINDI LANG KAMI MAGKAKAINTINDIHAN AND LALO LANG NAPASAMA. HINDI NA DAW SYA MAGIGING KATULAD NG DATI. - ANG DAMI PA NAMAN NYA PINROMISE SAKEN SOBRA SOBRA TAPOS NAGING FEELING SECURED NAMAN AKO, I WAS WRONG, HINDI NAMAN PALA. I THOUGHT NA KUNG MAKIUSAP AKO ULIT SA KANYA NGAYON, IT WOULD END UP LIKE WHAT WE ARE DATI, HINDI NAMAN PALA. NICE TRY.
EXAMPLE:
ME: SWEETIEBY.. KELANGAN KO NG MAY MAG-GUIDE SAKEN.. INIWAN NA AKO NG IBANG LAGI KO KAUSAP DAHIL HINDI AKO NAKIKINIG SA KANILA EH..
KYLE: HINDI KA NGA NAKIKINIG SAMIN EH. LAHAT NG TAO MAY KANYA KANYANG PASENSYA BINIBIGAY SAYO HANGGAT SA MAGSAWA SILA. (SO U MEAN YUNG DATI MO PINAGMAMALAKI SAKEN NA HINDI KA MAGSASAWA, EH NAGSAWA KA DIN RIGHT?).
ANG DAMI PA SOBRA ANG GUSTO KONG SABIHIN DITO! MARAMING DIFFERENCES NA DAPAT KONG TANGGAPIN. PAG HINDI KO RAW SYA KAYANG TANGGAPIN KUNG SINO SYA, IWAN KO DAW SYA (HINDI NAMAN SI KYLE DATI GANITO EH), KUNG GUSTO KO RAW SYA IWAN, WALA NA SYANG PAKI-ALAM (DATI SINASABI NI KYLE SAKEN NA KUNG IIWAN KO SYA, ASA NALANG AKO, NGAYON WALA NA, OK LANG DAW KUNG IIWAN KO SYA. IT MEANS, HAHAYAAN NALANG NYA AKO MAWALA, YUN LANG), AT MADAMI PANG IBA. ISA ISAHIN NATIN PAG MAY ORAS AT KUNG NAALALA KO YUNG IBA. HALOS SABOG NA AKO SOBRA EH! SARILING ULO KO GUSTO KO NG BASAGIN AT MAMATAY NALANG PARA MATAHIMIK NALANG AKO.
Monday, March 12, 2007
Good & Bad
Today was my lucky day. I was able to hug Kyle lots of times. Everything seems great this day but due to some fast driving at the dawn makes me feels bad that turned out to be a bad day for the both of us again. My classmate Ryan Atienza just died on a car accident, he bump into a Bus Station or Bus Stop Stand, he's brain were all out of his head. It's fresh on my mind that our friend, high school classmate just passed away. Last night, around 1:30AM, we were going back to Manila from Imus Cavite Carshow. It started when we were in Coastal Road, he didn't see the jeep infront of us that he have to swerved on the other side of the road and step on the break because the hutchback car is infront of us too. I just don't know why he wants to drive too fast and play around with other cars such as taxi. He keeps on overtaking on a normal road then I told him not to drive too fast because I'm scared, but he'll only tell me that "Anu ka ba?! Gusto ko to gawin eh! Itong gusto ko!", "Pinagtritripan ko lang yung taxi" then he would cut the taxi if we get on a stoplight. He told me that "Pabayaan mo nalang ako! Ito ang gusto ko eh! Hihihi!". If I'm scared, he'll only tell me "Oh! Ayan ka na naman, simangot na naman!", "Oh! Ayan ka na naman!", "Anu ba?! Ang arte arte mo!". Hindi pa sya nadadala sa dating nangyari sa L300 nila sa Quezon Avenue when I was with him. Muntik na sya matubo, nasira pa ang L300, at galit na galit ang mga tao samin na hinagisan na kami ng mga kung anu anung bagay sa kotse. For just a simple horn of L300 palang yun, what more if iniipit mo ang isang kotse or nakikikarera ka dahil wala lang, trip mo lang kasi eh..? Anyway, I keep on forgetting that I shouldn't care of anything between us especially my life now but still I keep on saying "I still want to live and I'm happy with my life" to myself that I shouldn't be. Kyle didn't know that I always feel my life's at stake whenever we're inside his car. I'm no longer his responsibility anymore too. I should keep that in mind. Many times, I keep on forgetting that, did you know that that's the reason why we always fight? Because I'm like his mum daw telling him not to drive too fast and etc. Isn't it great not having a right with your boyfriend? - Can't even warn him or else. Yeah! I should try to mantain everything he wants, it's the best way to keep our relationship at peace and steady.
P.S. I don't want to take this topic out my blog just in case.
P.S. I don't want to take this topic out my blog just in case.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Sex Partner
I know we are mature now to talk about things like "Sex Partner". First things first, I don't see this maliciously, not even shy or bothered to share this to my blog. Some people have sex because that's where they let all their stress, pressure and problems out even for awhile it gets your brain more rooms and oxygen while some do it for their own pleasure. Honestly, I was confused with what I'm feeling lately, a kind of feeling that I want to do it. This started last month of January (at first, it was just nothing and it wasn't this bad) until today (it becomes worst each day and now it affects the whole me). Kyle has lots of things in mind and lots of problems so things aren't that good between us. He explained that to me. I'm trying to understand that as much as I can but behinda that some stupid thoughts crossed my mind, thinking if I can get a sex partner. I have shared this topic with 2 guys and 1 girl. They told me that it's ok because I'm the ones who's going to decide about that. 2 guys offered me to be their sex partner or we're just going to try it once. Is it normal to think about this? Then I thought of some guys who looks for girls so they can have sex with them. I also thought of some girls who looks for guys so they can have sex with them too. I known some girls do that with no malice at all. Now I know the feeling why they look for it. I remember when I still don't know anything about this, I was trying to figure out what they feel, why do they like to have sex and why are they looking for this kind of stuffs with others. For me, sex makes a relationship stronger. It is true! Anyway, back to where I was. I plan to have a sex partner but still I'm deciding although I know I still have things to consider - I'm still with Kyle, it wouldn't be nice to have one. Maybe I just have to keep on holding on and keep in mind that I should be loyal to him after all. I thought of the old me, I missed being innocent, the old me - knows nothing and people keeps laughing at me because I don't know anything about this stuffs.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
"Maling Akala"
I thought things between me and Kyle are ok now but I'm wrong. For Kyle, we're ok because I'm the one who always go to him, call him, talk to him, take away my pride if there's any fights or arguments and etc. I'm starting to get full. Can't even depend on him especially when I ask help from him. I don't even feel his love anymore. I'm too confused with the feelings I have now. I'm trying to push myself to him while he's trying to push himself away from me.
I'm already trying to leave all the past memories me and Kyle had because all of his promises are not coming anymore. I don't want to dwell with all his promises to me. I don't even want to keep his promises anymore or else I'll just end up getting hurt and nothing.
I know that I have another book to close that wouldn't close because I only keep on coming back to him (Kyle). Honestly, I should learn to stop loving him. I'm trying to take this one step at a time - can't do it once and for all. I still love him even if I don't get or feel his love for me. Hopefully, I can close our book little by little. Maybe this will help me move on and just treat him as a friend or buddy. In that way, I can still be with him and not only love him in distance but beside me always.
I'm already trying to leave all the past memories me and Kyle had because all of his promises are not coming anymore. I don't want to dwell with all his promises to me. I don't even want to keep his promises anymore or else I'll just end up getting hurt and nothing.
I know that I have another book to close that wouldn't close because I only keep on coming back to him (Kyle). Honestly, I should learn to stop loving him. I'm trying to take this one step at a time - can't do it once and for all. I still love him even if I don't get or feel his love for me. Hopefully, I can close our book little by little. Maybe this will help me move on and just treat him as a friend or buddy. In that way, I can still be with him and not only love him in distance but beside me always.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Sayonara Ms. Fashionista
*Sigh* I asked Kyle to help me with the screenshots of my Audition character because I wanted to join the contest "Ms. Fashionista" for this month of March. Days or weeks passed by, he asked me to go to his house and bring my laptop but my cellphone is broken (it shuts down and doesn't want to open) that's why I got his message late that I can't go out of our house anymore because dadidudez is home already. He told me the other day that he would've take the printscreens if I got to his house when he asked me to go there. I even told him awhile ago that some people in Audition wants to vote for my character, so that makes me more excited...he just turned me down. He told me "Practice lng yan". Practice to take my own printscreens while I play. Oh great! I even tried that many times, it's too hard pressing all the "directions (arrows)" and "spacebar" below the keyboard then you still have to press the "printscreen" above the keyboard, by the time I pressed the printscreen, my character is not dancing anymore. I envy those who were able to join, they have lots of beautiful screenshots, every move of their characters has it's own screenshots as well. I just wish Kyle would help me out, but he won't do it. We'll just have arguments so might as well stop dreaming of joining the Ms. Fashionista contest.
Saturday, March 03, 2007
"Lagi Nalang Ako Mali"
Never a day na hindi kami nagaaway at nagtatampuhan. Hindi ko na talaga alam. Napapa-tagalog na ako ngayon sa blog ko. Lagi nalang akong mali sa paningin ni Kyle. Naninindak pa sya. Kanina ok naman kami, pero since kakain na kami nung gabi, tinanong nya ako kung saan ko daw gusto kumain, so sinabi ko sa chowking. Tapos, nung malapit na kami sa chowking, nakita namin na sarado. So, sabi nya, pumili pa daw ako ng iba. Sabi ko may chowking pa dun sa may Quezon Avenue, sabi nya malayo na daw yun. Eh ang bukas nalang dun samin ay yung KFC and Yellow Cab. Sabi ko sa KFC nalang kung gusto nya. Nung magpa-park na kami, napansin ko na parang maliit yung parking space (which is normally umaangal si Kyle pag maliit ang parking space lalo na kung pataas dahil baka tumama yung bumper nya), kaya tinanong ko sya na "sure ka, na dyan ka magpapark?" (Meron pa sa looban, mas patag ang parking lot dun). Nagalit ba naman sakin! Sabi nya "Umuwi nalang nga tayo!". Tapos sabi ko "Sorry! Bakit ba? Inaalala ko lang naman na baka sumagi or hindi kayanan sa bumper mo!". Ang sagot nya saken "Haay! Ang dami dami mo pa kasi sinasabi!" (Sobrang nakakatakot dahil inis na inis na sya saken). Edi nagpatakbo ba sya ng mabilis at inikot nya ng mabilis sobra yung kotse nya papuntang bahay namin. Tapos nun sabi ko sa kanya na "Kumain na kasi tayo dahil gutom tayo!". Ayun, nagalit pa sya saken. After nun, sabi nya "San ba talaga?!" (Galit na galit yung tono nya). Sabi ko "Sa KFC na nga eh!". Kaya bumalik na naman kami dun sa area. Sinabi pa nya na "Ayoko na sa KFC, pumili ka ng iba at magisip ka pa ng iba!". Sabi ko. "Grabe! Yan nalang ang bukas eh! Pumili ka! KFC or Yellow Cab?!". Sabi nya saken "Ikaw na kasi pumili!" (Galit na galit na galit na sobra). Sabi ko "Eh kung ayaw mo sa KFC, edi sa Yellow Cab nalang, dahil yun nalang bukas talaga dito sa area namin eh!". Tapos tinanong pa nya ako ha! "Kaw?! San ba?!". So sinabi ko kung san ko talaga gusto, edi sinagot ko sa kanya "Sa KFC"! Ito ang masayang sinagot nya saken "Cge, ikaw sa KFC, ako sa Yellow Cab!". Anu yun diba? Mali ko na naman!! Lagi nalang ako ang may mali eh!! Ang bilis sobra kumulo ng dugo nya saken! Tapos pag dating sa loob, ako pina-order. Nag-order ako sa counter, tinanong ko pa yung cashier kung anu masarap sa dalawa? Yung mushroom or 4 cheese pizza? Sabi nung cashier "ay ma'am, yung 4 cheese po!". Ako naman, ok na dun! Aba, nung pagdating nung pizza, galit na galit na naman saken si Kyle. Mali na naman ako!! O diba? Tapos ang dami dami nya sobra pinagbubulong at pinagsasabi! Galit na galit sobra sobra saken si Kyle! Kulang nalang makakaluto na ako ng itlog sa ulo nya pag nakikita at nakakasama nya ako dahil mali naman ako lagi para sa kanya eh! Ayun, tig-isa lng kinain namin na pizza tapos umalis na kami agad. Feeling ko tuloy na hindi na talaga ako para sa kanya at hindi ko na sya napapasaya dahil mali nalang ako parati. Nung inuwi nya ako, galit na galit pa rin sya saken, iniwan na nga lang ako pumasok sa bahay dahil kaagad sya bumaba ng kotse dala mga gamit ko eh. Normally, naguusap pa kami sandali sa kotse bago ako bumababa. Kanina, naku! Iniwan nalang ako. Gusto ko na nga magwala kanina eh. Ayoko lang na may magising samin dito kaya pinigil ko kahit napakahirap sobra. Ewan ko ba. Mali lang kasi ako lagi eh. Hindi ko na alam kung paano ko pa mapapasaya si Kyle. Parang ayaw na rin kasi nya kaya laging mabilis nalang uminit ulo nya saken siguro. Sobrang ayaw ko lang mawala itong si Kyle, kaya ko gusto syang tiisin kahit na may konteng takot ako. Wala naman akong masabihan ng nararamdaman ko talaga sa loob ko eh! Kung gaano kasakit at naguguluhan na ako sobra. Hindi ko naman sya masabihan ng mga ito at makapag-open up eh. Dahil malaking gulo lang ang abot ko sa kanya at yan ang ikakagalit na naman nya saken.
Friday, March 02, 2007
Empty
I don't know how to help myself anymore. I keep on dwelling with what me and Kyle had the past year in our relationship. He spoils me, he loves me for who I am, he wants my world to revolve around him, he wants me to depend on him always, he guides me, he warms my heart, I feel his love to me - so much, he cares for me, we always text especially our schedules with each other, he calls everytime to me, he knows no-busy schedules whenever he's with me and etc.
1.) I don't know how to control myself - I just want to hurt myself and go crazy inside my room. I keep on kicking and throwing all the things inside my room.
2.) I feel EMPTY since Kyle has changed alot - He has a personal problem that caused him to change maybe.
3.) I still have to make lots of adjustments - I don't know where to start now.
4.) Stop loving Kyle too much - NO good for me to love him so much and NO Obsession too.
5.) I keep on panicking, I feel so cold, I feel so empty, I miss everything about Kyle and lots and lots of things.
I just want to control myself, how to stop feeling this thing that I shouldn't throw things and stop being crazy as a hell because of loving Kyle so much. I have no one to exhaust to, this is one of the reason he won't understand why I go crazy and do stupid things such as throwing all the things I have inside my room. I just want Kyle! How I wish that Kyle would not only be my boyfriend but also a loving caring dependable bestfriend, companion, my exhaust and stuffs. He's like that when we were at our first year relationship, now it's all gone. =_(
1.) I don't know how to control myself - I just want to hurt myself and go crazy inside my room. I keep on kicking and throwing all the things inside my room.
2.) I feel EMPTY since Kyle has changed alot - He has a personal problem that caused him to change maybe.
3.) I still have to make lots of adjustments - I don't know where to start now.
4.) Stop loving Kyle too much - NO good for me to love him so much and NO Obsession too.
5.) I keep on panicking, I feel so cold, I feel so empty, I miss everything about Kyle and lots and lots of things.
I just want to control myself, how to stop feeling this thing that I shouldn't throw things and stop being crazy as a hell because of loving Kyle so much. I have no one to exhaust to, this is one of the reason he won't understand why I go crazy and do stupid things such as throwing all the things I have inside my room. I just want Kyle! How I wish that Kyle would not only be my boyfriend but also a loving caring dependable bestfriend, companion, my exhaust and stuffs. He's like that when we were at our first year relationship, now it's all gone. =_(
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Things To Do/Remember:
1.) I have no right to Kyle.
2.) I have no right to ask/know where Kyle is.
3.) I should try not to text him too much to avoid him getting full of me.
4.) I should try not to let my world revolve around him.
5.) No S************!! - It can make a Big Difference.
6.) Stop being a stubborn "Makulit" person.
7.) One Question = One Answer.
8.) No "Speak your mind", or else, you'll just end up in a Big Fight.
2.) I have no right to ask/know where Kyle is.
3.) I should try not to text him too much to avoid him getting full of me.
4.) I should try not to let my world revolve around him.
5.) No S************!! - It can make a Big Difference.
6.) Stop being a stubborn "Makulit" person.
7.) One Question = One Answer.
8.) No "Speak your mind", or else, you'll just end up in a Big Fight.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
I Found The Answer To Kyle's Question
Why is it that bad things are easily remembered than of the good things made by the person you love to you? Because bad things are like wounds that leave scars (*Note: Scars will always remain because it's etched or like engraved) to us while good things are like memories that leave memories (*Note: Memories comes once in awhile, you don't always remember memories right? Also you'll get used to it especially when you keep on sharing that stories with anybody you knew).
P.S. Kyle always questions me this. If you were in my shoe, what do you think is the answer? There's no right or wrong here. Speak your mind guys. Maybe I'll be able to find the real answer to this question if we sum up all our ideas to it.
P.S. Kyle always questions me this. If you were in my shoe, what do you think is the answer? There's no right or wrong here. Speak your mind guys. Maybe I'll be able to find the real answer to this question if we sum up all our ideas to it.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Movie Marathon & Jackpot
Despite of having a big fight and arguements this afternoon, me & Kyle still continued our Movie Marathon plan. Epic Movie & Ghost Rider. The movies were great! :) Kyle also got the Jackpot Ticket Prize in the Trivia Machine at Timezone. I'm so overwhelmed with the numbers of tickets we got. He even bought me to the Book Shop, it was totally awesome. Almost all of the books are there. I wish I had taken a photo of that place. It was really nice and all bookworms are there reading books and choosing what they want to purchase. I promise myself that I'll go back to the Book Shop once it opens on March1. Can't wait for it! ^-^
No Chance. No Return.
1.) We had a fight "again"!
--->Nothing New.
2.) He told me that he's so full of me.
--->*Sigh* Always.
3.) I'm full of drama because I always cry.
--->All girls cry when they are hurt, don't they? Or is it just I'm a cry-baby?
4.) He even poked my feet when my crying face is at his pillow, he told me he's talking to me. (In a threat look).
--->He never poke me when he's mad even once but it made me think if he can hurt me physically coz yesterday involves one even if it is not too hard.
5.) He told me that once he gets full of me, he won't talk to me anymore.
--->There's NO CHANCE left for me once he gets full of me. He even told me that he is FULL OF ME already.
6.) He even told me not to bother him anymore with what he wants to do.
--->I only stop him if he's driving too fast. Did he stop doing that? No, because he told me that's his happiness.
7.) Paranoid me?
--->Yep. Maybe. Because I don't know where he's at always. He arrives home late at night (in fact, at dawn). I don't know where he's been going and what's he up to. Sorry guys especially sorry to Lyle, but I've been there. Boys going to bars late at night, hanging out with gurls and go out with them. Boys meet other girls. They don't even care if you do something else like Sex. Yes, I trust my bf and I know he keeps on telling me that he's loyal. (To give too much trust is risky, it's an advantage like what Lyle did to me *Sorry again if I made you as an example Lyle*). But what is it like if you have a bf who never tells you where he always go? And goes home at dawn? He never calls you or never text you and all you know that he was home. So you tried to call their house and his brothers and sisters will tell you he's not yet home. Then later, you will hear or learn to someone else that he went there with us, he did this with us, and etc. After sometime, you also saw pictures with time and date at dawn. Kumbaga, sa iba mo pa nalaman diba? And you start questioning yourself, why didn't you know that? Is he getting tired of me? Am I not fun to be with? Is he having fun with his friends than being with me?
--->Nothing New.
2.) He told me that he's so full of me.
--->*Sigh* Always.
3.) I'm full of drama because I always cry.
--->All girls cry when they are hurt, don't they? Or is it just I'm a cry-baby?
4.) He even poked my feet when my crying face is at his pillow, he told me he's talking to me. (In a threat look).
--->He never poke me when he's mad even once but it made me think if he can hurt me physically coz yesterday involves one even if it is not too hard.
5.) He told me that once he gets full of me, he won't talk to me anymore.
--->There's NO CHANCE left for me once he gets full of me. He even told me that he is FULL OF ME already.
6.) He even told me not to bother him anymore with what he wants to do.
--->I only stop him if he's driving too fast. Did he stop doing that? No, because he told me that's his happiness.
7.) Paranoid me?
--->Yep. Maybe. Because I don't know where he's at always. He arrives home late at night (in fact, at dawn). I don't know where he's been going and what's he up to. Sorry guys especially sorry to Lyle, but I've been there. Boys going to bars late at night, hanging out with gurls and go out with them. Boys meet other girls. They don't even care if you do something else like Sex. Yes, I trust my bf and I know he keeps on telling me that he's loyal. (To give too much trust is risky, it's an advantage like what Lyle did to me *Sorry again if I made you as an example Lyle*). But what is it like if you have a bf who never tells you where he always go? And goes home at dawn? He never calls you or never text you and all you know that he was home. So you tried to call their house and his brothers and sisters will tell you he's not yet home. Then later, you will hear or learn to someone else that he went there with us, he did this with us, and etc. After sometime, you also saw pictures with time and date at dawn. Kumbaga, sa iba mo pa nalaman diba? And you start questioning yourself, why didn't you know that? Is he getting tired of me? Am I not fun to be with? Is he having fun with his friends than being with me?
Monday, February 26, 2007
Shaiya
Usagi-Chan, here's what I've been telling you. The art I was looking for long time ago when we put this airbrush on our Lancer's hood because I don't have the detailed copy of the Graphics. Many thanks for the site. Look at the art, every single details are kinda different from the ones airbrushed.
